Chapter 28

(Rated M for Mature Content!!!)

I stopped and stared at the sight in front of me with a clenching heart.

Edward quickly grabbed Dean around the waist and pulled him out from in front of the car. My heart restarted and I quickly ran over to them. Edward was holding him in a tight embrace with his eyes closed. He was just as scared as I was.

I quickly looked over Dean's face to see him looking at us in confusion, "Don't ever go to the middle of the road again. Got that?"

"I'm sorry mama," he replied back still confused.

I reached up and kissed his forehead. I pulled away to look over Edward, "Are you okay?" I asked him.

He slowly loosened his grip on Dean and opened his eyes to look at me before he nodded. He took one of his arms off of Dean and quickly wrapped it around my waist to embrace me to both of them. I buried the side of my face into Edward's chest and wrapped an arm around his torso and the other around Dean.

My heart was starting to slow down but I was still shaken up. "Shh its okay he's fine," I didn't know if he was trying to comfort me or himself. I guess it could have been both of us.

"Come on lets go inside," he said as he started moving away from the edge of the road and back towards the house. I picked up the car keys and the house keys and my purse before we went inside.

Edward led us to the couch and sat down. He looked down at Dean to find him asleep. He looked like he had been crying. I guess he fell asleep because he got scared. He got off the couch leaving me alone and went upstairs to put Dean to sleep.

My whole body was shaking from the adrenaline that had coursed through me not so long ago. I leaned forward and buried my face in my hands. I needed to calm down my nerves and I needed it really bad. I didn't have to look up when I felt a pair of arms wrap around me.

I knew it was Edward. I could recognize the shape of his form anywhere. I turned my face towards him and buried it into his chest. I wrapped my arms around his midsection and held him close.

"It's okay, love. He's fine," he murmured softly into my hair.

I climbed onto his lap and moved my head to his shoulder. I couldn't take it. I had gotten scared out of my wits. And I could just imagine losing him. I wouldn't have been able to survive if something had happened to him. I had already gone through losing a child once; I know I wouldn't have been able to do again.

"Are you okay?" he asked in a whisper as he rubbed my back lightly.

I shook my head, "No," my voice broke.

He pulled away to look at me in the eyes; which were crying by now. His face saddened as he lightly wiped my tears away with his thumb, "Please don't cry, love. I hate to see you cry."

I sniffled, "I can't help it," I cried out.

He took my face into his hands and looked into my eyes with his solemn ones, "But why?" he asked.

"It almost happened again," I cried with a quivery lip.

"What almost happened?" he asked confused as he lightly wiped my tears away again.

"I almost lost another one," I whispered out as I looked into his eyes.

He was still confused but after a couple seconds I could see realization shine in his eyes. And he seemed pained now, "You can't keep blaming yourself for what happened."

"I know that…I just…I can't stop forgetting about it. And I thought I was going to go through it all over again," I blinked rapidly causing the tears to escape from my eyes.

"Go through what?" he asked as he continued wiping my tears.

"Everything. The nightmares, the depression, the therapy," I sighed, "I really hated the therapy."

"You went through therapy?" he asked as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

I nodded and rested my head on his shoulder again, "Yeah. I went for a year. The worst year of my life oddly enough," I whispered.

"What would you do there?" he asked.

"Talk about it. Every. Single. Day," I sighed again. I was calm now. And I was thankful for that. I was starting to realize that I was hungry.

"Sounds more like torture," he murmured.

"It was but apparently I had to go through it because I had post dramatic stress disorder," I shrugged. I pulled away and looked over at the kitchen before I looked back at him, "You think I should make something to eat or do you want to go eat somewhere?" I asked.

"You don't like talking about it do you?" he replied back quickly.

"Nope."

He smiled, "Okay I won't ask."

"Good cause I wouldn't answer," I grinned back.

He reached up and pecked my lips. I smiled and pecked his back before I could pull away he caught my lips between his and kissed me with an urgency. I placed my hands behind his neck so I could deepen the kiss. His hands gripped onto my hips and he slowly pulled my leg to the other side of his thigh.

I was sitting on top of him now. I pushed him back against the couch and kissed him passionately. His hands slid down and gripped onto my thighs making me instinctively grind against him. He grunted into my mouth before he pulled away to breathe.

I moved my lips to his neck which made him shift uneasy underneath me. "Maybe we should take this upstairs," he suggested in a breathless deep voice.

"I don't know," I said between kisses, "Can you actually take me all the way up there?" I lightly nibbled on his ear making him shift again.

He moaned, "Gosh you're making this hard on me."

I smiled as I kissed his lips, "Would that be in a literal sense?"

"What if Dean wakes up?" he asked as he shifted again.

"Then take me upstairs," I whispered seductively.

He placed his hand under my bottom and quickly stood up. I was surprised he could actually do it. He went upstairs and quickly walked into my room, locked the door behind him, and dropped himself on his back on the bed.

I quickly unbuttoned his shirt and opened it up to expose his chest. His hands quickly went for the button on my jeans. I lightly nibbled on his ear making him turn me onto my back and pull my pants off. I kicked them off my feet and quickly started taking his pants off.

I had his off in seconds. He lifted me up into a sitting position and pulled my shirt over my arms as he gently slid inside of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him passionately.

He pulled away from the kiss to catch his breath and leaned his forehead against mine. I had my hands rested on the sides of his neck while he had his hands rested on my back. We stayed with our foreheads resting against each other and breathing heavily.

After an hour…or two I fell asleep quite peacefully. I was reawakened by a soft feathery touch traveling up from my neck towards my lips. I was too tired to open my eyes. I was still half asleep. I realized that the touch I was feeling was coming from a pair of lips and those pair of lips belonged to Edward.

I moved my head slowly towards him with my eyes still closed. His body moved closer up against my side when he finally reached my lips. I kissed back, slowly but I did kiss back. His hand lightly touched my right cheek as he slightly slid on top of my left side.

I didn't bother to open my eyes or move. I was relaxed and peaceful the way I was now. His leg moved over mine and he suddenly slipped inside of me. I was a bit surprised but I didn't show it much. I guess I was too sleepy. His fingertips lightly ran down to my neck as he continued kissing my lips lightly.

He pulled his lips away from mine and breathed lightly against my mouth as he continued moving inside of me. His lips moved back to mine for a second, "Do you love me?" he whispered against my lips.

"I love you," I whispered in a sigh.

"Forever?" he asked in a whisper after he had lightly pressed his lips back to mine.

"Forever," I barely whispered back.

After a couple minutes…or so I think it was a couple minutes–I was going in and out of consciousness a lot–he rested his head under the crook of my neck. My heart was skipping a beat at first just because of his near proximity.

I finally lost consciousness for real and fell into a deep sleep. I woke up again when I felt someone tugging something on me.

A/N: So what are your theories? Please review! :D