Dear Diary,

Oh my god. I did somethin' real bad. I was just feelin' so sad all day... I missed my momma and daddy and my little sister Eden so much. I thought I wouldn't, but I guess you don't know what ya got till it's gone. And then to make matters worse, I turned on the TV, 'cause I thought it might cheer me up, but then I saw my parents on TV! They looked so upset that I was gone... I honestly didn't think they'd care that much. So then Sookie came home from work and I told her I saw my parents on TV and she was real nice about it. Oh, and guess what? I cry blood. Isn't that disgusting?! You think my lovely maker would've told me about that, but nooo, I just have to find out for myself and nearly shit myself. Anyway, back on topic! At the time I thought it was a smart idea to ask Sookie to drive me by my parents house, just so I could look in and see them for the last time. Well, these vampire impulse control issues are a bit of a problem. We got there, and I saw Eden in the window, and before you could say "vampire running at the speed of light" I was across the street and ringing the doorbell! And let me tell you, Sookie was pissed off... she tried to drag me back to the car! But when Momma answered the door, my heart would've skipped a beat if it was still beatin'. I almost cried, but y'know, that would've been a dead giveaway. So me and Sookie went inside and Eden brought us sandwiches while Momma called Daddy... man, I missed Eden! I was always such a bitch to her, but she's such a sweet kid. When Daddy came home everything went wrong. Ugh. You'd think after not seeing your daughter in weeks you'd be deliriously happy, right? Wrong. He fuckin' grabbed me and started screamin' at me! What the fuck! I went a little crazy then... okay, I went a lot crazy. God, I fucked up so bad. If Bill hadn't burst through the door then, I would've killed my own father. I can't believe myself! Bill and Sookie are so pissed off at me. I'm surprise Bill didn't drive a stake through my heart. Bein' a vampire isn't all it's cracked up to be...

v-v Jess

So remember that part about me promising to have this chapter up fast? That didn't go too well. I had major computer troubles, major writers block, and then I got grounded. XD I'm sorry guys! I will try my hardest to not be so ridiculously long getting up the next chapter. Review please! xxx