Hey Guys,

It´s not my first fanfiction but it´s about Eric´s leave.

Enjoy please.!

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Today Eric left MDPD. Calleigh couldn´t stop think about it anymore, she just could not believe this. How should she work without Eric with her?! He was her Hero, he knew if a case was bothering her, he knew how to make her laugh, CSI was nothing without him. Okay, there was Jesse but he wasn´t Eric, she couldn´t share secrets with him, he wouldn´t take her in a hug if she need it, he doesn´t know her like Eric did. Could she still work as a CSI at MDPD.?! She didn´t know it jet. All she knew was that she loved him and that she needed him.

He told her he would go to Boston for two weeks or so. She smiled at him, told him she is happy for him. But deep inside of her she screamed, cried and couldn´t believe. Why did he go.?! Did not he love her like she did.?! Later he told her, he loved her and he had to do this. But…

She knew Eric was the only one for her, he always understood her the way she was, he noticed if she needed to cry and if she needed a shoulder to lean on. He was perfect. Maybe she was not the right girl for him.?! Maybe he had found a other woman for him.?! This thoughts drove her crazy.

This night she couldn´t sleep. She always had to think on him. Why he wasn´t with her.?! Why he didn´t lay right besides her.?! What the hell did she wrong.?! She loved him so much.

Next morning she woke up with this red eye circles. She had cried a few times this night. She didn´t want to stand up. For what.? To go to work like nothing happened.? She knew exactly that everyone would ask her what happened to Eric, where did he gone, why did he gone. What the hell should she answer.? She wanted to stay at home, crying, hoping that Eric will come over. But she couldn´t do this.

She slowly walked out of her bedroom, in the bathroom and started the shower. It was a long shower. She wanted that it all go away, the pain, the half broken heart. No, he didn´t broke up with her, did he.?! He didn´t answered to her question. No, not again. She told herself. She didn´t wanted to think about that again. But she couldn´t do that the only thought she had was Eric. Eric was so important in her life. She couldn´t imagine living without him.

After this long shower full of thoughts, she got dressed and with a lot of make-up she let this ugly rings under her eyes disappear. Actually she´d have breakfast but this morning she wasn´t hungry alone the though about eating let her feel sick this morning. So she sat at her table and again thinking on him. She couldn´t help but she did. After a half an hour she left and headed to MDPD.

The day felt so long. Eric wasn´t there. Nobody came to visit her in her firearms lab. Natalia and Ryan asked her if she knew where Eric is. But she didn´t knew what to say, she told them she didn´t know. But of curse Ryan and Natalia knew she was lie. And this case. She hated this kind of cases. There was a father, Max Kenwalks he killed his wife and tried to kill his children. Calleigh knew it exactly but she couldn´t proof it yet. She had been trough a lot, that men said something to her, that she was beautiful or anything like this, some threats against her or this glances. But this time it was a kind of all, somehow he managed to hit her feelings. And this time there was no Eric who said something to stop it, no hero.

After the interrogation she went in the bathroom. She felt so sick in her stomach, she had to vomit. And after that she had cried. What the hell was wrong with her.?! She scared herself, she never cried, never was sick.

She took a long shower. And after that her stomach lurched once again. She took a cup of water and sat down at the sofa. She had to rest. It was Friday and tomorrow she had a day off. She took the blanket and a few pillows and lay down, she switched on the TV and watched one of her favorite shows. But she just couldn´t concentrate. There was this case, this man and Eric. She wanted to sleep. She was so exhausted, but how.?! She didn´t know. Now she had a headache too.

At the same time, outside parked a black van and watched Calleigh every second. The car followed her from MDPD to her place and stand there.

She came from the bathroom as her phone was ringing. She ran over to the small table next to a armchair. "Duquesne" she chocked out, not knowing who was on the other line of the phone.

"Calleigh? It´s Eric." He said with a kind of worry in his voice. "Is anything wrong with you.?" He added.

"Eric, no I´m fine." She said with a kind of happiness in her voice, sill surprising that Eric was on the phone. What does he want.? Want he break up with me.?! Oh no, please not.! She told herself. "Why are you calling?"

He didn´t knew what to say. He knew exactly she was lie to him, nothing was fine. He hurt her he knew that. "Are you sure honey? Actually I´d asked you if I can come over to your place and stay with you tonight." he asked, not sure of what would be her answer, "-please" he added.

"Yeah sure. I´d be the last person who would say no." She chuckled a little bit but she wasn´t sure why would he call her so late and want to come over to her. Maybe he want really break up with her.? She asked herself.

"That´s great. I will be there in 15 minutes, okay?" he said, so happy that she said yes.

"Yeah, ´till later Eric." And with that they hung up the phone. Now she stood there in front of the window. Maybe for 5 minutes or so. She then realized what happened. A smile across her face and she looked down, notice that she sill wore her rob from the shower. She ran to her bedroom and quickly changed her cloths.

A few minutes later her door bell rang. She went over to the door with a bright smile on her face. It was Eric. "Hey." She said, and her smile grew wider. "Hey." He replied and they then shared a long kiss in the doorway. Their tongues met and Eric slowly went further in the room, closing the door with his foot right behind him. She smiled in the kiss. Damn it how much she missed this, missed him. They broke apart to breath.

Later in the night they sat at the couch. Calleigh´s head in Eric´s chest, his arms tightly around her. All fears, every worry was gone. But suddenly they came back. "Eric?" she said, nearly a whisper. "Yeah Cal?" he asked, didn´t knew what would come next. She sat up to face him, "Will you break up with me?" she asked carefully. She felt her eyes watering, fearing the answer.

Eric was confused. What did this mean? He asked himself. "Cal, why are you asking?" he was trying to read her eyes, noticed she was near to cry. "Sweetheart, you know I will never hurt you. I want children with you, stay by your side every single day of your live. I love you. I can´t imagine living my life without you. And now tell me how could I break up.?!" He said, watching a tear run down her cheek as she smiled at him.

"Eric, I didn´t mean to confused you. You told me you will go to Boston. How? I can´t live without you, and you know that. I trust you with every fiber of my being. And I don´t understand why you are leaving me. What have I done?" She said, more tears run down her cheeks now.

He looked at her a few moments and then he took her in a huge hug. "I´ll never leave you. I just can´t. I promise. But I have to do this, I will tell you later. You don´t have to worry. Okay?" his eyes filled with tears. He knew he had hurt her.

"Yeah, I know this but you left CSI. This day was so terrible without you. Last month you said that you will work with me, and now? Now you´re leaving okay not for forever but you left MDPD." She said, and took apart from the hug. She was so confused.

He looked at her, how serious she was. She really couldn´t understand. He needed to tell her but how if he didn´t knew it by himself. "Cal, I know you are confused but I can´t explain. CSI is my life but I need a rest. So many things happened lately but I promise you I never ever will leave you." He said, looking in her eyes one more and knew that she believed him.

Yeah, she believed him, she didn´t know why but something in his eyes told her to believe. She looked down for a moment, thinking in her mind and looked then up once again. "I love you Eric Delko!" She told him, lifting her head to kiss his lips.

The guy in the van couldn´t believe what she had seen. His Calleigh Duquesne kissed a other man? "She is mine!" he growled to himself and watched them again.

Again Calleigh snuggled into Eric´s chest and they just sat there ant watched TV. Suddenly Calleigh felt sick again, the same feeling like earlier. She quickly stood up and run to the bathroom. She hung over the toilet and throw up again. Eric followed her. "Hey Cal, what´s wrong?" He asked very worried. "I don´t know, that is the fourth time today." She chocked out again.

She went in the living room and that down at the couch. She needed to rest. Eric was right behind her. "Did you ate today?" he asked. "No, I didn´t, why?" Eating was the last thing she was thinking on. He knelt down to her, lay his hand on her forehead. "You have excessive temperature Calleigh," he said very worried about her and stood up, heading to the kitchen, "-you need to eat, I will make you a soup." Arrived the kitchen door but was stopped by her voice, "No Eric, I just need to rest. I.." he turned around and came back "You?" he asked, "I lied to you on the phone, I´m not fine. I´m so exhausted, last night I didn´t slept and this day was so terrible. Please can you stay with me?" she asked half closing her eyes. He smiled "Yeah, I do." He put his hands underneath her body and carried her in her bedroom.

"Eric!" she said loudly, laughing and rolling her eyes playfully. "Let me go," she begged but he didn´t. He just laughed lightly and carried her further in her bedroom. Carefully lay her down on the bed and put the blankets above her body.

After a while he got off of his cloths and slipped under the blanket too. They shared a kiss after kiss and later in the night they fall asleep. They were so lucky.

The man still waited in the car, still watching Calleigh, her house everything. He was very angry now. His Calleigh with a new man? He wanted her so badly, her look, her pretty face. After telling himself that he will win he headed to his motel room. To get the things he needed for her.

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So, that was the first Chapter.

Please Review. I want to know whether it´s good or bad.

Thanks...