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WARNING: ALL characters in my story are OOC-meaning out of character. Please keep that in mind when reading. With that being said, here goes......

EPOV continued…

"Alice, I know…I just…I…" Cutting her off. The feeling of defeat exhausting me. I looked at Bella laying before me her body becoming more pallid, before whispering…

"I know…she was supposed to die."

"Yeah, well…so much for that idea. Huh, Edward?" Alice asked quizzically becoming more relaxed. "You do know that Carlisle will not like this, not one bit, Edward." She glared at me while shoving me off the bed. Her small frame taking my place next to Bella's side.

"I am well aware of that. But, thanks anyway for the reminder. Besides, I will be responsible for Bella now. I have no choice." I said placatingly as I walked, uncovered, toward the full-length antique mirror sitting in the corner of the large room. Alice gently grazing her index and middle fingers over the defined ridges of my midsection; before focusing her attention back to Bella. The burden of what I had done already seeping into my core. Alice's touch just intensified it. I knew full well that the repercussion of last nights tryst would forever damn me to my own internal hell. At the same time; the realization that Bella would be mine for all eternity made my pseudo heart race with anticipation. That is, of course, if she chose to be mine or not. Given the current situation and what led us to it-I was quite certain she would choose the latter.

I watched Alice's reflection in the mirror begin running her slender fingers through Bella's lustrous thick curls that were splayed in every direction on the pillow below her.

"Edward, she looks like Medusa. With her hair like this, that is." She said disgusted before separating the curls into thinner tendrils and pulling them down to frame Bella's face.

"Hmm, that's much better." She said admiringly. "She's going to be breathtaking, Edward." Alice's words were gravely; yet, lustful. I watched as she licked her lips and stroked Bella's hair before kissing her forehead to return to stroking her hair once more. I didn't let Alice's attention towards Bella upset me. Alice was very sexual and known for her seductive prowess. She always had been. I could recall quite a few times where I took the place of Jasper as her lover. And there were those times where I did join them both…

"You look satiated." Alice was now behind me, her face resting gently on my back. Her small fingers entwined around my abdomen. Her embrace-tight. I stared at my reflection; my eyes were liquefied amber from the consumption of human blood. Bella's blood. My body shuddered at the image of Bella's lifeless body hunched back, her blood running rampant through my body; now my mind.

"Satiated, never." I laughed darkly, coaxing Alice to loosen her fingers and move them downward. Alice, following my lead slid her palm towards the growing erection below. Her fingers stretching, straining; slightly grazing the small tuft of bronze hair that lay above her desire. I could feel her mouth open, releasing a cool gust of air as she sighed heavily before putting the throbbing cylinder in her tiny palm. Instinctively, I pushed my hips forward causing her hand to pump down the rigid shaft with force.

"Mmm, Edward…I think out of respect for your pathetic mistake over there; we should finish this in my room." Her voice was sultry. Alice was very persuasive. No-one could ever bet against her. But to call Bella pathetic, my Bella? Her words angered me beyond all reason. I gripped the quaint wrist which had just been pumping me hard and twisted it, hearing the small bones break within. Alice yelped in response and immediately jumped back, crouching-ready to attack.

"What the FUCK, Edward?!" She screamed while holding her limp and awkwardly twisted wrist in the palm of her better hand. I could hear the crackling of bones again as she set the weakened structure back to its original position.

"What the fuck, Alice? What the FUCK?! Are you serious? Who the hell are you to call anyone pathetic?" I all but spat at her, venom spraying from my mouth. My fists were tightly clenched at my side, lips pressed hard into a line. It took all my control not to tear her pretty little-head right off her shoulders.

"Ooooh…I see what's going on here. Huh, guess I didn't see this coming, did I? You love her, Edward. You fell in love with your pathetic human." She pointed towards Bella. Bella's blanched body lay statuesque. I couldn't speak.

"Bravo, Edward. Bra-vo…" Alice clapped her hands, a pompous look on her face.
"I don't think I could have done it better myself. The whole charade, the bullshit lies. You know you're lucky you're the only one who could read minds around here-otherwise Carlisle would have killed you months ago." She began traipsing the room, every few seconds glaring back at Bella's sleeping body before stopping directly in front of me; her topaz eyes looking deep into my own.

"So tell me this, Edward. How do you think this will go over with Carlisle now? Considering how he had only told you days ago that you were to drain her and dispose of her. I mean, I know you aren't that stupid, I'm sure you didn't forget." Sarcasm and contemptuousness exhumed from her small frame.

"I don't know…" I whispered before grabbing her shoulders and shaking her violently. "Didn't you see this?! You could have warned me! You could have given me some indication!" I was completely at a loss. Alice, the one person I relied on and trusted; was throwing me under the bus-head first.

"Edward…" she spoke softly while cupping my face with her smooth palm.

"Ah, my dearest Edward. I did see…I saw you take her virtue, her body and than her blood. But, what I didn't see, was your last minute, irrational, selfish decision to release your venom into her." with that Alice slapped the cheek she had been caressing-hard. Ashamed, I dropped my head while turning my back to her; making my way towards the glass wall.

"She thought you were her friend, she believed we all were." I felt remorseful, this should have never gotten as far as it had. I looked over my shoulder to see Alice making her way to the door.

"Alice, what do you see now? I mean…can you see our outcome?" I asked, afraid of the answer. She began laughing maniacally, clenching her sides tight as she tried to catch an unneeded breath.

"God, Edward. You're so brooding sometimes, now that's getting pathetic." She continued laughing her tiny hand on the door. "Listen, we all played the part. But, the scene is over; it's time to move on. And, regarding your outcome…well, she is clearly blocking me from seeing anything and you keep changing your mind. So I don't know, nor do I really care." She paused; her thoughts blackened to my view.

" Hey, if you still want to get a quick fuck in before sleeping beauty wakes…well, you know where to find me." the heavy door slammed as Alice left the room. I sighed heavily; never before had I been so relieved to see Alice go.

I made my way to the glass wall; peering out at the beautiful landscape before me. Dew glistened like diamonds on the branches and leaves of the trees. The pink and purple rays that the dawn brought with its rise cast a soft and serene radiance. Bella would enjoy the beauty the earth had to offer, once she saw it with her new sight. I faced Bella once more. We would probably have to run…I was sure that once Carlisle returned he would contact the Volturi. Two infractions on my part now…going through with a transformation without the consent of the Volturi elders; and going against Carlisle's command. If Carlisle didn't kill me and Bella when he got home; surely Aro would have Jane here before dusk.

Placing my head against the cool glass, my hands above me. I could remember our family meeting that took place not more than three days ago. I closed my eyes tight, desperately trying to erase the memory of what Carlisle's declaration had been. But, his words were so clear, and nothing could erase the finality of what had to be done.

"What the hell were you thinking, Edward?!" Rosalie shouted, mere inches from my face. "You could have us all implicated. ALL of us!" Emmet placed his hand on her arm, guiding her back down to her seat. I buried my face back into the safety of my palms. I couldn't look at any of them. I was too distraught.

"I didn't intend for any of this to happen…" I whispered. My family sat around me, a family meeting called to order due to my conduct.

Carlisle sat; his body resting back in his chair, fingertips steepled together before him. He had a look of calm on his angular face but I knew; I knew this would not end well. He sat up and as he did so the room became silent. Everyone's attention shifted to Carlisle and what his verdict in the matter would be…even though I already knew.

"Edward, are you aware that you have put us all at great risk?" He asked. My body was rigid with the tension in the room. This would have been a great time for Jasper to utilize some of that skill of his but of course he didn't. He was taking full advantage of the fact that it was I that was getting reprimanded for once, not him.

"I don't think we are in any danger." I began my defense, again Rosalie jumping up from her seat, cutting me off before I could even state my case.

"We aren't in any danger?! You've got to be kidding me! A human knows WHAT we are, knows WHERE we live, HOW we live. You don't think she might say something…to someone, anyone for that matter…and Ooooh don't even get me started with what the Volturi will do to us all. Not just you Edward, ALL of us!" Her arms were crossed against her heaving chest tightly.

"Rose, sit down." Carlisle said calmly, pointing her back to her seat.

"Edward, you have put us all in a very peculiar predicament. On one hand; I understand that you saved Bella from certain death from Tyler's van. But, by doing so you have also guaranteed her death by letting her live. It is a horrible catch-22; I might say." He chortled quietly. Everyone, including me continued to watch him. I, the only one disgusted.

"And you are certain that she knows what we are, Edward? Absolutely, certain?" I wanted so much to lie and say that I had made a mistake. I could still hear Bella's small voice telling me she wasn't afraid, even though she knew I was a vampire. Oh, god. Poor, Bella, what have I done? But, my family knew me all too well. They knew I could never lie, especially to Carlisle-the man who saved me so many years ago from my own death. Couldn't he see the irony? Couldn't he understand?

Hesitantly, I answered, "Yes, I am certain. But…she would never speak of it to know one. I know she wouldn't…I fear it is because she has fallen in love with me. Her heart won't allow her to do such a thing." I had to throw that in, that last resolve. But, it felt miniscule compared to the consequences it brought with it. I feared that I too had fallen and become more attached to her than anticipated. But, I would never tell Bella, or my family.

"Edward, do you love her?" Carlisle asked, staring directly into my eyes. Reading my emotions. I could hear his thoughts yelling to me, 'be honest, son'. I could hear Rosalie and Jasper gasp in unison due to my lingered silence and then I spoke the blackest of lies…

"No, I do not." I said coldly.

With that Carlisle sat up and smacked his palms down flat onto the mahogany table below him, a sign that are meeting was almost to an end.

"Well, with that out of the way. This is what you are to do my son. We are planning a camping trip for this weekend. Bella will stay here with you. Alice, you will make all the necessary arrangements so that Charlie allows Bella to come. Alice, you and Jasper will see to it that Chief Swan is properly disposed of; that is after Bella has been." I tried to swallow the lump in my throat while Alice shook her head in acceptance of her orders, and anticipation. She and Jasper would bleed Charlie dry…

"You, Edward," Carlisle continued, his voice authoritarian, "…are to drain Bella. Then dispose of her body. Now, DO I make myself clear? No human can know who or what we are…no one, ever. Those are the rules, Edward. They have never changed, and they never will." He hissed with dark eyes.

"Oh, and Jasper," Carlisle gestured over to Jasper; who was now privately discussing with Alice the plans for their upcoming weekend, "…burn both their bodies; far from here-once both are dead, of course. I don't want another mishap like when we were in Chicago. We don't need anyone having their suspicions of us." Carlisle added laughing malevolently. Jasper shook his head in understanding; a wicked grin distorted his face as he looked directly at me.

I recalled the last humans that realized what we were. Jasper and James had a field day with that couple. That was what brought us to Forks. It was usually Jaspers deviation from the rules that caused us to move from state to state, city to city. This time it was I who faltered.

So, the precedent had been set and made quite concise. I had to kill Bella Swan. I had to take the blood I had been so desperately trying to avoid and then watch as her body burned to ashes. Bella had no choice, I had no choice. I couldn't change her; even if I wanted. Even though I had her believe that one day I would…when we married. I got up to leave the table, my body still taut from the anxiety of the moment and apprehension of what I had to do.

"Edward," Carlisle stopped me as I was just about to exit the room. I stood with my back to him gnashing my teeth.

"…don't think for one second; that if you choose not to go through with this; one of us wont." I turned my face to the side to see him point to each person at the table. Sadistic grins plastered across all their faces but one, Emmet's. Emmet hung his head in defeat toward the table, refusing to look at me. I knew he understood. I quaked at the thought of my family attacking Bella, poor un-expecting Bella. I knew then; that if this was to happen, if Bella was to die, then it was to be done by me…and me alone. There were just no other options.

The rustle of sheets broke me from my reverie. I swiftly spun around to find my Bella- sitting up, looking around the room. She looked like a blind person seeing the light for the first time. I watched her silently as she smacked the air in front of her. Surely she was seeing the dust motes crossing her line of vision. Finally, she saw me from her peripheral and her head snapped towards my direction. A lurid smile played at her lips before she licked them and bit the lower of the two. She threw her arms above her head and stretched her body taut. Her back bowed inward and her breasts pushed out. Her nipples hard in anticipation. I walked over to the bed, slowly. Not wanting my movements to jar her or make her nervous. She sat on her knees, her feet below her buttocks, thighs spread apart. I could smell her arousal permeating the surrounding air. I wanted her, I needed her. My penis became engorged as my excitement to feel myself inside of her grew. I stopped at the foot of the bed, my erection now in my hand; pumping myself softly. The need in me growing, my hard shaft pulsing for release.

I gazed at the beautiful body before me; adoringly. Imagining that it was her small hands pumping me with fervor instead of my own. I bent down and crawled my way up to where she was seated in the center of the large bed. My movements stealthy, cat-like. She was beyond breathtaking. An angel. My angel. Her skin was pure alabaster and flawless. Her hair deep-auburn; cascading over her shoulders and down her back. The ringlets, fuller and thicker-just like her lips. Her heart shaped mouth pouty and plumper than before. She exhumed absolute perfection, nothing less. She looked at me with adoring eyes, licking her lips, sensually. Her chocolate irises had turned scarlet and were piercingly bright. I stopped directly in front of her and reached my hand out to touch her.

"Bella, speak to me." I whispered in hushed tones. I didn't want to scare her knowing full well that all her senses were extremely hyper-sensitive right now. I slowly began to take the soft mound of her breast and mold it gently with my hand. Bella arched her chest towards me and let a low snarl escape her lips. She retreated instantly with the sound she produced. Not use to her new voice.

"Shhh, my love. It's okay. I know everything is different to you right now; but give it some time and…" my words trailed off; some time…those words resonated within my head. Bella doesn't have some time, she has no time. The thought of losing her now was blasphemy, it would not happen. I would and could not allow it.

"Bella, my love. I know you are just waking but…" She placed her soft index finger to my lips. I was in awe of her. Her touch sent venom racing viciously through my system. I could feel my mouth pooling with the metallic liquid, my erection painfully throbbing just by her mere touch.

"I know, Edward. I know..." Her voice was like a choir of angels. The sweetness and melancholy could bring a man to tears. Bella left the bed and walked towards the gold-tufted chaise that sat in front of the glass wall. I watched her naked form as her hips swayed in a hypnotic motion. I wanted to grip those hips, like I had last night. Last night…FUCK!

Graciously, she lied down, all the while her eyes fixed on me. She hung her left leg over the side of the chaise onto the floor while the other was bent- heel up against her buttocks. Her legs spread wide; like an eagles wings. Her glistening sex open and apparently ready for me.

"Come to me, Edward." Bella pointed her fragile finger towards me, curling it back, motioning for me to come to her. Her voice sultry and dripping of sex. Without hesitation, I advanced to her side. My erection still present, my body feigning for release. Bella was digging her fingers through her thick hair, licking her lips and moaning with want; while she bowed her back off the chaise-her hips pushed up into the air.

"Edward, I need you. I need to feel you, inside me…now!" She moaned while panting; gloriously full of desire. I sat between her legs, lifting both thighs so that they now rested on my hips.

"Yes, Edward…come closer." Bella wrapped her arms around my neck pulling me down on top of her before grabbing my head and pushing her lips against mine. I opened my mouth for her and she fiercely took the invitation. Plunging her slick tongue roughly into the cool cavity. I was dizzy from her assault, but it felt so good; her tongue felt so good. I traced my hands up and down her torso, feeling her skin beneath my fingertips. I ran two of my fingers over her wet folds and elicited a low moan from her. Her moans, and the touch of her; ignited an electrical spark within me. We were made for each other, like two puzzle pieces that fit…just right.

"Inside me, NOW!" she growled as she pushed her hips up so that my erection sat flat against her entrance. I could feel the slickness against the head of my penis; remembering just how good her core had felt and tasted last night…

Bella unpleased with my lack of motion; dug her fingernails into the flesh of my buttocks causing me to jolt forward-pushing my penis hard inside of her. My eyes rolled back when I felt the familiar tightness. God, she felt so good. I began slowly rocking myself in and out of her. Pulling out almost completely before plunging myself deeper into her. Then our movements became more erratic, more intense. I began thrusting so hard into her that this time I did hit her wall, and hit it hard. Bella cried out from pleasure not pain and I could feel her beginning to tighten around my shaft.

"Edward, wait…" she was breathless; her words child like. Immediately, I stopped pulling away from her. I knew that I couldn't hurt her now that she was a vampire; but I still felt the need to protect her.

"What, my love? What is it? Are you okay? Have I hurt you?" I asked emphatically while stroking her cheek. No blush would ever touch this spot again, I thought sadly to myself as I gently grazed it with my thumb nail.

"Edward, I want to ride you. See your face...You saw mine last night, but I didn't get to see yours…" she spoke so innocently, her lower lip jutting outward as she pouted. How could I say no? Abruptly, I grabbed her waist and flipped us both so that I was now half sitting and leaning back on my elbows. Bella stood over me, both legs straddling either side of the chaise. Instead of straddling me like she had last night Bella instead placed her left foot on my right shoulder; while the other was placed firmly on the ground beside my thigh. Her strength was immense; as she pushed me back so that I lay with my back curving the contoured edge of the large chair. Her newborn strength was a force to be reckoned with, I would have to be more aware around her.

Bella grabbed my penis with one hand and began stroking it. She did this as she rubbed the tip against her wet folds. Dipping the head into her sex before pulling it out; to repeat the process over, and over. It was like a slow torturous death. I could feel my climax edging its way closer to the surface, only to be pushed back into the recesses as she pulled me out of her, again.

"Please, Bella…Please!!!" I begged, needing her-bad.

"Please what, Edward? Please don't stop...please I need to be inside you?" Her tone was harsh, angry. The heel of her foot was digging into my shoulder harder than before, the pressure increasing every second. I was certain she would break the bones if she did not let up.

"Ouch, Bella. Love, you are very strong, you need to be gentle with me." I snickered while rubbing circles with my thumbs along her hips. Her nostrils flared and her body tensed. She placed her index finger over my lips as she impaled herself down onto my pulsating erection. I watched as she closed her eyes and threw her head back; her lower lip clenched tightly between her teeth as she rode me with reckless abandon.

"Edwaaard…" she whined. Gasping heavily as she rode me faster and faster. Her supple breasts bounced in front of my face. I quickly grabbed one and brought it to my face the best I could with what leverage I had; biting down on the puckered nipple. She groaned in pleasure. I gripped her hips lifting her up and down, faster than before. Her body mewled in response.

"Edward, ugh…I want something…." she could barely get her words out.

"Anything, my love. Anything." I replied breathlessly; thrusting deeper into her. I could feel my stomach coil, my orgasm ready to explode.

"I want what you took from me."

Huh?

And then she stopped. Her scarlet eyes were burning a hole right through me.

"I'm sorry, but you what?!" I was utterly confused. What did I take from her that she would possibly want back?

"I want what you took from me, Edward. Cullen." Her words carried conviction. She was blatantly angry, but why?

"Bella, I'm not sure I understand what you're saying. What could I have possibly taken from you that would make you so angry with me?" I was at a loss for words until it hit me. Her virtue? That can't be it, that's preposterous.

"Bella, darling. Are you talking about your virtue? Because, I am sorry. That would be impossible to give back to you." I smiled quite smugly at her. Bella bit her lower lip and began to laugh sardonically. Every time a chuckle escaped her lips her walls clinched tighter around my penis.

"Oh, poor, poor Edward." She began running her fingers through my hair. "Edward, my darling. I don't want my virtue back…no, no, that's not it at all. What I want is my blood. The blood you took from me, without my permission. MY blood, Edward! I want it back now!"

I think her words shocked me so much that I was completely unaware of Bella gripping my hair and pulling my head to the side. Exposing the flesh of my neck where she bit down with brute force before ripping a chunk of flesh away as she did so. She used all her strength to hold me in place as she drank her blood that was mixed with my venom out from my body. How ironic, the prey has become the predator. Bella was going to kill me.

I could feel my senses cloud over. My strength completely consumed by her power. I lay limp beneath her body as she sucked everything from me. Her moans of ecstasy as she did so would have turned me on if I had the strength. When she felt she had got her fill she stopped and looked at me. Her scarlet eyes on fire. Blood covered the lower half of her face. The excess falling off her chin; raining on to my bare chest below. She swiped the back of her hand over her mouth; wiping some of the crimson-liquid away as she chuckled maliciously.

I deserve this. I truly deserve this.

"I heard what you and Alice had said Edward. I know what you were supposed to do to me." She hissed. My worst fears had come true.

But, how could she have heard anything? She was in the process of her change. I tried to speak but could only produce a muffled gurgling sound.

"I have decided that I'm not going to kill you; not yet, anyway." She was smirking, an evil grin spread across her lips.

"I want you to pay attention, Edward. Listen very closely, ok? Do you think you can do that…love?" Her fingers were tightly woven in my hair. She forced my head in an up and down nodding motion.

Do you hear me, Edward? Yoo-hoo can you hear me?

Holy. Shit. I could hear her thoughts. Faintly, but I could definitely hear them.

You might want to pay close attention to this… she thought as her fingers released from their death grip. My heavy head fell back, hitting the wooden arm of the chaise behind me. My eyes rolling into the back of my head.

Bella walked; her body nude and covered in blood towards the door. I could faintly see her picturing something. She turned back towards me.

Pay attention, Edward. I don't want you to miss a thing.

She winked at me and blew me a kiss before opening the door. The images she threw at me were horrifying. It was as though I was watching a nightmare unfold before me. No matter how tightly I clenched my eyes shut the images would not disappear. It was like Bella was throwing daggers at my psyche.

Oh. God. Alice.

Bella was playing out the events of how she would dismember Alice; limb from limb. I tried vehemently to scream but only a small gust of air escaped my lips. I raised my trembling fingers to the area of my neck that Bella had bitten. My trachea was ripped right through; my voice box all but gone.

No! Bella No! I desperately screamed back at her but she couldn't hear my thoughts.

Now…where is that little pixie?

I heard her ask herself; ostentatiously, as she walked down the long corridor to the main staircase.

"Ooooh, Alice….wont you come out and play with me?" she called tauntingly before coming to a halt at the top of the stairs. My family crouched together down on the landing. Each one snarling rabidly, and ready to attack.

Bella grinning mischievously; allowed me to hear her thoughts one final time as blackness consumed me…

Bring it on; Cullen's…let the games begin…

WHOA!!! I TOTALLY love dark Bella, dont you? I LOVE Edward more...he had it coming though, sorry, lol.

Ahhhh....so sad to see it end, especially now!

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