Through the wonder of re-reading, I have come to discover that I now dislike this story, so I have come to the conclusion that I would like to re-write it… so I am… Whilst I will be using some Japanese words, I will be limiting them to titles such a senpai and words that can only be described using the Japanese language such as gakuran. I do not wish to be someone who abuses the language.
I will be deleting the original after I have caught up the story line…
Ayame-sama,
I wish to know why I am attracted to another male. This attraction occurred quite some time ago and is quite distracting. Do you have advice as to how I should proceed with this problem?
T.K.
Inui Sadaharu sat in front of his computer screen unsure of how he had been persuaded to become a member of the newspaper, especially that of the advice columnist. Sighing softly, he re-read the letter before him. Attraction between opposite sexes was complicated enough, let alone two males. Looking down at his watch he noticed that it was past the meeting time set for Kaidoh's arrival. Running his hand through his naturally spiky hair, Sadaharu set aside the letter for now, returning it to the spot he kept all such information, in the bottom drawer; the one with a lock.
The door bell rang. Finally… Sadaharu shut down his computer and placed his glasses on the bedside table. Quickly walking down stairs he opened the door to allow Kaidoh entrance. He didn't bother asking for an excuse for Kaidoh's lateness. His kouhai's politeness would explain soon enough. However, his natural scientific curiosity almost had him convinced to ask anyway.
Kaidoh set his tennis supplies down where he always did on such occasions. He swept a strand of stray jet-black hair away from his eyes. Unbuttoning the constricting neck of his gakuran, Kaidoh allowed Inui a glimpse of tanned flesh. "Sorry, senpai, my jog was interrupted by unexpected circumstances."
Sadaharu just raised an eyebrow, certain that Kaidoh was hiding something. Closing his eyes, he turned around with the excuse of closing the door. For reasons yet unexplainable to himself, Sadaharu was once again entranced by his kouhai's skin. It wasn't anything special as skin went. It was normal as far as his observations could tell. However no other skin Sadaharu had come across could hypnotise him like Kaidoh's could. It didn't end there either; Sadaharu increasingly found himself staring at Kaidoh's hair. It had an almost effeminate feel to it despite the obvious manliness it was attached to. Sometimes he wished he could just reach out and stroke it or run his fingers through it.
Such thoughts however were becoming troublesome for him; they distracted him and did not allow for his optimum potential to be reached during practice. Reaching to adjust his glasses, he found that he had not replaced them earlier before allowing Kaidoh entrance to his home. that would explain peculiar expression on Kaidoh's face. Cute…
Shocked that he would find any man cute, Sadaharu marched past Kaidoh who followed him upstairs. It wasn't an unusual happening for the younger tennis player.
Sometime passed quite quickly for the two and then it was time for Kaidoh to leave. Bidding his kouhai farewell, Sadaharu found that he was reluctant to do so. The urge to call Kaidoh back was only barely overpowered by his rationality. Confusion had overcome him that afternoon and he had spent a rather unproductive session with the boy. Sadaharu passed the living room where the television was playing. It showed a romantic scene.
Shocks ran through his body. Some how or other, Sadaharu had come to realise that he was in love with Kaidoh Kaoru.
Omake
T.K.
Attraction is predominantly a chemical reaction in your mind and a perfectly natural occurrence. Whilst the thought of having feelings for someone of the same sex can be daunting, remember that 1 in 10 people can be considered homosexual. If you think that it would be wise to do so, confess. The worst they can do is turn you down.
Ayame
Tezuka looked up from the school newspaper interrupted from his reading by a head on his shoulder, "Fuji." Was his one word greeting. Knowing that Fuji was reading as well and that Fuji knew what he was reading; Tezuka felt an uncharacteristic heat rise from his neck. Continuing in this manner he turned to Fuji capturing the effeminate man's chin within his hand. "Go out with me."
Smiling as he always did, Fuji leant in and swiftly covered Tezuka's lips with his own. "Of course."
Japanese words used –
Senpai – an older or more experienced member of a group.
Kouhai – a younger or less experienced member of a group.
-sama – a title used to refer respect to someone.
Gakuran – a uniform worn in Japan by males. Its design is derived from the navy.
Omake – a word used commonly used to describe something that happens outside of the story or wouldn't happen in the story.
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