Warm. That was what I felt at this moment. I felt like I was a child again. When a storm comes, I would hide under the table as the raging thunder roars its anger. Then, my mom would find me and give me a warm hug. Then I would feel safe...yes...that's what I feel at the moment...warm...

The sounds of clicking were ringing to my ears. 'What's happening?' I thought to myself as the clicking sounds continue. I opened my eyes and saw the elevator door opened. There were two girls staring at me. They were probably janitors because of their uniform.

"You guys should take that to a hotel." One of the girls said to me while the other one snickered. I gave them a confuse look. 'What in the world do they mean?' I thought. I suddenly realized what they meant when I felt arms around me. I stared in horror as I saw Yuki's face close to mine. In my panic, I pushed him away from me making his head hit the wall.

"Aw." Yuki said as he rubbed his head.

"Get away from me Baka!" I shouted. My whole face was red in embarrassment. Then, I suddenly remembered that he was sick and it made me feel guilty.

We immediately went out of the elevator and went outside the building. It was still early in the morning. I could feel the morning dew on my face.

"S-Sorry...Yuki..." I said as I laughed nervously. "Is your head okay?"

"I'll live." he said as he rubbed his head.

"Shuichi..."

"Hmm?" I turned around and faced him only to be kissed on the lips. 'Eh?' I thought. I couldn't move my body. I stared at Yuki with wide eyes as he kissed me. Anger flooded through my mind. 'How dare he do this?' After all that he did...

SMACK

"Don't you ever do that again!" I shouted angrily. Hot tears were falling from my eyes. Without even caring about his reaction, I ran away. I ran as fast as I can. I don't want to be near him anymore. The painful memories are starting to come back again to me.

My day seems to get a lot worse when it started to rain. After making sure that I was away from Yuki did I started to walk slowly. I didn't even care as my body was soaked in cold water. 'I'm done with him' I kept telling myself. I don't need him in my life anymore...

I didn't realize that I was already in my hotel. I quickly went inside. Not bothering if the hotel assistants were looking at me in a strange look. As I got into the elevator, I thought of an excuse of not coming home last night. 'What should I say?' I thought to myself. I didn't want to lie to my boyfriend and tell him that I slept with my ex boyfriend last night? Well, we did sleep together...but, we didn't do anything. We just slept. But, I'm sure Justine would be really hurt if I told him this. I mean, I do love Justine...but, it seems that I can't get over with Yuki.

As the elevator door opened, I quickly got out and went into my room. When I opened the door, I saw Justine walking frantically. When he saw me, he practically ran towards me and hugged me tightly.

"Where were you, Shu? I was worried sick! Kei and I had been trying to call you since last night!" His voice was shaky. There were bags in his eyes that were telling that he hadn't slept since last night. I felt a sudden guilt flash through me.

"U-Um...Jus.." I tried to explain but I was cut off.

"And you're soaking wet!" Justine let me go and rushed towards the bathroom. When he got back, he brought a towel with him. He went towards me and grabbed my arm leading me towards the couch. I sat on the floor as he dried my hair.

"Justine...I'm really sorry for worrying you..." I whispered.

"Care to explain why you didn't come home last night?" he asked in a soft voice. That's what I loved about Justine. He was never demanding and he was also never possessive. He trusts me and that added to the guilt that I felt.

"Um...you see...I got stuck in an elevator last night and couldn't get a reception..."

"You were stuck?"

"Yeah..."

Justine just smiled and kissed me in the forehead. "I'm really that your okay Shu...You really scared me" he gave out an airy laugh.

I couldn't help it anymore. I cried.

"Shu?" he asked me. He sat down beside me rubbed my back in a soothing way. "What' wrong?" he asked.

"I'm sorry" That was all that I could say to him. I broke down and cried to his chest as he continued to hug me and rubbed my back. "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" I repeated.

'I'm sorry Justine...But, I think I still love Yuki after all...'

A/N: Hello everyone! I really apologize for updating so late! I was so busy managing the family business that it's really hard to update these days…but, anyway here you go! Enjoy!