I watched silently as my father paled and then collapsed in front of me. I couldnt move i couldnt breathe. I was shaking red hot tears shaking my body.
My mother rushed into the room running over to my father. She'd obviously heard our argument. Our silly little father son argument. My temper had been thin these last few days and i'd often snapped at my family, but my father had had enough and my sudden out bursts had pushed him over the top.
My older sister Leah entered the room staring, terrified down at my father convulsing on the floor.
I was bairly aware of her presense as she stepped closer her scorching hand touching mine in a comforting way.
She quickly pulled her hand back. Before i could register her reaction she had ran out of the room muttering "Sam" under her breath.
I didnt no how long i'd stood there watching my mother and father as my body was wracked with uncontrolable shakes. It could of been mere minutes to long hours but the unknown time was disturbed by more scorching arms holding my shoulders trying to grab my attention. Sam. "Breathe Seth!" i felt compelled to obey him and i took in a much needed breath that i hadnt even known i'd been holding.
My mothers cries suddenly became very loud as if the volume of a radio had been turned up. She kept moaning two words that echoed in my head "Hes gone". I felt myself slipping off the ledge i hadnt known id been holding onto. "Seth calm down you can do this". Sams words were empty in my head i was too far gone. My body began shaking more sharp shots of pain running threw my body as if it was trying to rip me apart.
A burning sensation like red hot coal ran up my back. I could bairly feel myself been dragged out of my house by two stong arms and i recognised the calming voice of my childhood friend Jacob. It didnt help and dropped into the black water that i'd hoped was unconcousness.
I wasnt unconcous that was for shore. Faint voices echoed in my head rowing clarity as i slowly took in everything, i heard a choking noise that i slowly identified as my own. I didnt feel like me.
"Seth, Seth" the noise in my head was calling my name. Yes my name. I tried to answer.
"Yes".
"Seth its Sam i understand you must be very confused but the fact is your a shapeshifter and youve phased into a wolf. Stay calm". I couldnt more sobs wracked my wolf form. This was too much.
"How do i change back i dont want this change me back my d---dad". My dad. He was gone taken from me. From Leah. From my mother and it was my fault! The anger tore threw me.
"SETH" Sams voice commanded and for the second time i had to obey it. I calmed my breathing.
"Please" i sobbed in my head "change me back". The amount of desperation in my voice scared me.
"Ok then calm down..." i cut him off
"Where are you"?
"Where with you here". I looked up using my eyes and identified 3 wolfs. It was too dark to see the colours but the jet back one was the closest.
"Calm down Seth. Breathe". I did so and i found myself slowing feeling more human and my body returned to its original shape. I felt a thick blanket been placed over me but it did no good for the hysterical sobs that escaped my chest. I hadnt even realized myself been carried. I was exhausted.
My body saw and falling into unconcous. I glanced up my eyes drooping. "Jacob" i gasped my human voice shocking me. "Yes Seth" he replied as he carried me the blanket tucked around my shaking body "sleep your exhausted". I felt my eyes drooping and i sank thankfully into an empty blackness.