His lips had found a new intensity against mine, and I couldn't help but melt into his arms. I pressed my body against his harder, feeling his warmth against my marble skin. I was able to feel his hands pulling roughly in my hair and I ran mine up and down his chest, just marveling at how tense his body felt below my fingertips.

He abruptly pulled away from the kiss for a moment to quickly place his lips onto my neck. I was able to feel him suck on the skin slightly rough, but it felt good. Better than good. No words were able to explain.

The butterflies in my stomach wouldn't stop flying around, but that wasn't the only place that seemed to be experiencing mayhem. As my legs were spread out on either side of him on the loveseat, I pressed my lips to his lower abs, instinct taking over as my body seemed to desperately crave the friction. I felt my core pounding as the blood rushed to it, causing it to dampen with each passing moment.

As I was lost in thought, I suddenly realized how I had already unbuttoned Jacobs tux shirt and was pulling apart the fabric to reveal his toned chest. Jacob sucked harder onto the skin on my neck, causing me to bite down onto my bottom lip, trying not to make a sound.

I felt his hands traveling around my body, pushing up my dress in the back as I continued to grind my lower body against his abs, going crazy with the minimal amount of friction I was receiving. I tried to think about how it was better than nothing, but I knew better. I needed Jacob, and I needed him now.

Jacobs hand found the back of my dress and in one swift motion, he pulled down the zipper. I assumed he pulled too hard because the next thing I knew, I suddenly felt my dress being pulled from in between both of our chests, and now my skin was touching his. His body seemed tense. Too tense, especially in this moment. Normally we would've stopped awhile ago. We had never gone this far before. But now that I was his fiancee, I wasn't so sure. Not that I wanted to stop. Every inch of my body was on fire, and my mind was lusting after his body intensely. Which is why I guessed my breathing abruptly stopped when he pulled away.

He looked up into my eyes with such an intensity.. a fire that made the need for friction get better and worse at the same time. I could almost feel the heat from myself radiating onto my inner thigh. I wouldn't have been surprised if his chest was wet from where my hips had been pressed against him.

"Upstairs." Was all he muttered in his alpha like tone. I just nodded, but I didn't know if I'd have the strength to even move from where I was. As if he was able to read my mind, Jacob moved fast. He put both of his arms under me and sprinted out of the living room and through the kitchen before bolting up the steps and heading into our room. It must have taken him only a matter of seconds, but it seemed like hours to me.

Those thoughts were suddenly taken away when his lips met mine again, and he laid his body against mine. It was then that I was able to understand why he was so tense. I wrapped my legs around his hips again, only to be greeted by the hardness through his pants. I couldn't help but feel electricity course through my veins even more when knowing that I was the one who caused him to feel like that. When the thin fabric of my panties touched the tight fabric of his tuxedo pants, I felt Jacob's body flinch back slightly more. He had moved his hands from my sides to his pants and immediately slid them down, leaving him in only his boxers, and me in only my bra and panties.

I was wondering if he'd stop, because I sure as Hell knew that I wasn't willing to.

I felt our tongues tangle as the kiss intensified and the dampness was now getting to the point where I felt almost as if I would 'spill over.' Jacob moved back slightly more so that my hips were against his abs again and I squeezed my legs around them tightly, needing the friction.

Jacob pulled away from the kiss for a moment, but not a moment too soon considering we had both forgotten to breathe. We both looked into each others eyes. His seemed to be darker than the already dark brown pigments of them, and they looked into mine with something I couldn't explain. It was if I could nearly see flames of desire in his eyes.

"Nessie," I heard him say in his husky voice, it sounding rougher than usual. "I.. I need you. Right now. I can't.. I can't contain myself much longer." He had said while wincing slightly. It almost looked as if he were in pain to be holding back. Though I was as well. "But if you don't want to.. I'll respect that. I just need you to tell me right now." He said while making the word 'now,' into two syllables by nearly moaning when unconsciously moving forward to touch his ever increasing hardness to my dripping panties.

I groaned when he did so, feeling how hot his skin was. It was even hotter than the fire I had thought I felt down below. His was nothing compared to it.

"Ness.." He said in a pained tone while noticing my silence. I looked up from his chest and back into his eyes, feeling his intensity flowing into me even more.

".. Just be slow." My voice came out in a whisper before I crushed my lips back to his. I felt his head nod in agreement as our lips instantly parted and our tongues met each other in the most perfect way.

I had never had sex before, as both him and I very well knew. But now that the moment was here.. it just seemed so perfect and right. I didn't have the willpower to say no, anyway. Besides, I was planning on living my entire immortal life with Jacob anyway. There was no need to wait for marriage in our case.

As our lips molded together, I began to run my hands up and down Jacobs chest slowly, feeling how tense and tight his skin was. As I did that, I felt his hand go behind me and onto my back, then unclipping my bra and throwing it off, onto the floor. With the draft now touching it, I felt my nipples erect even more than they already were, and Jacobs lips come off of mine, then trailing towards my chest. His eyes seemed to trail first, taking in the sight of my breasts. I felt self conscious, but I heard him whisper 'you're beautiful,' which instantly made the electricity go even faster.

Before I could reply, his lips were suddenly on my nipple, swirling around the skin there. His other hand went onto my other breast and he squeezed it with in the most gentle way possible while his thumb toyed around with the center part. My lips parted and a low moan came from my throat as the ecstasy of what he was doing made me ache for him even more. I felt him then sucking on my right nipple before grazing his teeth over it lightly, then biting down. I was in heaven. There were no words to explain the feelings that were overcoming my body at that moment.

I felt a few more sounds escape from my throat, especially when he then switched sides, but I couldn't help it. I wasn't sure how long it had been with his foreplay on my breasts, but the physical ache in my core was effecting my breathing even more than I thought possible. Jacob seemed to notice because I felt his large hands reach for the thin elastic of the only source of covering left that was on my body. He then trailed his hands down to the sides of my inner thighs before putting one finger onto the dampened fabric of my panties and running it up and down a few times.

I wriggled in ecstasy as he did this, feeling even more moans escape my lips, unable to help it. Jacob chuckled lightly, obviously enjoying his slight power at the moment. "It seems like I'm not the only one who wants this, is that correct?" He asked in an amused tone while then moving his hands to my panties and slowly sliding them off. As soon as they were off, I felt his index fingers on either sides of my wet and swollen folds, stroking them lightly.

"Jacob.. stop teasing me." I groaned while feeling the blood pulsating even faster. Jacob chuckled once more and nodded, obviously over his testosterone inflicted mood. He moved forward and pressed his lips to mine fiercely, and I responded by putting my hands onto his boxers and pulling them down quickly, only to feel them stop at his bulge. Jacob groaned once and moved back slightly to help get the elastic of his boxers over the size of his penis. He ended up pulling too hard and I heard it rip as he finally just threw his boxers over the side of the bed where my bra was.

And when I saw how.. big Jacob was.. my heart skipped a beat. "Oh wow, Jake.." I said in a quiet tone while taking it in. I guess I should've understood since he was such a big person physically. I mean, he had to be proportional in some way, right? But I couldn't help but feel scared now. He had to have been over two inches thick and maybe a foot long.. Maybe even bigger and wider than that. Jacob smiled towards me and came towards me once more, now pressing his lips to mine a bit more gently. It was almost as though he was able to feel like anxiousness. My body ached for him, but now I was scared. Was it going to hurt? It would be my first time. But what about the people who broke their hymens doing other things? Like exercise, or riding a bike? I had ridden on Jacobs back multiple times when I was a young child, but I wasn't sure if that would do anything.

I looked up into Jacobs eyes after he had pulled away from the kiss and he smiled slightly. "Don't worry about it.. I'll go slow." He said. I just nodded and leaned back against the pillows, trying to relax as I watched Jacob position himself at my entrance.

I was able to feel the head of his penis against my core and it was almost as though I needed him inside of me. I couldn't wait any longer. Jacob took in a deep breath and started to go in slowly.

I held my breath and bit down on my bottom lip, feeling him stretch me out as he entered in. It was painful, but in a good way. After what felt like had had gotten about two inches in, we both felt the barrier. What was going to hurt. Jacob looked up at me with slight worry in his eyes, and I looked back towards him, exhaling. I just nodded, saying it was okay to break my hymen. Jacob must have understood because I felt him put his lips onto mine and kiss me once more, gently. As my thoughts started to scramble with his lips against mine, I suddenly felt as though something inside of me was torn in half and I ended up screaming into his mouth. But Jacob refused to to move away from the kiss.

I guessed it was his way to distract me from the pain, but it was still there. His distraction helped slightly with having me concentrate on moving my lips against his, but as he went in even deeper, my breath got shallower.

I wasn't sure how long had passed before he finally pulled away and caught his breath. It was then that I realized he was in, though waiting my permission to move. I took in this moment to try to relax, as well as seeing what everything felt like.

I felt.. full, in a way. As well as stretched out. And it still hurt, but my body seemed to be adjusting to the feelings with each passing moment. After a few seconds, I looked up towards my fiance and nodded. "Slow." I told him in an exasperated tone. Jacob nodded and put his hands onto my hips, then started to thrust back slowly before moving forward once more.

I groaned once more, but eventually.. it started to feel good. It was almost as though it was a relief to have him inside of me. Like having an itch for years, finally be scratched. Except this was so much better. I moved one of my hands up onto his hips and started to pull him closer to me, then pull away a bit faster, hoping he'd understand what I wanted him to do.

Jacob picked up in no time and he was suddenly going faster. Not too fast but fast enough for me. I felt myself moaning in pleasure as he did this, liking how everything felt. It sent chills up and down my body when hearing him moan as well. It was nice to know how we were both enjoying this. After a few more moments, Jacob started to go faster on his own, but I didn't complain. I was enjoying myself too much. It finally got to a point where both of our bodies were moving against each other and we had found a good, natural rhythm. My hips moved against his in a circle while he pounded his member into my tight core, causing pleasure through both of our bodies.

With each thrust, I felt a small bit of my core tense up. And with each tense, it felt even better. Jacob had moved his hands under my hips slightly to raise them up, pressing himself into me with more ease, causing pleasure for us both. I heard both of our heart rates increase and it got to a point where my tensed muscles felt as though they needed to release. And I knew exactly what was going to happen. I opened my mouth to say something, but just another moan escaped. Jacob seemed to beat me to it first though as he went in even harder and faster, nearly slamming himself against me.

"Ness.. I.. ugh, I'm about to cum.." He groaned out, his voice shaky. I nodded, understanding.

"Me too." I choked out. And even though I wasn't about 'to cum,' he understood what I ment. After a few more thrusts into my body, what sounded like a small cry escaped my throat as my body tensed up one last time. "Jake.." I cried out loudly, unable to contain it any longer.

Jacob thrusted harder, going as hard as he could. "It's okay, Ness. Cum for me, baby." He said in his rough, husky voice. I didn't have to even think about it because before I knew it, I felt my walls contracting against his cock tightly, making my pussy even tighter against his manhood. Jacob growled in pleasure as the waves then got intensified as I just cried out in pleasure, unable to help it.

I was able to hear Jacob grunting and then moan one last time before he finally came inside of me. With the combination of his hot cum filling me up, along with my orgasm pulsating with his cock and sliding the cum even deeper into my pussy, it made the entire experience even better. His name fell from my lips as I heard him panting out my name while he emptied himself inside of me.

By the time he was done, I felt my orgasm start to die down, much to my dismay. I moaned once more as it finished off, then felt euphoria fill my body as Jacob removed himself from inside of me and collapsed his large body next to mine.

We were both panting from exhaustion, but we found the strength to face each other and kiss one last time. The kiss didn't draw up any butterflies, or extra desire as it usually did. In fact, it seemed to relax my body even more than what it already felt like. It was like I had been tense all of my life and had finally had all of the stress and tension released from my body. "I love you so much, Renesmee. So much." I heard Jacob say in an exhausted tone.

"I love you so much. This was perfect.. I can't wait to marry you." I whispered out while smiling softly. Jacob smiled his perfect set of teeth back to me and reached up to brush the hair out of my damp-with-sweat face before reaching up to kiss me gently once more, then pulling away.

"You're my only reason for existence. My Renesmee." I heard him whisper out before we both fell into the most relaxing and deep sleep, of our lives.