I still remember his words "I don't love you." I remember the day I went in search for the meadow he took me too.

~Flash Back~

I was hoping as I finally stumbled upon the meadow. I was hoping that finding the meadow would give me some peace but it didn't. Just when I was about to turn back, I heard a voice I could vaguely remember.

"Bella, is that you?" Said Laurent.

I just nodded.

"Well this just cuts our work down to two." With that Victoria appeared.

"I'm going to make Edward feel the pain of loosing a mate, just like I had too."

With fear in my eyes, I said "there is no Edward and I. He left me. I wasn't good enough for him."

"Hmm well then killing you wouldn't be much good then would it." She said. "I know exactly what I'm going to do. I live for an eternity without the one I love. I think the only fair thing would be that you should too."

I didn't even have seconds before I felt the pain of the bite and the feel of the venom course through my veins.

I lay there for three days withering in pain, till the last second as my heart made its final beats. As my heart stopped, I made a vow to myself that I would never again let Edward Cullen back into my life.

~End of flash back~

After the pain, the hurt, the tears I swore I'd never let Edward Cullen back into my life. It's now been 110 years and I never did find a coven. I just wondered, my powers were simple enough, I was immune to human blood, and I could change my appearance and scent. I used my blood immunity for the good and became a doctor. Although I hated Edward I would take back the rest of the Cullens in an instant. When I was changed, I never wanted to be anything like the Bella Swan all the Cullens knew. So I got better fashion sense, wore a bit of make up. I constantly worked on my fighting skills; actually, last year I had found a vampire academy called . There I learned quite a few fighting skills. I trained with dhampirs that were to become Guardians when they graduated. I met a guy, who is still maybe the only person I keep in contact with from there. There is no romantic stuff; it's just friendship between him and I. Plus he's in love with Rose Hathaway.

Anyways here I am, after all the years away I thought it would be nice to go back home. So here I am in Forks. Getting ready for my first day of work at the hospital, little did I know it was going to be a long day.

"Hello Miss Swan, welcome to Forks, it is quite an honour to have you here. I honestly don't know how we got the two greatest doctors in the world to be working at our hospital." The secretary Janine said.

"The two greatest doctors?" I questioned.

"Yes, Doctor Cullen just transferred a couple weeks ago to our hospital." She said politely.

"Oh, okay. If you could just give me my patients for today, that would be greatly appreciated." I said with a warm smile.

AN:OK This my very first twilight! So please no flames! I'd love some constructive critisim though. I'd like to thank my beta for this story xXtwihard-hoboXx THANK YOU! So please reivew! That way i know wheather to continue or not!