Little bit of SMUT in this, not to much. I'm just trying it out a bit. :]

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It still amazes me to this day that someone could ever be so beautiful. Her hair was just to perfect, the most amazing shade of honey blonde with highlights in all the right places. It always smelled like mint and rosemary, the only thing I needed to wake up my senses was the simple scent of her hair. This girls eyes, they were just so amazingly brilliant, the green popped out like evergreens on a white snowy day. Staring into her eyes was like getting trapped. They intimidated you, scared you and amazed you all at the same time.

They drew you in, and you just couldn't look away. The soft curve of her upper lip was to intense to describe, it was unimaginable how it would feel to touch those lips with my own, it was completely out of reach, yet right in front of me. This woman, this being… she was so incredible in every possible way. Strong, could get herself out of any situation, yet soft and sensitive like a lady should be.

Her name is Buffy, and she is my one and only everything. My angel, the little light at the end of the tunnel that shows you the way. I would be nowhere without her, and I'm not afraid to admit it. The only person who has ever shown me all the love and affection I need, and more. I am completely and irrevocably in love with Buffy Summers, the only woman I believe could ever be with somebody like me. Some days I'm not even sure she does love me, it's just so hard to believe. A Vampire Slayer in love with a vampire? Ridiculous, even with the whole bad-boy-turn-good thing I've got going on. It just blows my mind, even as I'm laying here with her in my arms, I still can't believe it.

The way the light was shining in her window, I could see every feature of her clear as day. The heat made her body glisten, every single gorgeous inch of it. The curves of her breasts were making my mouth water and as I ran my hand down the middle of her stomach I felt myself grow harder beside her. If I wasn't so occupied with her beauty, I might have woken her up for some midnight play, but we were in her mothers house. This could wait.

I tried to sidetrack myself by staring at the moon, but this beautifully naked body beside me was just not letting this happen. I traced circles on her stomach, and watched as the skin twitched to my touch. I cupped one of her breasts in my hand gently and massaged her, a slight moan escaped her lips while she slept. I ran my mouth down the side of her neck, leaving small kisses trailing down to her tiny pink nipples. Swirling my tongue around and around them made her body twitch in pleasure, when I blew on her she moaned my name.

"Angel?", came the sweetest voice I've ever heard

"Yeah baby, it's me", I replied and ran my fingers around her stomach again. She lifted one hand to my face and kissed me ever so gently, running the other one over my firm abs. Not trying to be cocky, but I knew I was as gorgeous as they come, and she loved it.

It was great my alter-ego Angelus was gone because having this kind of sexiness beside me is hard enough to bear, let alone not being able to touch and feel without turning all "Kill the world" on everyone.

I kissed her back harder and with more passion, moving my tongue around her mouth, demanding more attention. She must have felt my cock grow bigger, her hand slipped down and she started rubbing the tip. I moaned into her mouth and flipped her onto her back, kissing her with even more hunger then before. My hands made their way down to where she was already wet for me and teased her a bit.

I rubbed her clit very slowly as I let my other finger probe her entrance, not letting it get to far in. Just a tease for now. She rubbed my cock harder and harder, her eagerness was amusing me big time, but I needed her just as much as she needed me. I wanted to touch her some more, feel her move around me, feel the warm wet sheath that was waiting for me. I rubbed her clit hard, finger fucking her even harder.

"Oh, A-Angel… I need you", she moaned to me.

"How much do you want it baby?"

"Don't be mean", she said in her little school girl voice. "Just give it to me!", she said as she threw me off of her and jumped on top. I had to admit, I loved having a girlfriend with slayer strength.

She grabbed my cock and ran both her hands around it, twisting just the way I like it. I grabbed her head and pulled her down for a kiss, slightly moving her over top of me so I could feel her juice all over my cock. I started moving back and forth slowly, making her want it even more. She kissed me hungrily, like we'd never kiss again and started bucking with me.

I stared up at her as she broke our kiss to take in a sharp breath. Looking at her from that angle always did it to me, watching her perfectly round tits bounce around with every move she made. Her perfectly fit body, sexy as hell. I sat up and grabbed her ass, making her fall backwards so I was on top of her again.

I held my dick as I rubbed it up and down her slit, getting her nice and moist. She moaned louder and louder, and when I knew she was about to come, I entered her with one hard thrust. She let out a scream and thrusted her hips up to meet mine as I moved in and out.

"Harder!", she screamed.

I gave it to her like she'd never had it before, and as I stared down at this amazing woman everything started moving slower. Her moans were slower and longer, I had to stay in the moment. I wasn't sure when the next time was that I'd be able to touch her again, actually feel her. Something big was coming for me, but I didn't have the heart to tell her. Not yet at least, I just wanted her to be happy. She had enough stress on her plate right now.

I thrust into her harder and harder. She let out one big climactic scream and came all over my still hard cock.

"Fill me up baby", Buffy moaned in my ear. So I did, long and filling was definitely the right term. I rested myself on top of her and stared into those beautiful eyes of hers.

"I love you, Buffy Anne Summers"

"I love you too, Angel. Forever & Always"

That's the way I wish it could stay too, but I know it won't. There's no way it could. I just wish there was a way to tell her, you know? But honestly how do you go about telling your girlfriend that in about 2 weeks, one of you is going to be dead? Its nearly impossible.

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PLEASE let me know what you think, I want to try and bring out the dirtier side of Buffy & Angel, without the whole turning evil thing. Definitely open to suggestions!

XX :]