Just a little ficlet i wrote a looooong time ago about Alucard&Seras

Hellsing will never be mine

"But you 'are beautiful non?"

He detests the way that little tin soldier makes his police girl blush and giggle, like some stupid school girl. She laughs out loud and her eyes sparkle like the night sky, when the Frenchman attempts to kiss her supple pouting lips. He hates the way Pip teases and jokes with his vampire. When all he wants to do is break her into tiny pieces until he's all she can depend on.

Makes him want to gouge his own eyeballs out when the mercenary gently grabs her hand when he thinks no one is watching. Makes him want to pull out his own entrails because all he wants to do is take said hand and tie her to his bed for days.

He growls low and hard in his throat when the mere hired gun runs his calloused fingers through her soft blonde hair, makes him almost go and tear his hand right off, because all he wants to do is grab innocent little Seras by the hair and fuck her until all she can see is him, until all she breathes in is him, until all she wants is him.

Much, much later, when they're fighting Millennium's scum, Alucard almost throws up when he realizes the police girl has drunk the soldiers blood, makes him want to strangle the un-life out of her because he knows that he will never be a part of her. He recognizes that the monster will never be inside her.