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Alright here is the next chapter sorry it took so long I needed inspiration for this story so I started a new one it's called Circle the Drain...check it out and leave a review. As I said in my A/N for the latest chapter of Circle the Drain I can't just write when I feel like it I have to be in the zone (as crappy as that sounds) I was lacking in inspiration which is why I decided to write my other story to get my creative juices flowing. But because of the people who have PM'd me and reviewed me you have given me a new found inspiration. I was actually thinking about pulling this story altogether because looking back of previous chapters I feel like it's an amateurs job. My fanfiction writing may not be as good as others but I'm trying :)

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Song: Because by Jessica Mauboy.

SM owns Twilight

You gave me, just one thing, but taken from the beginning
You left me, a heart ache, how much more could I take,
With every alibi, that made me cry, I'd still give you more,
I should've given up, when I had had enough,
But I stayed too long, that's why, you didn't think that I move on

Epov

Just like every night we all sat in the lounge room in silence. This accident had changed us all.

Alice didn't shop.

Rosalie didn't speak.

Emmett didn't joke.

Jasper didn't do anything.

I was just trying to stay strong.

"I'm fucking sick if this" I yelled. Everyone jumped and looked at me with shocked expressions. "All we do is sit. Bella wouldn't have wanted us to turn into zombies so let's us just do something" I said.

Alice mumbled something before turning her head and burying it in Jasper's chest. Emmett wrapped his arms around Rosalie and drew her closer.

The room was more silent than it had ever been before.

I sighed.

All I knew was that Bella's absence was killing us.

It took me a month after that night to find the will to go see Bella. I didn't want to see her lifeless body. She wasn't dead but she could have been, just a frail corpse of a girl I had come to love over such a short amount of time.

The next time I went to visit Bella she was gone.

Bpov

I shivered as a cold draft blew in from the open hospital window. I got up to close it but Robert beat me to it.

"You need to stay in bed sweetheart" he said kissing me gently on the top of my head. Butterflies fluttered around in my stomach and somewhere in the back of my mind I felt guilty for it. I still yearned for Edward but I couldn't help the feeling I felt for Robert in the pit of my stomach. Edward was in my every thought I kept trying to forget him but even when I closed my eyes his face was there.

'Are you ready to go?' he asked. It had been four weeks since I had woken up, after they had finished the tests to see if I was okay they gave me the all clear to leave. I wanted to go back to the school but Charlie and Renee had given me an ultimatum. Either go home, which I didn't want or go and start filming for Midnight Sun. I was not allowed back at the academy yet. Charlie and Renee didn't want me to go back to where Edward was. If it hadn't been for him cheating on me I wouldn't have had the accident in the first place.

'Yes' I sighed. He leaned over and gave me a kiss just below my ear and I shivered. Rob and I had become close over the last month, ever since Victoria who was now a good friend of mine had contacted Robert for me when I first woke up.

'Let's go then' he said as he smiled at me gently and took my hand. My stomach did flip flops. We walked down the hallway, to the reception to get checked out. Victoria was standing with her back towards me. She didn't mind being my friend despite my celebrity status and she liked me for who I was. She had quickly become my best friend.

'Bella' she said brightly as I embraced her in a hug.

'Oh. I am going to miss you so much Vickie' I cried.

'Chin up you big baby' she said as she kissed my cheek. 'You better go now, you don't want to miss your flight but remember you're moving in with me after you've finished filming'

'I'd like that' I said as I hugged her again and took Roberts hand.

Cameras clicked madly as the paparazzi hounded the front door.

'Isabella! How are you feeling?'

'Was this a suicide attempt because of a betrayal by a Mr E. Cullen?'

I slipped on my sunglasses and groaned. This accident sure had changed me. I was surprised I didn't dance straight over to the reporters. Rob ushered me into his limo and off we went. How did the media even know of Edward? I certainly hadn't told them we had been dating. But then again when you were famous it was very hard to have a private life. It was an hour to the airport and then it was a four hour flight to Phoenix; which was where we were beginning the filming.

I sighed as I looked out the aeroplane window, watching the world go by. (I was originally going to leave the story here)

I must have fallen asleep, I awoke to here Robert whispering in my ear.

'Bella we're here. It's time to wake up honey' he said, his breath whirled around my face making my head swim. I opened my eyes, rubbing the sleep out of them and yawned. He chuckled at me.

'What?' I said groggily.

'Nothing' he said shaking his head at me.

Apparently the plane had landed because when I looked around we were the last people here I looked up into the eyes of an annoyed air hostess, her arms were folded against her chest and she was tapping her blue ballet flat against the floor. Robert put his arm around me and smiled apologetically up at the bleached blonde lady she gasped as she recognized us.

'Izz-y-y Swan' she stuttered. Now fully awake and aware of my surrounding I raised an eyebrow at her. I sniggered and Rob chuckled.

We went through the gate and then security and then into the airport. Paparazzi were everywhere the cameras flashed feverishly. Robert pulled me to his side and I slipped on my sunglasses; not that were much use inside but hey.

A tall dark skinned man in a pinstripe black suit and fedora was waiting on the far side of the room holding a sign reading "Pattinson and Swan".

'That's us' I said flashing Rob a smile.

'Hey' we said as we walked up to the chauffer.

'Yo' he hollered and turned on his heel. Rob and I turned to look at each other. When our eyes met we burst out in silent laughter as we trailed after our 'gangster' driver. We were meeting with Catherine Hardwick and the producers tomorrow so tonight we were going out with some of the other cast members.

We arrived at our hotel suite. It was beautiful. It had two bedrooms with an adjoining bathroom.

'I so totally have this room' I said as I ran and jumped on my bed.

'No fair' Robert said as he looked at my room. It was amazing.

There was huge king size canopy. The sheets were so soft. The huge doona on top was a deep blue silk fabric with white lace bordering it. The pillows were the same except they were white silk with blue lace. One each side of the bed were two dark wood bedside tables with a bedside lamp on each. On the opposite wall was huge plasma television with a loveseat and a mini bar. Robert walked over to it and opened the tiny fridge.

'Let's get the party started' he said wiggling his eyebrows at me. He chucked me a bottle wine with some French name printed on the label that I couldn't read. My drinking days were over for the moment. I got up off the bed and took the other bottle of wine he had in his hand put in the mini fridge. I turned around.

I sighed before smiling at the giant-sex haired actor. 'Go get ready you butt head' I said and pushed him into his room.

'I haven't been called a butt head since the fourth grade' he said smiling at me. I poked my tongue out at him and closed the door. I heard his footsteps and his laugh move away from the door.

I walked back to my suitcase that sat on top of the dresser. I peeked at what was in it. My going out dresses weren't in there. I walked into the huge walk in wardrobe and found them. After about five minutes of rifling through the wardrobe I found my dress. Someone had obviously unpacked all my dresses. I slipped it on along with some matching heels and some hoop earrings. I kept my makeup light, a little bit of mascara and some red lip-gloss. I turned to look in the mirror and I smiled. I guess I was still vain. I was contempt with my looks. I knew the accident had changed my personality somewhat but it was nice to have something familiar about myself. The dress was a one-shouldered long sleeved cocktail-dress; there was a black flower on my right shoulder. It fit me like a second skin. On my feet I just wore a pair of red peep toe heels.

I met Robert down in the lobby. His jaw went slack when he saw me. I giggled and hooked my hand in his as we left.

I smiled finally feeling a little bit better.

'Yo man. You guys going' to sit there or are you guys goin' inside' said Franklin (our gangster car driver) said as we got out of the limo.

'Bye Franklin' I said waving at him. Some name.

I smiled as we walked into the restaurant. It was nice to be happy.

EPOV (Sorry about the changing Points of view)

A knock on the door interrupted me from my wallowing.

'Go away' I called

'Shut up' Rosalie said as she pushed my door open.

'Were going to see Bella are you coming?' she said giving me a sad comforting smile. It had been a while since I had been to see my Bella.

'I guess' I said pulling myself up from the bed. Rosalie took my hand and gave it a squeeze. I smiled at her a little, she was a little happy to be going to see Bella as well.

'So?' she said trying to make conversation as we walked down the stairs.

'So?' I copied her.

'We talked about what you said before' she said her eyes thoughtful.

'I...everyone thinks you're right. Bella wouldn't have wanted us to be acting this way; she would have wanted us to move on'. I left her rambling as I thought to myself.

Rosalie was right. But should take my own advice and move on from Bella?

I didn't know. But I did know it wasn't healthy to spend every waking day apart from classes in my room or in front of the television.

We all piled into the car and drove to the hospital in silence. We walked into the main entrance.

'Why don't you just go on through while we tell the receptionist we're here' Jasper said smiling kindly. So I walked down to her room.

341...342...343...344! As soon as I entered the room I knew something was wrong the door had been open. Normally her room's door was closed to stop paparazzi from entering.

'Edward' a voice called from back down the hallway.

'What?' I said frustrated that I didn't know where Bella was.

'She's gone' Alice said.

'Who?' I asked but in the back of my mind I think I knew who she was referring to.

'Bella' said a red-headed nurse 'shortly after you left, last time you visited she woke up'

'Where is she now?' I asked feeling numb.

'Her parents gave her an ultimatum either move home with them or go and shoot her new movie, they didn't want her back at the academy...I'm sorry but she's gone'.

I dropped to my knees mumbling. Alice dropped down with me.

'I did it again' I whispered.

'Did what again?' Alice asked.

'I didn't stop her' I mumbled.

I let her leave me again.

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