A/N Bella doesn't know that Jacob is a were-wolf and isn't very happy about him ignoring her.

The edge of darkness

They were going to be so disappointed with me; I couldn't believe that I was going to let them down. I take a step forwards so that I am standing at the very edge, concentrating on keeping my balance. I wanted to be ready for when it happened.

For the first time I looked down at the waves crashing into the cliffs below me, spraying water into the air. At the sight of the waves I almost stepped back, yet I had to do this.

I hadn't considered suicide at all, always scared of what it would do to Charlie and Renée. Well, until now. I don't know what exactly put me over the line but I knew that Jacob played a major role in my decision.

At first he helped me heal and showed me how to live again, he became my sun. He could keep the pain away for days. It was because of him that I could hear Edwards voice again, Jacob taught me how to be reckless.

I loved being around him, that was until he started flirting with me. He knew that I was broken; he knew that I was broken because my true love left me. Yet there he stood right next to me time and time again, just trying to think of an excuse to hold my hand, give me a hug or even kiss me.

Yet that all stopped when he refused to even talk to me. I didn't realise it but I still depended on him to be there for me, to stop me breaking apart and falling to pieces. It's been weeks now since he last talked to me. The first week I was constantly calling his house to see if he was ok. It was always Billy who answered the phone telling me that Jacob was sick. When I suggested that I could come over to help cook meals Billy's response was actually quite rude. I gave up after that accepting that Jacob was probably just trying to avoid me.

I then had no one to go to when I had horrible day at school, of course I could always go to Charlie or ring Renée but they weren't what I needed. I needed someone closer to my, a friend I could talk to who would understand what I was going through.

Jacob had that for me until he started ignoring my calls. I now had to put up with Jessica and Lauren's tormenting comments. Every day it would become harder bare and I could tell that Charlie was beginning to notice that something was up. It wouldn't be long now until he forced me to go down to the reservation. In his opinion Jacob was the best thing that ever happened to me.

I just couldn't handle it anymore; I was fed up and couldn't bring myself to face another day. I glance behind me before flinging myself off the cliff.

Falling through the air I was bombarded by memories of my childhood before Edwards voice started shouted at me. This was the clearest I had ever heard him since he left and it made me question why I had jumped off the cliff though it was too late to do anything about it now.

Just as I thought that I was about to hit the water I felt something hard crash into my back, quickly followed by it banging into my head. I realised that I had hit the cliff face. I crashed into it a few more times before finally hitting the water. As I sunk below the surface I could feel my consciousness starting to slip away

Goodbye tough, cruel world, I thought before the darkness engulfed me.

A/N I don't know whether to leave this as a one shot, depending on the reviews I get I may continue it.

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