You know that feeling you have when your really guilty? You can't stop thinking about it. Ever done something so bad to a friend that you could never tell. And even if you did you know it would never well.

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Carly Shay sat down , alone , at a park. She had never been here before but she needed to get away. Maybe she would stay here all night. She knew she could face everyone. Well she couldn't face her best friend. She was sorry for what she did , but she knew that nothing could fix it. She Should've Said No.

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Freddie knocked on Carly's door around 7:15 p.m. She answered the door in her . She didn't feel she had to look her best when just her two best friends were coming over for there Friday movie night. Carly and her best friends started that tradition back in the 6th grade. And ever since then ever Friday night they would watch either the funniest or stupidest movies ever.

"Hey Freddie" Carly said smiling her famous cute smile. Freddie flashed her a smile too.

"Hey Carly. You Ready?" Carly shut the door after he made his way in.

"Well Sam is not here yet." Freddie rolled his eyes. That was Sam. Always late. You never knew when she would be there. You should even be surprised she showed up at all. Sam Puckett was never known to do what she was told.

"Call her," Freddie said sitting down on her single couch. Carly nodded as she walked over to her island. She picked up her cell phone and dialed the most familiar number she has ever known.

After the third ring Sam finally picked up.

"what?" Sam asked. She sounded really annoyed.

"Hey Sam Where are you?"

"Oh Hey Carls, I'm sorry my mom is making me clean my room. I can't make it over tonight,"

"Sam!"

"Sorry Carls," Carly rolled her eyes. Even though Sam couldn't see Carly she knew she did that. "Anyways I Have to go, If I get it done early I might swing by," Carly perked up a bit.

"okay!"

"See Ya"

"Bye!" Carly ended the call then turned her attention to Freddie.

"So...?"

"Sam has to clean her room. So she might swing by her after." Carly's shoulders slumped." But Knowing Sam she won't do it," Freddie laughed at this. Even though Sam and Freddie had their fights he still loved her. They had been dating for 6 months and fought like crazy. But they loved each other with everything in her.

"Don't laugh. Its not funny," Carly said but then started laughing her self.

After about an hour into the movie Carly seemed more and more closer to Freddie. She didn't know why but she felt very safe with Freddie. Then it hit her. Did she like Freddie. She looked up at him. But he didn't seem to notice. She looked back at the T.V. Why did she have to notice her feelings for him now?

Freddie placed his arm on the back of the couch and yawned. Without even thinking Carly leaned in closer to him. He looked at her. She just smiled. He smiled back only thinking it as a friendly gesture. Carly got lost in his eyes and Freddie in hers. They both leaned in and kissed.

Both didn't expect to go further.

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So now 10 weeks later sat Carly. With tears streaming down her cheeks she pushed the memory away. Carly never thought she would do something so stupid and so soon. The guilt was killing her and she had to tell someone. Maybe not the whole story but just half.

As Carly pushed her self off the bench in the unknown park she made her way back to her older brothers car. She would tell her best friend. But not everything. She was guilty...But the only guilt that really ate her alive was the guilt of hurting her only best friend.