Drabble Challenge: Control

Not a monster. In control.

A monster doesn't feel remorse or guilt.

A monster doesn't try to do good, to help, to save people.

A monster wouldn't have someone like Dean looking out for him.

A monster wouldn't have survived five minutes in John Winchester's presence.

A monster wouldn't have been loved by a woman like Jess.

A monster wouldn't have been born to a woman like Mary.

A monster wouldn't have a brother who'd sell his soul for him.

A monster wouldn't try to save the world from evil like Lillith.

She's the monster. Not me. I am in control.