It was raining. No, it was a hurricane outside. But that didn't stop me from getting into the truck and driving at top speed towards La Push. It had been three long days since Jacob pleaded with me for the last time to be with him. I finally couldn't take it any longer and gave into my true feelings. I got as far as the boundaries to the reservation and the truck stopped.

"Don't do this to me!" I screamed at the truck, turning the key again and again, trying desperately to get it to work. I finally gave up and got out of the car, slamming the door shut and running the last mile to Jacob's house.

"Jake!" I yelled as I approached the small house. I was relieved when I saw a light on and then the front door opened and Jake's head poked out. A look of confusion crossed his face until he saw me running towards him.

"What the hell are you doing?" he screamed at me as he ran out into the pouring rain to meet me in the driveway.

I was out of breath, but I slammed into his hard chest and hugged him tightly. His arms wrapped instinctively around me and he held me close. "I'm sorry Jake!" I cried over the pounding rain. "I'm sorry! I never should have doubted us!"

"It's ok," he assured me. "Come on, let's get inside before we get sick." I let him drag me up to the house, our arms still locked tightly around each other.

I waited on the couch while he got us some towels. I noticed when he came back in the room that he only had a pair of sweatpants on that were now soaked through. He wrapped a fluffy white towel around my shoulders before doing the same to himself and sitting on the couch next to me. I stared at the floor as he watched me carefully.

"Lex-"

I cut him off. "Jake, please let me explain. I need you to understand before we even think about trying to be together." He nodded and waited for me to continue. "My feelings for you grew tremendously every time I saw you. And it scared me. I had no idea what to do, Jake. I didn't know where any of it was coming from because I was convinced that I didn't have any room for love inside of me because I was so filled with hate." I shook my head. "I hated my parents for being selfish and leaving me in a world without a mother and father. I hated my grandmother for not caring when I really needed help. I hated the rest of my family for not caring enough to visit or even write. I hated my friends for influencing me to get into drugs in the first place. And I hated myself.

"I hated myself for being weak. For letting people talk me into things I knew I didn't want. I hated myself for giving in when I felt like I needed to leave this earth. I didn't know what to do anymore. And then you came along and brought a whole new roll of emotions inside of me and it terrified me." I sobbed. "I just thought that because I was so torn up inside that all I would do was bring you down with me and I couldn't stand it if you didn't get everything you wanted in life." I looked at him now. "I love you, Jake. I have since the first time I saw you. You're everything to me and I don't think I can give you what you deserve."

He rested his forehead on mine then and stroked my cheek with his thumb. "You're everything I want, Lexi Swan. I don't care if I deserve better, because I don't want better. I just want you." He pressed his lips to mine, making me forget everything else in the world and just focusing on him.

"Where's Billy?" I asked breathlessly when our lips parted.

"Spending the night at Harry Clearwater's house," he whispered, eyes closed.

Without another word, I climbed on top of him, tossing my towel to the floor and straddling his hips. My hands tangled in his hair as I kissed him, deepening the kiss immediately by sliding my tongue into his hot mouth. My insides were on fire as I pressed myself to him as close as I could go. One of his hands grasped the nape of my neck, holding me in place while the other rested on my thigh.

I had the sudden need to breathe and broke the kiss, but only to mumble against his lips, "I need you, Jake." He stared up at me with a lustful fire burning in his eyes. "Can we go to your room?"

He nodded and stood up, picking me up with him and walking us to his tiny room. He let my feet drop to the floor before taking my lips once more. We broke apart again just long enough for him to pull my soaked shirt over my head and toss it to the floor. His hands ran all over my back before unhooking my bra and letting it drop. He stared at my newly bared flesh with lust and dropped to his knees before me, taking one nipple in one hand, the other in his mouth. I gasped at the hot contact as my hands flew into his hair. His kisses got lower until he hit the hem of my jeans. He unbuttoned them and slid them slowly down my legs and helped me step out of them before standing back up.

I bit my bottom lip when I felt something hard pressed against my stomach. I grasped the top of his sweatpants and slid them down, freeing his erection from the confinements of fabric. Jacob groaned as I wrapped my hand around his hardened member and began to stroke it slowly. I looked up at his face to see his eyes shut and his breathing coming out ragged and sharp.

I kept my eyes on his face as I slid back onto the edge of the bed. His eyes snapped open as soon as my hand left his skin. He looked down at where I sat, legs open, showing him what he wanted most. He let out a low growl that made the muscles between my thighs contract. He came forward, descending to his knees once more and running his hands up my legs and to my thighs. I moaned lightly when one of them slid over my wet folds, letting my head drop back and gasping when he bent down to taste me. He trailed his tongue up my naked body and kissed me, sliding his tongue into my mouth so I could taste myself.

I moaned again, sliding back on the bed and laying my head on the pillows. Jacob climbed on top of me, pressing his body flush against me and pushing me into the mattress slightly. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he kissed me intensely and his hand pulled my right leg up to wrap around his waist. I moaned when the tip of his erection slid along my wet folds. I bucked my hips up, making the head slip in and then back out. Jake let out a low groan at the contact.

"Jake?" I whispered as his lips attacked my neck.

"Yes, baby," he mumbled, sending electricity through me.

I bit my bottom lip and moaned as he bit down on my collarbone, marking me as his. "I need you," I whispered, tangling my hands in his hair and guiding his face back to mine.

He looked deep into my eyes for several long moments. "Are you sure?" he asked in a ragged voice.

"Mmhmm," I mumbled, kissing his lips. "I need you inside of me." He nodded and I reached a hand down to guide him inside of me. We both let out loud moans that echoed in the small room as he plunged deep inside of me, hitting the most sensitive spot on my wet walls.

Jake slid back out slowly and plunged back into me as deep as he could go, causing me to moan again. He placed his lips by my ear and whispered, "You feel incredible."

I turned my head to capture his lips, gripping his back with my fingers as he began to move a little faster. My fingernails dug into his shoulders as I felt my orgasm start to build up and he sucked on my neck.

"Does that feel good, baby?" he asked in a low growl.

"Mmhmm," I moaned.

"How good?" he asked, nipping my ear lightly with his teeth. "Tell me how good I feel inside of you."

I moaned. "You feel so good, Jake." I gasped as his pubic bone hit my bundle of nerves. "I think-" moan, "I'm going to-" gasp. "Harder Jake!" I screamed, gripping his shoulder with my nails, surely breaking the skin.

I assumed he didn't care since he continued to pound into me as hard as he would allow himself. "Jake!" I moaned.

"That's it, baby," he growled in my ear. "Come for me," he pleaded. "Come all over me."

With just three more thrusts, he plunged into me and we came hard together. I screamed his name and gripped the sheets around me. I licked my lips as I came back down from my high, breathing heavily. Jake had collapsed on top of me, panting. I ran my hands through his hair and he looked up at me with a small smile. "I love you, Lexi Swan."

I smiled back at him. "I love you, too, Jacob Black."

It was early the next morning and Jake was already awake. He stared at his beautiful girlfriend with a smile on his lips. He not only smiled because she was naked and only had a thin sheet over her, but because she was all his. They'd talked into the early hours of the morning after they had sex and came to the conclusion that they would have their forever together. Jake was dead set on keeping that promise.

Jake was just about to drift back to sleep when his bedroom door opened quietly. He sat up quickly, trying not to wake Lexi, but also not wanting the intruder to see his naked girlfriend. Billy's black eyes stared into the room at the naked couple in his son's bed.

"Dad!" Jake whispered in surprise, slightly embarrassed about being caught.

"Sorry, son," Billy said, barely phased. "I didn't know you had company."

Jake made sure Lexi was covered all the way up before turning back to his dad. "I didn't think you'd be home so early," he said lamely.

Billy nodded. "So I guess you two made up then?" he asked a little relieved. Jake nodded. "Good. I thought I was going to have to get you some help."

"That's not necessary."

"Good," Billy said. "Well, since we have company, I'll make all of us some breakfast. I'm sure you two are starving." He chuckled at his son's embarrassed expression and closed the door.

"Jake?" I asked, turning over in his bed, trying to keep the sheets from falling off of my naked form.

"I'm here," Jake said, stepping back into the room. He was in a pair of faded cut off shorts and nothing else.

"Where did you go?" I fake whined, grabbing his hand and pulling him back down to the bed.

"I put your clothes in the dryer. They were still a little damp," he said, wrapping his arms around me.

"Thank you," I said. "Last night was amazing," I breathed.

"More than amazing," he said, running his hand up and down my arm.

I sat up and faced him. His eyes moved to my bare breasts and I laughed. "Can we do it again?"

Jake bit his lip. "My dad's here."

My eyes grew wide. "Does he know I'm here?" Jake nodded. "Is he mad?"

"No," Jake said, his cheeks flushing a little. "He walked in on us when you were still sleeping. He was more calm about it than I was."

I scrunched my nose and then leaned in to kiss him. "Can we do it again?" I whispered before taking his earlobe into my mouth and sucking on it lightly.

"What about my dad?" he asked in a low growl, his hands resting on my thighs as I leaned over him.

"We can be quiet," I mumbled. "He'll never know."

"Are you sure you're capable of being quiet?" he asked with a low chuckle. "I think the house shook last night."

I frowned at him and he laughed, gripping my thighs and pulling me to straddle his waist. "You don't think I can be quiet?"

"No," he groaned as I freed his hardened length by pulled his pants down his legs. He kicked them off.

"Well," I said, straddling him again and placing the tip of his erection at my wet opening. "I guess we're about to find out."

I slammed myself down onto him, making him moan into my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands gripped my hips firmly and continued to ride him until we were both at the edge. I slammed myself down on him one more time, causing us both to come. I bit his shoulder to muffle my cry of pleasure and he buried his face in my neck, hugging me tightly as we came back down.

We dressed and went to the kitchen for breakfast. Billy looked up at us with a raised eyebrow at our pleasured smiles before looking back at the paper again. "Just as a warning," he mumbled, not taking his eyes off the paper. "I'm not ready to be a grandfather."

My cheeks blushed a bright crimson color as Jacob choked on a glass of orange juice that he'd just chugged. I guess we weren't quiet enough.