[A/N] I know, I am indeed starting another story, my main priorities right now, though are, Carlisle's Solus Familia and Hello, My love. My other stories are temperarily on hold, only until I can get over what is happening in my life.
My new story is just a tension relief when I need a break from my other stories, so it might not be updated as often.
Now I bet your all like, 'come on, get on with the story!' Well that's what I am planning to do!
Like everything in life, I just had
to decide what to do with what I was given.
Carlisle
Cullen, New
Moon, Chapter 2, p.35
Song for this chapter,
Ebudae - Enya
I had waited for two years, two long miserable years for my soul, my life, my love, to wake up from her mysterious coma. But it never happened, I would sit there staring at her beatiful face remembering details of our eternity together, the first time I saw her, me telling her I love her, my proposal, our marriage, and many others, practically a memory a day.
On the fateful day of September 13th 1985, I lost her, no thoughts, no emotions, no future, no nothing. Well according to my children, anyway.
I can't remember how long I was hidden away in my room, even thinking that would break my heart, it used to be our room. My children would check on me, everyday one of them would come up here, looking for some slight change in my behaviour, a new thought, a new emotional climate, a vision of me even blinking. Once they even tried dragging me, that was the first time in however long I had been up there they had gotten a reaction out of me, I snarled and hissed, I had shocked them so much they had frozen and backed out of the room, I had never been so pessimistic about anything.
Only hours later I had come to my senses and realized that it wasn't just me that was suffering, they were too, they needed someone to comfot them also, they needed someone that could reassure them that everything would be alright. They missed my Esme, too, I couldn't just leave them to suffer by themselves, they needed their father figure back, so that is exactly what they were going to get, I was going to shove my problems aside and help them through theirs.
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-Falcon