JUST DEEM EVERYTHING KIND OF IMPORTANT!

This is not something that anyone should worry about. I am not abandoning this!

I have decided that once someone has Betaed up to chapters 14-16 that I will start updating at least once a month. I have a little bit of the next chapter written but I really feel like before I continue that this story really needs some major corrections in the beginning because the writing is difficult to understand and the grammar is appalling I had trouble reading it when I went back though it and asked myself how in the hell did I think that it was good when I started it so long ago! I guess I feel that way because I am a waaaay better writer now and am a lot older. I like what it is about and the humor that I seem to still have but I think that it needs to be revamped horribly!

PLEASE CONTACT ME IF YOU WANT TO BETA IT! I DO NOT HAVE THE PATIENTS TO DO THAT MANY CHAPTERS MYSELF! I also am the type of person as you guys can see that has to write and continue doing it or I begin to procrastinate or forget about the chapter that I was writing so I am afraid that it will make me do either of those things if I don't focus on that, same thing with school work! And the business website I'm slowly building isn't helping, long, tedious, and hard process!(That sounded kind of perverted didn't it? Well don't take it that way you nastys!) Sorry people for not updating but I feel like I should have done this at least a year or two ago!

SO IF YOU GUYS WANT ME TO START UPDATING THAN YOU NEED TO FIND ME A GOOD BETA AND I WOULD BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO PROVIDE SOME SMEXY TIMES FOR ALL MY PERVY FANS OUT THEIR AND HOT MPREG ICHI-BERRY TORMENTING OUR LAZY-ASS KING!

I'll take this down once I get one and once I update again or due you guys think it would just be easier to start another thing all together and title it Grimmjow's cub rewritten or revamped?

Also, please review the last chapter I posted for the story I mean gosh, longest chapter for this story! Did I not do the sex right or what? I personally think it isn't as good as it was before when I was writing it but hay I'm a little rusty! I haven't written it in practically forever... I think I may do a one shot or two to try and get better at it again. You know the whole not forgetting how to ride a bicycle thing? Hopefully it will work like that! Maybe I should try some Sirius Remus yaoi sexy times in my Harry Lupin story...

Can you believe that I haven't had any actual graphic Smexyness with anyone in that story, at all?(Well Sirius always thinks he is smexy even when he is wearing his footy pajamas) What is it 24-25 chapters now and nearly 100,000 words long? I'm surprised their man bits hadn't shriveled up and died yet! Poor Siri. Well their was Caligula trying to rape poor little Harry and well I just count that really horrible and creepy because he is what 15 maybe 16 and Harry was only a couple months over 10? He also did something pretty horrible with a guy he killed vie suffocation in his jail cell if you know what I mean, I think he is by far the creepiest person I ever made up for a story! Writing him makes my skin crawl!

So what do you guys think? What should I do? Anyone willing to enter my contest for that story(Contest details and prizes on profile page!) I was thinking about making a contest for this story to. Anyone willing to enter something like that? I would love to see what people think Ichigo looks like by the way I described him or in some comical scene maybe even grouchy prego Ichigo or even smexytimes going on or him fighting. Win being my my story picture and maybe a one shot or update on a story of your choice between Harry Lupin story, this story, or What! I can't be!

Well I better stop her before I start to sound like I am writing in tongues or something.