I think this song can relate to Hiro san. I was watching my cousins and they watched Disney's Hercules and I thought it fit.

If there's a prize for rotten judgement, I guess I've already won that.

No man was worth the aggreivation.

That's ancient history, been there done that.

Nowaki had just shown up in his life. Much like a typhoon, he had blown his way into Hiroki's life. He claimed that he loved the teacher, but Hiroki was skepitcal. Sure he liked Nowaki as he got to know him, but he definantly wasn't in love.

Who'd ya think your kiddin'?

He's the earth and Heaven to you

Try to keep it hidden

Honey we can see right through you

Girl, ya can't conceal it

We know how you feel

And who your thinking of.

No chance no way,

I won't say it no no.

You swoon, you sigh

Why deny it uh oh.

It's to cliche

I won't say I'm in love.

He had already been in love with Akihiko and had his heart broken. He vowed that he wouldn't fall in love again. But then came Nowaki and something about him was alluring. 'No, I do not love him! He's a guy that I hardly know! Get a grip on yourself!' He thought, trying to convince hmself that he did not like the younger man. He didn't want to fall in love again.

I thought my heart had learned its lesson

It feels so good when you start out.

My head is screaming get a grip girl,'

Unless you're dying to cry your heart out.

He didn't want to get hurt. He was surprised when he found out that Nowaki had fallen in love with him at first sight, but he quickly told himeslf that it was to good to be true. People just don't fall in love like that. And he was not going to fall in love with Nowaki! He already promised himself that he wouldn't.

You keep on denying,

Who you are and how you're feeling.

Baby, we're not buying,

Hon, we saw you hit the ceiling

Face it like a grown up,

When you gonna own up

That you got, got, got it back?

But could he really fall in love again? He found himself asking this question everytime he thought about Nowaki. 'No! I hate him! He doesn't love me, he's just saying that to get something. Get a grip on yourself!'

Wrong! No chance, no way,

I won't say it, no, no.

Give up, give in

Check the grin your in love.

This scene won't play

I won't say I'm in love.

You're doin' flips,

Read our lips

Your in love.

Everytime Nowaki said I love you Hiro san, Hiroki denied that he felt the same. There were times when he wanted to admit that he loved the man so much, but his pride wouldn't let him. Instead, he would insult and, occassionally, even hurt the other guy. He lied and said that he hated the younger man. But somehow, Nowaki could see right through him.

You're way off base,

I won't say it,

Get off my case

I won't say it.

Girl, don't be proud

It's ok, you're in love.

Right now, six years later, Hiroki was currently nestled in Nowaki's arms after a session of love making. The raven haired man cuddled him close and Hiroki took in his handsome features. He now knew that he was in love. He still couldn't say it, but he showed it in different ways. Like right now, he would quietly whisper I love you to him.

Oh, at least out loud,

I won't say I'm in love.