A/N - I own nothing twilight

Sorry about the delay, I have been busy and football started

Anyhow please enjoy and review if you like!

Beep ...... beep ..... beep

That's all I heard, that fucking annoying beeping sound. I keep drifting in and out of sleep to the sound. I wish someone would cut that shit out. My head is pounding and that beeping sound isn't helping one freaking bit. It was a familiar sound, but I just couldn't quite put my finger on it. I've heard it before, I know that much. It was undeniably getting on my last fucking nerve though. I was feeling sore and lying in the most uncomfortable bed ever. Where am I and why won't that annoying beep fucking go away. I am defiantly not at home in my last thing I remember was Bella at my office and kissing those amazing lips of hers. Our reunion. Her finally coming to her freaking senses and realizing that the love we share is rare and to never let it go. You only see a love like ours once every blue moon. Something that never should be taken for granted.

Beep ..... beep ....beep

I'm getting really irritated now and if I could move without the fear of this pain getting worse, I would find whatever is making this annoying sound and kill it. Where the fuck am I? Why am I so tired and sore. Every square inch of my body is sore. I feel like I was hit by a bus, a really big bus. Just open your eyes Cullen and all will be answered. Yes, really its that easy. You only have to open one eyelid. I finally maned up and open my eyes. I had to blink a couple of times for them to adjust the light. It was really bright, white walls everywhere. I am really confused. I look to my left and see all this medical equipment.

Beep .... beep .... beep

That's where that sound is coming from, a heart monitor. What? Wait. A what? Am I in a ......

"Edward!!..... Edward!!! Your okay, thank god", Bella shouted kissing me all over my face.

"Bella, that's going on?"

"Your were in a car accident, you got pretty banged up, do you remember anything?"

"Just you at the office, nothing after that."

"What? I was never at the office Edward."

It was a dream? None of that happened. Memories of my dream flashed back through my head. The phone call I over heard her having with her Dad, her saying Happy New Years. The kiss that mended my heart back together. It was all a dream. I don't feel broken inside anymore, just on the outside. What the hell did I do?

"What? When? Fuck Bella give me some answers."

"About an hour after I left the cafe, I got a call from Alice that you were in a car accident. I'm so glad you okay though." she said still continuing to kiss all over my face between words.

"Is everyone okay?"

"Yes, you hit a telephone poll, no other car was involved. I'm just so glad you okay. Why were you driving so fast, you could have killed yourself."

"I couldn't let you go Bella, your my life."

She started kissing me all over my face again. I was so confused, I'm not sure what happened and what was really just a dream. Obviously the cafe happened, but after that? Did I go to her apartment? I knew for sure most the office stuff was in fact a figment of my imagination. I looked into her chocolate brown eyes. They looked much different from when we talked at the cafe. I could see the love and relief in them. A major difference from the blank stare from the cafe. She grabbed my hands and I noticed she had the ring on.

"Edward, I was so scared. I'm so so so sorry. About everything."

Everything, everything? Did that mean she wasn't leaving? Or did I dream that up too. I'm still unaware of the days events. Nothing was making sense. She had the ring on, how in the hell did she get it back if she never went to the office. The letter, it was in the letter. What was there a letter? It must have still been in my pocket, or did she never give it back? Hell if I know.

"Edward, are you okay? Your looking at me funny."

"I'm just glad your here with my Bella, please don't leave me."

"I will never ever ever leave you."

She gave me a kiss so sweet it made my toes curl. I think that was the only thing on my body that didn't ache.

"Mr. Cullen glad to see your finally awake. You had quite a nasty spill, how are you feeling?" a doctor asked me.

"Very sore."

"Well that's to be expected, you will probably be very sore for awhile. You have three broken ribs, other than that just bumps and bruises. You were very lucky Mr. Cullen."

"My baby, my baby", my mom shouted running up to me, practically shoving the doctor out of her way, "Edward Cullen you never scare me like that again."

I love how only a mother can go from being worried in tears, to about to smack the top of your head for being an idiot, in a blink of an eye. I was pretty drowsy from the pain meds. I guess that's why reality hasn't quite set in on me yet. I was totally okay with it for the time being, maybe that's the Demerol talking. The only thing I'm sure of is my Bella is here with me now. That's what I was after in the first place. Whether or not this was how I wanted it to come about, didn't matter. She's here and never leaving. Mission accomplished.

Fuck. Fuck me, what about my car? My precious car. Damn why to I have to be so stupid. My pride and joy ..... wrecked.

"Bella? How is she?"

She gave me the look. I knew she was a goner. My precious baby, destroyed fro my stupidity. My mom walked over and kissed my forehead.

"Honey, I have to go, I will call and check on you tonight. I'm so glad your okay. Love you."

"Love you mom."

She whispered something into Bella's ear while hugging her and walked out the door. I was not proud to being here in this state for my mom to see. A mother should never have to seen this. I wasn't sure how I looked, but from every ones faces, I knew it wasn't too good.

It was getting really hard for me to keep my eyes open. I was so drowsy. Bella pulled a chair up to the hospital bed and laid her head next to my stomach.

"Bella ..... I love you."

"I love you too."

"Don't ever leave me, I need you."