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Final Break

Disclaimer: I don't own anything all the characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.

Warning: This story is very graphic and DEFINITELY not meant for younger readers!

PROLOGUE

It all changed the day I phased; my dad died and I was dubbed a freak among freaks.

Some may argue that I became the bitter bitch the day the love of my life left me for Emily.

I disagree, yes the pain they etched into my soul was consuming and nearly left me in shambles, but I was moving on. I avoided them as much as I could, and secluded myself in the love of my family.

But avoidance could only get you so far. I remember that day as if it was yesterday.

I had just come from school; my parents were watching T.V. in the living room. I kissed them hellos and walked into the kitchen where Seth was doing his homework.

I loved my little brother, he was the one constant in my life, we fought like crazy but I knew that he would defend me against everything and everyone. Even if he was hanging around Sam and his goons all the time, I still loved him.

His pain was my pain, and I knew that he thought likewise.

I went to the cabinet by the fridge, and there it was a beautiful white invitation. Next to said invitation was a small envelope with my name on it.

I sucked in a deep breath and opened the letter.

Dear Leah,

I know that if you are reading this letter than you have received the invitation to my wedding with Sam. I have no right to ask a favor of you after all the pain that I have put you through, but you must know that I never meant to hurt you and I know Sam didn't either. You are such an important person in both of our lives that I couldn't imagine my wedding without you by my side. We made a promise to each other when we were younger, I vowed to be your maid of honor and you vowed to be mine. I know that it is selfish of me to ask you to stand by my side while I marry the man you love but it would mean the world to me if you found it in your heart to put the past behind us and accept my offer.

Love you,

Emily

The anger overcame me; heat was flooding through my veins, I was blinded by the red of my rage.

And that was when it happened; I exploded and became the creature I am today.

That was the day that I am positive that I lost myself, I was no longer the same Leah, who would smile and laugh.

I was different; I was hollow and resentful for the life that had been thrust upon me.

I was no longer able to escape Sam and Emily; I was engulfed by them even when I didn't want to be.

There love was always on my mind, how much he loved her, how much he dreaded being away; I was a witness to all of it.

So, I did whatever I could to harm the ones around me, bringing back memories that they all wished to disappear. They hated me and I knew that they wanted me gone; they just couldn't find a way to get rid of me.

When the opportunity to be away from Sam's head presented itself, I took it without a second glance.

I found that being away from him came as a relief, and for the first time in a long time, I felt lighter and somewhat happier. Yes, I hated to protect the leeches but I gained a sense of understanding with Jake, we didn't become best friends but we tolerated each other.

Then he imprinted, and I felt like I got slapped in the face, the one person who loathed imprinting like I did was now one of the brainless twits.

It didn't help that Quil and Embry then decided that they wanted to join our pack, Embry didn't bother me he was a pleasant person to be around.

We had been friends before I phased; but when I became a wolf I was bitch to him, and he never hated me for it. He always seemed to find a way to comfort me even when I was attacking him.

Quil on the other hand was ANNOYING, I loved his imprint, and she was the cutest thing in the world. It was Quil's obsession with her that got on my nerves.

Time passed and things seemed to get back to normal, but of course when you live in Forks, things don't stay normal for long.

A HUGE group of vampires came for Jake's imprint, so out of loyalty of course the pack had to watch as the vamps discussed our fates.

I was ready to die; I embraced the thought of joining my dad and being done with this hell of a life.

But of course, I wasn't granted my wish. The vamps left and I was back to wallowing in my own misery.

I couldn't imagine my life getting anymore worse than it already was, and in many ways it hadn't.

I started getting closer to Embry, we had stricken up an amazing friendship and I felt my feelings for him changing by the second.

He was changing me into a better person, the person that I once been.

But I am Leah Clearwater, and it is fucking rule, Leah Clearwater can never be happy.

I just never thought fate could ever hand me such a low fucking blow.

A/N: Eh, I don't know how I feel about this. I have never written such a bitter and angry Leah.

This chapter is a prologue to the story, so it's not really interesting; it's more of a recollection of everything that has led to her pain and bitterness.

I must warn all readers and say that from this point, this story won't be pretty; it will be much darker than anything I have ever written before.

It will contain a lot of mature content, and some chapters may be really harsh.

Any who, please REVIEW! I need to know what you guys are thinking and whether I should or should not continue.