I still dream that you are here

Telling me the soothing words I need to hear

I can feel you lying next to me

But I'm too scared to turn around and see

I don't want to wake up be told how to feel

I want to stay here even if it's not real

Don't want no one telling me that I should let go

Because this is all I've really known

I'll never know how to love anyone else

I'd rather be by myself

I'm not moving on without you there

Not scattering your memory in the air

Holding on to is what I know best

Holding on to what is left

I can hear your voice late at night

Telling me I'm strong enough to be alright

But then I wake and start to cry

I should have never let you say goodbye

I still dream that you'll walk through the door

Hold me in your embrace and the pain would be no more

Trying my best to keep these emotions at bay

Finding it harder with each passing day

As the walls fall down so do I

Because I can't go on without you in my life