please read - i know i am currently writing 2 other stories, but i just had a moment where all i wanted to write was angsty channy drabbles, i have many more that are just sitting in my document manager waiting to be read, one is a response to the 100 word challenge, but its not in order ( at all ) please let me know if you're interested in reading it anyways, oh and please review :)

- dream  /drim/ [dreem]

- 1. a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.

2. a vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie.

i.

- You told her once upon a time that she didn't really mean that much to you.

Because you knew that didn't you? She was replaceable, boring, just another girl.

You can't stand straight, your vision goes blurry, and you suddenly can't breathe.

'There was a crash'

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- You were never much of a dreamer, because well of course you had everything you ever wanted. Everything.

You weren't one to grieve over how much better your life would be with that one certain thing. How happy you'd be.

Because you had everything. Everything.

You realize that you don't like this dream very much.

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- A special tux hangs in you're the back of your closet;

you normally take It out for the typical red carpet events, a list parties, weddings. Funerals….

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- You were never one for putting words together and making them sound good.

You know that deep down your just rambling, trying to pass the time with words and sentences that you know don't make any sense,

but what does it matter? this doesn't make any sense anyways...

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- Its now that you start getting scared.

You should wake up any moment, because you can't take any more of this scene playing in front of your own blueblueblue eyes.

You want to close your eyes, and pray that maybe just maybe if you open them again she'll be there.

Watching you, and smiling, asking you why you were such a conceited pig.

And maybe if you had the guts you'd answer that hanging question,

[ because if you won't love me, someone has to]

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- You wonder why they are all crying, don't they know she's just sleeping?

don't they know she'll wake up any second.

she will wake up, because he knows that.

He knows she wouldn't leave him without saying goodbye.

She couldn't.

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- He stays there, when everyone is packing up.

they spare their few pats on the back and worried glances in his direction but he ignores them.

The flowers that were laid were pretty, and he smiles, sort of.

He won't leave her, not now.

Because Chad Dylan Cooper didn't know what reality really was.

This was god playing a joke on him, this was another episode of another soap opera,

this was just a dream.

& everything would be better in the morning,

But Chad Dylan Cooper never knew how to read between the lines

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ii.

- You were never much of a dreamer, because well of course you had everything you ever wanted.

Except her.

You weren't one to grieve over how much better your life would be with that one certain thing. How happy you'd be.

With her.

Because you had everything.

Besides her.

You realize that you don't like this dream very much.

Because she was gone.

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night⋅mare /ˈnaɪtˌmɛər/ [nahyt-mair]

–noun

1.a terrifying dream in which the dreamer experiences feelings of helplessness, extreme anxiety, sorrow, etc.

- a horrifing dream in which one cannot wake up from.