Ok, I'm really sorry about the last couple of chapters. My friend wanted me to put it in there. But I righted it so no worries! Read before you try to kill me!

EPOV

What the hell?! Why the hell is she friends with that fucker? If she only knew who he really was, then she wouldn't want to know him anymore.

I got to make sure I keep her away from him, he could mess her up badly. God he is a motherfucker!

"ARGH!"

"Edward? What are you screaming about?" Alice walked right into my room without knocking while I was getting ready to go to football practice that I have to go to every Sunday.

"Just that Bella seems to be good friends with that ass whole Jake Black. Alice you have to help me keep her safe from him." I basically begged her.

She softly giggled. "Oh don't worry about that Edward, I have a feeling she will see the light soon." She gave me a wink before turning in place and disappearing faster than humanly possible. Which does make sense since we aren't human.

At least not anymore. I wonder what Bella would think if we told her about our family?

"Wait Alice! What did you see?" I called after her.

"I'm not telling Edward, and don't even try to read it in my head because I will be singing Honky Tonk Badonkadonk all day long!" She said from downstairs.

I frowned. "Fine, but you better be right." Then I had an idea!

"Hey Alice do you think that Bella would want a ride to school tomorrow?" I asked.

"Umm, Edward, don't get mad, okay? And before I tell you just remember that if she doesn't go with him, she won't come to any kind of realization anytime soon." A deep growl started deep down in my chest.

"Who is she going with Alice?" I growled, tensing up.

"Jacob Black."

BPOV

Maybe I should call him, or just walk next door and talk to him. He can't still be mad can he? I hope not, but I don't think I can confront him right now, not when I'm so confused.

I think I just have to get to know him better. Well I'll probably see him in school today. I have to apologize to him, I feel really bad about kissing Jacob. I'm not sure why I did it, after thinking about it all night, I found that it did feel like home, but that was the problem.

It just felt like I had been there before, experienced it, and lived it. And now I'm grown up a little more. Jake is my best friend, first and foremost. I just hope I can convince him of that.

I don't think I can kiss him again, it feels almost wrong now, like kissing a brother. Jacob really is a brother to me.

Honk! Shit, he's here.

I looked myself over in the mirror, nothing special but I did try a little in an attempt to look decent on my first day.

I had on light washed jeans, a plain black T-shirt, and my green chucks. My hair was slightly curled to make it look wavy and I just let it hang loosely down my back.

I can't wear any kinds of cover-up because I am to pale, but I don't really need it. I did put on A little eyeliner and mascara, with a little chap stick on my lips.

Honk! Okay I'm coming God! He sure is impatient.

"Good morning Jacob!" I smiled at him as I jumped in to his car.

"Morning beautiful." He lent forward to kiss me, but I bent away and blocked my blushing face with my hair. "Bella? What's wrong?"

"Jacob, you're my best friend, an...and I just don't think I should kiss you." I tried to plead with him. He wouldn't even look at me. He just stared straight ahead as he started to drive.

"Please Jake, I can't do this without you. I'm so sorry about yesterday, it's just that I was use to us doing that. But know it feels wrong."

"It feels wrong to you?" He growled through clenched teeth.

"Please understand, I see you as my absolute best friend, and we're so close, that you have become my brother."

"Brother? Huh, doesn't sound as good." He said defeatedly, as he sighed heavily.

"Doesn't sound as good as what?"

"As your boyfriend, or something along those lines." He looked sheepishly at me.

My eyes widened in realization. He was going to ask me out before I told him he was like a brother to me.

"I'm sorry Jake, I never meant to hurt you."

"It's okay Bells, I forgive you, but you have to forgive me then too." He wouldn't look me in the eyes.

"Forgive you for what?" I was confused.

"When we get to school, you are going to hear things about me" He made a side glance at me. "And most of them are probably true."

"What kinds of things?" I couldn't understand what he was getting at.

"I kind of have a reputation of being a womanizer of sorts."

"Of sorts? As in…?" I persuaded him on.

"As in I tend to have a lot of fun at parties with drunken girls and then never call them back or admitting to ever knowing them." He looked down slightly as if ashamed.

"Jacob Black, what the hell happened to you since I left?" I was a bit upset with him.

"I made new friends and that's what they did, so I did it too. And don't even think about using that jump off a cliff thing on my, because yes I will and have done that."

"You've jumped off a cliff when they did?" I couldn't believe it.

"Yes, it's like a sport or something, it's to get an adrenaline rush. It's really cool." He said excitedly.

My eyes started to tear up. I didn't like how he was acting anymore.

"Ah Bells, don't cry. I'm sorry, what's wrong?" He was frantic.

"Are you still my Jacob? You don't seem like it anymore." A few tears escaped and fell down my cheek as I pleaded up to him.

Jake pulled the car over and took my face in his hands. "Shhh, baby girl, come here." He pulled my in to a hug. "I'm still your Jacob, I always will be. It's just you weren't here for a while and I had to be somebody. But I promise I'll be myself again, I promise Bells. I love you lil sis."

I was full out crying at this point, but I was happy. Jake would be my big brother again. He would be the guy I love again. "Thank you Jake, I love you too."

He pulled away and whipped my tears away, and smiled a bright, big smile that could only be accomplished by him. I knew it all too well. "Come on, let's get you to your first day of school, and I'm really sorry about what you're going to hear about me."

He looked down again. I placed my hands on his cheeks and pulled his eyes up to me. " You're my brother Jake, and I will love you no matter what. And don't worry about what people will tell me, I'll kick anyone's ass who says anything bad about you."

He smiled again, my smile. My brother was back again and life was right. Well almost, I still have to talk to Edward. And I have to tell him about me a Jacob, everything about me and Jacob. I really hope he will understand.