Hi guys. This is my new and first story. Hope you like it. :)

Disclaimer: I do not have any desire of owning Twilight, Even though I wish it lol.

I was listening to Disturbed – Down with the sickness writing this so it gave me a little inspiration.

Bella POV

On the plane to Forks , all I could think about was the letter in my pocket.

It had been a an hour on the plane already and my mind hadn't once stopped thinking about the dam letter. Ughhh... I thought to myself. I pulled it out of my pocket and sliced it open without reading who it was addressed to.

Of course it was my letter, I wasn't someone who came to front doors and stole bills out of letterboxes. God no! I mean I wasn't that weird.

I sighed before I started reading and looked to my side, a fat bald man with earphones was concentrating on his book and the other side of me was over viewing a beautiful Ocean. Here goes nothing… I sighed to myself again.

Dear Bells.

This letter I am writing to you now is about what I did.

I am unbelievably ashamed with my behaviour and I didn't want anything to turn out this way. I love you Bella. And I always have but what I did to your mother needed to be done. She left me Bells. She left with YOU and I was not having that one bit. I decided that I needed to do something to get her back and killing her seemed to be the only way because now she has left you too. I decided to divorce her before I did anything rash and then I stabbed her before telling her how much I loved her on her way to her car.

You are the most incredible and important thing that has ever happened to me and I wanted you to be safe always. Everything I am saying to you know is probably making you feel sick but I did not do this just to get back at her.

It was her fault Bella. Please grasp that.

Love you always. See you soon.

Dad. Xx

I was completely speechless and crying hysterically. The people in front and beside me gave me a horror-struck expression but I waved the letter in front of my face and they gave me a sympathetic smile. They must think it was a goodbye letter.

How wrong they were!

That was probably the most disturbing and hurtful letter I have ever read. And I have had a few letters in my lifetime.

I MEAN HOW DARE THAT JERK OF A FATHER CALL ME BELLS, SAYS HE LOVES ME AND THEN SAYS IT WAS ALL HER FAULT! DICK!

I calmed myself down once my eyes had run dry and ripped the letter into shreds. Fucking Bastard!

So now I guess you know. Renée and Charlie my parents got divorced after my mom ran out on him with me and he murdered my her.

Once my dad got sentenced to twenty five years In prison I was put into a home for a day but got adopted straight after. I was still to numb at the time to think about what had happened and haven't even seen a picture of my new apparent parents. All I know is that there names are Esme and Carlisle and that they live in the rainiest place in Washington DC. I groaned to myself as I thought about this.

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To tell the truth, I have only ever seen rain fall three times and I stayed indoors the whole time. I lived In Phoenix, Arizona. Probably one of the sunniest places in the world and now I was going to live in constant rain for the next few years. Oh hell..

I hoped you liked the first chapter. x Please review

Love

Erin x