Hey you guys! This is my new story and I want to know what you guys think! I haven't actually decided how I want the story to end so right now it's just a Bella story and will eventually become Bella Edward or Bella Jacob..... let me know!

Song- Losing Grip- Avril Lavine

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BPOV-

It had been three years. Three long years. No phone calls, letters, text messages, anything! Not that I expected anything. But still, I would have been nice to know that the rest of them cared... even if HE didn' apparently they don't either. Not even Alice, my supposed best friend. The hardest thing is the fact that he lied. He lied when he said forever. He lied when he said he loved me. AND he lied when he said it would be as if he had never existed. If he didn't existi wouldn't have the gorgeously evil vampires haunting my dreams. If he didn't I wouldn't have to try to hold myself together when someone said "Cullen" or "Edward". I wouldn't live in fear. I wouldn't cry myself to sleep. I wouldn't scream myself awake. I wouldn't still love him. But he does. And I 'd think I'd be mad and I am. You'd think I'd be depressed and I was. Happy that that rat bastard is gone? Not even close. I was always plain, but my life was never simple.

I'm over him.....

Life couldn't be better right. Wrong. He could come back. But he won't. So no I guess it can't be better. I honestly thought that. But then the worst thing happened along with the best. Someone decided to go to college cuz apparently high school wasn't good enough. He came to college.