I do not own anything they belong to . I have changed this story. It is about Bella and Jasper. It covers New Moon through Breaking Dawn. Please RxR and let me know what you think.

Summary

Bella has finally realized that Edward is never coming back, she trys to run away from her problems to only be met by two vistors she never thought that she would see again.

Edward finds out that Bella is dead from Alice, who herself is hiding something from him, and decideds to join the Volturi. What will happen when he has to go to Forks to kill his family and a small child he has no clue is Bella's.

Bella's POV

It had been six months since he had left me. I could still not bring myself to say his name, I was not sure I would ever be able to say his name. I finally realized that he was not coming back. After the first few weeks I began to come back to life. Well as much as I could. I would not talk unless asked a question, I went to school, went to work, came home and did my chores, cook Charlie dinner, did my homework and would cry myself to sleep. Right after Christmas my father told me he was sending me to my mother's but I did not want to leave Forks just incase he came back, he could find me. I told my father I would do better. I called the only person that would talk to me now.

"Hey Billy, is Jake there?" I asked him. "Bella, sweetheart is that you? Yeah let me give him the phone." I could hear Billy yelling for Jake to come to the phone. The moment he said it was me I swear I heard Jake running to get it.

"Bella, is that really you?" He asked me like a kid at Christmas. "Yeah Jake it is me." I laughed. "Hey I am happy that you called but what do I owe the pleasure of this call." Jake asked. "Well Jake I was wondering if it would be ok if I cam down to see you?" I could just picture his face. "Yeah you sure can get down here." I told Charlie where I was going and he look just as happy as Jake sounded.

A month later…

I still could not believe how happy I was becoming. I no longer thought about him all day every day. But at times I did feel guilty about leading on Jake. I could see that he was falling in love with me. And I did not feel the same, I saw him more as a brother then a lover. But I could not let him down. He had been the light in my dark days.

One afternoon I had come down to La Push to hang out I saw him and a group of guys jumping off a cliff in the water. I waited at the waters edge for Jake to come out of the water. I knew the boys that were with him. I had met them only a week ago when Jake had told me his secret. Werewolves. His friends were not to happy with the fact that I knew, but they realized that if I was able to keep the Cullen's secret even after what he had done to me then it was fine.

"Hey Vampire Girl." Embry called towards me. I had always like Embry since I met him. He was one of the five that really like me as well. Sam being the leader worried the most about me knowing about them but I told him that they were safe with me. Quil was happy that I finally found out. I had met him the first time I had come to the beach a year ago. Paul was still mad that I knew. He was the most hot-headed person I had ever known, the day he found out I knew he and Jake got into it and he had a broken arm. And Jared was just there, he did not care one way or the other.

"Hey Embry, what were you thinking jumping off that cliff, you could have died." I told him.

"Silly Bella, you forget what we are?" Jake said as he fluffed up my hair. Yeah I guess I had. "Well still… whatever… I want to try sometime. I can see a cliff that is not that high." I told the five of them.

"Well maybe some time I will take you up. But not today we have some business that we need to take care of. I know you just got here but I have to leave. Do you want me to come by your place when I am down?" Jake asked me. I had to look up at him since he was not well over 6'5". "Yeah Jake that is fine." I walked back to my truck; I drove out to the highway. I did not want to go home. I hated being by myself. That was the only time I thought about him. It was then that I saw the turn off to the home I had not see in almost seven months. Part of me just wanted to keep driving but the other part of me told me to go and see the house. That way I could see that he was indeed never coming back for me. I could tell that the road had not been driven on in a while. I should have turned around then, but I needed to go farther. I could finally see the house in the clearing. The grass was over grown and the house was dark. I climbed out of my truck and walked up those very steps that he had told me that he loved me and that he would never leave. I took on look inside the house and saw that it looked the same way it had over six months ago. It was like nailing the final nail in the coffin. I felt my heart finally hit the floor. I could not believe that I had been holding on to the hope that he would come back. Silly Bella, you were never good enough for him. I got back in my truck and started it. What was I going to do, go home and cry until I ran out of tears, or go back and wait for Jake. I decided that neither of those sounded good. I just wanted to run away and never come back to this place. I loved my father but I did not want to be here anymore. I had to get away. I drove back to the La Push beach and looked at the cliff. That was it I would jump in and swim away. I got out of my truck and headed up the cliff. I remembered the cliff that they had jumped off of and saw that there was one higher up. That was it that is where I would jump from. I climbed all the way to the top and looked down at the water. I love you! Was all I said as I jumped.

When I finally opened my eyes I felt like I had been beaten with a metal bat. I was so sore all over. I tried to move but I could not. "It is ok you are safe now." I could hear someone say. I looked to my left and saw Jake sitting there. "How did I get here?" I whispered.

"You jumped off the cliff and I jumped in and got you out. That was so stupid Bella. I told you I would take you, what were you thinking?"

A single tear fell down my cheek. "He is really never coming back." Was all I could say.

"Stupid bloodsucker, still hurting you after almost seven months" Jake spit out through his teeth.

"It is not his fault, I was never good enough for him, and I knew it. Jake can you just take me home. I know it is getting late and I need to cook Charlie dinner. I will be fine." I added from the look on his face. We climbed in my truck and drove back to my house. I told him that he could stay until my dad got home but he told me that he had business back home he had to take care of.

I was standing in the kitchen making Charlie's dinner when I heard a knock on the door.

"Jake you don't have to knock, you know you can just come in," I said as I reached the door. I opened it to see the last two people I thought that I would ever see again.

"Alice…Jasper…!" Was all I could get out before everything went black.