Amazing Grace

Chapter One

Kodiak Moments

Everything was great until Nate told her he didn't love her, leaving New York to coming back 5 years later, Jenny comes home not only by herself but with Nate Archibalds baby daughter, who he dosen't know nothing about.

A/N- New story, I'm not the best author out there, but I try, you either like it or you don't, this idea just sounded good because no other Jenny/Nate fans have it. In this story everything happened up untill episode 10 season 2. There will also be a couple of Chuck and Blair scenes too because I love them and all, Reviews are appreciated x

Disclaimer- I don't own none of the Gossip Girl characters but Grace is a character I have made up. Enjoy :)

I never thought I'd be back to square one, in the cold dusty flat I once lived in when I was 16 years old. Except this time I'm not alone, I have my beautiful daughter besides me. Looking around the place nothings changed accept all the furniture we once owned is no where in sight, must of been when dad moved in with Lily that he took everything with him. It's funny how the house directors offered me my own child hood flat to live in. There's only one thing I hate about this place and that's the blue eyed boy who caused me grief thankfully he doesn't know my little secret though. The only person who knows I'm back in New York is Blair, and that's because she was the only person I stayed in touch with when I left town. People thought me and Blair hated each other when it turns out she was the only person I trusted, she was the only person who knew about Grace. I had to leave town 5 years back though I had no choice. Nate and I had a one night fling and things got carried away, the next day when he woke up he told me it was a mistake and told me to get out his life. The night after he had proposed to Vanessa saying she was his true love, never spilling his secret about us. Being who Vanessa was she accepted. 5 weeks later my daily visit didn't arrive and that's when I found out I was pregnant. I was only 16 years old I had no clue what to do, I was only a child myself. Still in school and no education I had no idea what I was going to do. That was until the one day Blair saw me crying in the toilets, I told her the whole story, and surprisingly she felt sorry for me.

I asked her on what I should do with the baby, she told me to do what was right for me. So I kept the baby, there was no way I could kill my unborn baby no matter how old I was or who the father was, I already loved it. A couple of weeks later Nate and Vanessa announced they was trying for a baby, that just blew me away, I couldn't sit in the same room as them talking about conceiving a baby when he had already knocked me up. So I ran away well technically I wrote a note telling them I needed some weeks on my own to think everything out. Those weeks turned into months and those months turned into years. Once Grace asked why she didn't have a daddy or nanny or grandad or uncle or aunt, I knew it was time to come back home, it was time for Grace to meet the family. So I phoned Blair up, which I did occasionally in California anyway and asked her if she could get me the cheapest flat selling and that's how I got my family's old flat that I'm now standing in.

Looking up at my beautiful honey blonde daughter, I notice how she looks the spit image of her father, she had my nose and my smile, and a mixed of mine and Nate's hair, but everything else was her fathers especially her eyes, they were the biggest and bluest eyes I had ever saw, sometimes it hurt looking at Grace because then it would remind me of Nate and how much I missed him. One thing she didn't get from none of us though was her attitude she was the naughtiest kid alive, from what I knew from Blair she said Nate was the golden child when he was little never a inch out of line, I was the same too I was the good girl in school, so it made me question where she got her naughty and sarcastic streak from thats when I remembered my dumb wit brother Dan, she must of took it from him because he was similar to this when he was little. God thinking of Dan now makes me wanna just run up to him and give him a big hug, I miss him so much, they way we would tell each other everything, and now the biggest secret I've got I've kept from him. I've missed this place, my dad, Dan, Blair, Serena, even bloody Chuck!!. Irrupting me from my thoughts Grace tugs at one of my loose curls and smiles up at me.

''Whats up sweetie?'' I ask her. She glances up at me and smiles, the happiest I've saw her in a while. ''I like this place mommy can we stay here and not go back to howwible California?'' she asks, still struggerling to proonounce her R's.

''Of course we can, you know I think were going to like it here, how about we go out for a while there's someone I want you to meet,'' her facial expressions change and she starts to get excited because she loves meeting new people.

''Yay, but mommy do I have to wear my coat outside again I hate coats they make me look fat,'' she pouts.

''Aww and if you don't wear a coat then you'll turn the colour blue and I think that's more unattractive then looking fat,'' she now frowns at me. She hates not getting her own way.

''Kayden says that if you look fat-'' I didn't let her finish the sentence because I knew how it would end, her friend Kayden always told her allot of crap about style trends or how lolly pops were a healthy diet, the girl lied allot. ''I don't care what Kayden says she'll be the one looking like a ice cube then won't she??'' she huffed at me but finally gave in. Walking out into the spring breezy air, everything around me was exactly the same, still busy taxis waiting about and busy workers trying to get to work, the normal new york I loved. Heading up to the familiar apartment I rang the door to becoming face to face with no other then Blair Waldorf herself once seeing me she jump on me like a dog and started screaming. '' Jenny I've missed you, It's good to have you back'' She said realising herself from me.

''Mommy who is this weird person?'' Grace asked. Glaring up at Blair who was now looking at the honey blond.

''So you must be Grace, my my my you are beautiful, you defiantly didn't take your looks from Dan,'' Blair said.

''Who are you?'' Grace asked her in a well mannered way. I had brought her up with manners no matter how naughty she was.

''I am Blair Waldorf, but you may call me Aunt Blair,'' At this Grace smiled. ''Come in you too, we have allot of catching up to do Mommy J,'' Once inside Blair offered us her daily tea she always drunk and sat us down on her rich coloured sofa, looks like Blair was still a neat freak by the look of her apartment.

''So what have I been missing in last 5 years?'' I asked her.

''Allot well not that much but enough, you already know Chuck and I are back together have been for 4 years now and were now engaged, he only proposed last week though, and I wanted it to be a surprise to tell you instead of over a lame phone, also Dan and Serena are still together they've been together forever and well your dad's not exactly a brooklyn person anymore, meaning he doesn't do tatty old charity clothes more like prada and the rest, I think Lily changed him on that one, oh and Eric's dating a girl weird as it sounds because he said he was gay but it turns out he likes girls too,'' Blair rambled onto me, I just looked at her wanting to know how Nate was and how he had been since I left.

''What about Nate?'' I muttered the last part.

''He's good, I'll be honest when he first heard you had left, he wouldn't speak to anyone for about a week but then he got over it and carried on like normal, him and Vanessa tried out for a baby but turns out she can't have any kids, once they found that out there relationship was broke well that was until they decided to adopt,'' the words caught me off guard did she just say adopt.

''Adopt?'' my eyes widened.

''Yeah they now have a 4 year old adoptive daughter, weird huh?'' I felt kind of sad for both Vanessa and Nate, he loved her and she was the one who couldn't give him what he wanted more like the girl he hated did that.

''Totally.''

''So if you don't mind me asking, why did you come back?'' she asked me.

''Grace asked why she didn't have a daddy like the other girls and boys, I couldn't keep lying to her you know.''

''So she knows?''

''No not yet, she's not ready for that yet, I just want her to meet the family and that first, it will be too hard dropping everything on her in one,'' she nodded understanding what I was on about. ''Plus I'm too busy at the moment with work and that, good thing I got a job in the coffee shop, which starts in like 10 minutes, oh my god how could I of forgot about that,'' I began to get up and was just about to grab Grace's hand when Blair stopped me.

''It's okay I'll look after her.''

''You sure Blair? I mean I can take her, the owner said it was-''

''No it's fine, besides it would be nice to spend some time with her, I am her fun aunt Blair remember, go don't stress over it, she'll be in good make up shape once your back.''

''Umm okay if she's a problem just phone me and no make up please.''

''Sure,'' Blair smiled at me evilly.

''Oh and thanks Blair.''

''No problem anything for a close friend.''