What would I do now? Without the love of my life by my side, there was no meaning of life. But then again, I'm a strigoi. Either way I have nothing. I would end it all, my life, my guardianship anything to be with her peacefully. I remember all those time that I chastised myself for the lapse in control when I showed my true feelings around her. But, now… I wish I had pursued my love with her much sooner. Then we would have had more time together. Now it's over and there's just me and my creator. I looked into his eyes. He was the one who had acknowledged Rose. I flinched at her name. I had forgotten about him. I shouldn't have! What have I done? He smiled down at me. He had told me his name was Chris. I hadn't cared enough to respond.

"You loved her didn't you?" It's funny, well as funny as things could be at this moment that Vasilisa had never noticed anything. She's Rose's best friend. How did she not notice? Victor had. Adrian had, and now so did Chris. A person who had only been in our midst for seconds.

What would I do now? Without her.