I own nothing its all tamora peirces sadly.

I sighed as I pulled the covers down on my bed. Tonight was the night I would make him love me. I was ready, rather he knew it or not. I had everything ready. Fresh bed linen, an enticing night slip, candles throughout the bed chamber. I must say I did rather well for myself and all without help.

My night slip was short and a light pink, easily opened with a tug of the rope going around my waist.

I admit it, I was nervous, untouched by any man, take a few kisses here or there. Numair was a legend among the ladies of court, a player. I had high standards to meet.

Hearing him coming I jumped. He was early. Quickly, I positioned myself on the bed, in a pose I hoped was appealing to him. My heart thundered in my chest as the door slowly opened as he walked in.

He was extravagant. Maybe not by the average persons opinion, but in mine, he was at any given time, unworldly. Tonight he wore plain brown breeches and a bright green shirt. His hair was loose and unruley, much like mine.

He stopped when he saw the room. His eyes landed on me. I watched as he slowly gulped, then composed himself.

"What is all this?" He asked motioning with his hand.

"This", I said, "Is a special occasion."

"For what?" He asked.

I stood slowly and carefully.

"Tonight, my dear Numair, I am going to give myself to you. You are going to take me as yours tonight. I know you worry about opinions and such, but when it comes right down to it, I love you, I always will, and you are the only man I ever want to claim me."

"Daine. . ."

"Numair, please, I've gone through an awful lot of trouble. Don't turn me down now, I'm begging. I am yours."

He stood, looking uncertain. I could see it in his eyes though. He wanted me, he wanted me very badly. I figured I would make it easier on him. I walked over tohim slowly opening my slip revealing my body as I've never done before. Reaching him, I laid my hands on his pecs, stood on my toes, and whispered, "I am yours tonight and every night from here."

That broke him. Wrapping his arms around my waist he picked me up, and holding me close, walked to the bed, kissed me on the mouth, hard.

He let the open slip fall from my shoulders, before he laid me on the bed. He hovered his body above mine, kissing me where ever his mouth could reach. My mouth, neck, collerbone, slowly moved down to my chest.

Lifting his head he asked one final time, "Are you sure?" his voice husky and thick.

"More sure than you could ever know", I replied.

With that he hesitated no more.

His hands traveled my body, exploring, teasing, learning. His fingers pinched my nipples, so sensative there, twisting, making me cry out. They covered my breast, kneading, massaging. As his hands moved down, so did his mouth, from my neck to my chest, biting, suckling, licking. I'd never felt so alive.

His hands ran down my stomach over my hips and thighs to my calves and back up. He drank in my body like an alcoholic does wine. He left open-mouthed, wet kisses down my stomach, then he stopped. He looked almost as if he where in pain to stop.

"Daine, I'm going to touch you there now. Dont be afraid. I would never harm you."

I just nodded.

He trailed his fingers, ever so lightly, through the hair, down over my clit making me gasp. It just felt so amazing. Slowly, he pushed, first one, then two fingers into me. I moaned, partly in pain as I stretched but also in pleasure. He pumped slowly and easy.

When he finally pulled out he rested his fingers on my lips.

"Open up," he said.

Doing as requested he slid his fingers into my mouth, letting me taste my juices.

"So hot, Daine." I smiled.

He stood, making me whimper as his warmth left me.

"Just a moment, love. I do no good covered in clothes."

When he finished undressing, revealing his rock hard abs, muscled shoulders, tanned skin, and his shaft at full attention, he laid back down, besdes me this time.

He grabbed me by my waist, pulling me so I was straddling his stomach. His hands ran over me, starting from my hair, pulling so gently, over my shoulders to my breasts. He took his time there, savoring them. He slid them down and around to my behind. Everywhere his hands touched me, felt like fire.

Suddenly, I was on my back as he hovered above me once more. This was it, I could tell by the look on his face.

His lips laid on mine, demanding, forcing my mouth open to do more exploring. I felt him press against my entrance. Slowly he entered me.

He moaned into my mouth. Before he broke my barrier he stopped kissing and looked me straight in the eyes.

"This will hurt, love. Try as I might it will and I am so sorry."

He pushed through my barrier, and true to his word, it hurt, far more than I imagined it would. I bit down on his shoulder trying not to cry. A few traitorous tears fell anyway. He held me close, keeping still inside me, allowing adjustment.

As we waited the pain slowly subsided. I still hurt but it didnt feel like I was being torn apart.

Looking at my face, he kissed my tears away. It was so obvious he hated the pain it caused me. I smiled up at him letting him know I was alright to go on.

Slowly, he pumped in me, gently as possible. We held tight to the other, as one now.

My stomach tightened and my toes curled. A sensation beyond the imagination ripped through me. My back arched up as I screamed out. My juices poured out of me, around his shaft. As my body calmed and rested back down he finished himself inside of me, just a few minutes after my release. Rolling off, he pulled me close to him body, kissing my temple. We where both covered n sweat.

"Are. . . are you alright Daine?"

"I'm great. Just tired."

"It won't hurt as much after tonight. It's really only the first time it hurts so badly."

"So I've heard."

"I love you so much, Daine. Thank you."

"For?"

"Giving this to me. Of all the people in this world, you could have chosen anyone, but it was me."

"I love you Numair. You are the only man I want to ever touch me."

"The same applies to you. We should sleep however. I'm sure your just as tired as me."

"Goodnight."

"Goodnight, magelet."