Summery- Edward breaks up with his girlfriend who has been abusing him from the inside. He gets the guts to finally break up with her. Him and the guys went out to celebrate his freedom after two years. Bella has been looking for love and gives up one day. The girls take her to the same club the guys are at and opposites attract. Not your common the meet at a club and fall in love story. Lots of twist and turns.

I have no idea where this story is going. It's not really a song fic but more of like I get the ideas from the song. Is that the same thing? Anyways I'm only using bands older than ten years old. Yes most of my favorite bands are older than ten years old. Hope you enjoy. I encourage you to listen to the song while reading.

Chapter song- Self Esteem by: The Offspring. (they are one of the best bands to see in concert. I still on concert high and I saw them a month ago. :)

EPOV

I came home and noticed that Tanya once again forgot to clean the house. Most men would brush that off, but when I get home from a long day at work I would like to come home to a clean house. Not some dump that has beer cans strewn all over the floor and candy wrappers over the couch.

This is not the first time she's done this. I could count couldn't can't the amount one my fingers and toes. Including my thumbs. It seems like she never has the time to do anything but sit on her ass watching some soap in T.V.

I put my bag down and started to clean up Tanya's mess. While I was vacuuming I thought about what I was still doing here. I knew I was being played but I really didn't want to start over again. I had to get my image of having to perfect life. I already had the perfect role of being a doctor but I actually liked my job.

I lived in Paradise Vally in a 2.5 million dollar mansion. Had the car to go with it too. Now I all I needed was a good girlfriend. I saw Tanya in the grocery store buying some ice cream and I knew I had the girl to fit the job. She was the super model type.

Never ending legs, blond hair, icy blue eyes, and plump lips. I asked her out and everything was going OK. As time went on eventually I was seeing to real her. She begun to yell at the house cleaner for forgetting to wash her favorite shirt.

Then she started to insult me. Saying that I have the ugliest hair on Earth or that I was getting fatter by the day. I learned to turn it out and just move on.

I knew that what she said wasn't true but I couldn't help but feel self concision. I thought I had the perfect life. The one that in other peoples wildest dreams couldn't come true. I ignored her behaver. And learned not to see her during the day.

When I introduced her to my friends I knew thy thought I had it all. One of my best friends Emmet said that she was 'hotter than the Phoenix heat'. I tried to keep in mind that I had it all. When she started going out at night I knew things had gotten worse.

When I went to my friends' houses, if I brought up Tanya they would quickly change the subject. Of course I knew she was cheating on me with them.

Only my two best friends didn't sleep with her but they didn't deny that she asked them more than once. I really didn't care at that point. She could do whatever she wanted.

I finally finished cleaning and sat down to watch some T.V. As I watched baseball I thought about what I should tell Tanya. I knew I would never have the nerve to say anything to her. She slowly sucked my self esteem from me. Still it felt good to practice it.

I would tell her to get the hell out and I would throw all her crap out of my house and give myself the pleasure of watching her angrily storm away. I would also tell her all the things that she's done wrong. Which is every thing's she's done.

I heard the door open and Tanya made her way to the living room. When I saw her face I almost did what I was planning to do. But then I saw that stupid smirk and I knew I had no chance to escape from her claws.

She came over to the couch and sat on my lap. "Hey there asshole. Why have you've been sitting on the couch all day doing nothing while I was working?" she purred almost making me vomit.

And I think you got the roles messed up deary. She started unbuttoning my shirt and I knew and I had to play along again.

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After she got dressed she made her way back downstairs. We made plans to go out tonight because 'she needed to get out of the house more' and that 'the one she wants should take her out.' yeah right.

I still made reservations even though I knew I would cancel them later on today. Tanya went out again to god knows where and I sat down once again.

Trying, unsuccessfully, to relax. I stayed up till two in the morning for Tanya but then turned off the lights and slept on the couch since I did not want to be woken up by a drunk Tanya.

She was even more cruel when she had a few drinks. I really think it's better this way. The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care.

Just when I started to drift off I heard pounding on the door. She forgot her key again. Fantastic. I trudged over to the door and opened if for her. She came in wobbling and slurring something. She attacked me with angry kisses while I tried to push her away.

I did not want to do this again. I held her back and that's when the insults started coming. " You know Jackass you could never do better than me.

You're lucky that I chose to have mercy on you and actually stay with you.

You're one lucky bitch." she snarled. I knew she was right. Maybe deep down I knew she was wrong but I couldn't believe in myself. I knew from experiences that it would be better to let Tanya have her way.

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THE NEXT DAY

I was out at the grocery store restocking up in food since Tanya ate all of it. I went down an aisle and saw a couple. They were bickering about what can they should buy. In the end the man let his girlfriend win and kissed her.

I turned away not wanting to see anymore. How could they be so happy? When we were fighting it always ended in Tanya leaving and me not caring.

For the thousandth time I thought of breaking up with her. This time it was different though. It was like I was going to follow through. I thought back to the couple that I just saw and that gave me the extra bust I kneed.

I left the cart and ran back to my car. I was going to end this thing. It has been going on for too long.

I raced around cars, anxious to get back home.

I was afraid I would back out like the many times I did. I finally was at the front door, turned the key, and pushed it open. "What are you doing here?" I heard Tanya yell from the kitchen.

I ran to her a said what I wanted to for two years. "I'm breaking up with you. All you've done is use me and hurt people. I don't need you. Leave my house. Now."

It felt so good to get that out. "Edward, baby, you don't mean that. You need me." she started approaching me while I backed up. "No I don't. And don't call me baby." I just wanted her out of the house.

"I want you and you only Edward. Please understand that." That little lair. "Then why do you sleep with my friends? And flirt with every guy that passes by? Hmm?" oh yeah. She never saw that one coming.

Tanya was dumbstruck. "Give me back my black card and keys." she silently gave them over. So bitch finally knows how to follow directions.

"I'll send all your stuff to your sisters' house. Go. Now." I said forcefully. "Edward, baby this is I joke right? I gave you everything. You can't just leave me on the streets all alone?"

"First of all, don't call me baby. You didn't give me anything. And yes I can just leave you. You've done it to me the whole two years we've been together. Now. GO." I yelled. She finally comprehended and left for the door.

She opened it but before she went out she turned around. "You'll regret this Edward Cullen." she turned on her heel and left. After the door was close I stared at it for a couple minutes. When what happened registered in my brain I laughed.

I laughed and laughed. I was free from my mental prison. She was out of my life. I was never going to see her again. I had to go celebrate.

And know one knew how to party better than Emmet. Soon are plans were made for the three of us to meet at the club Opryland. Tonight I would be my come back. And it will start with a bang.

So I found the club name on a really old bottle of coke my parents have. Tell me if I should continue. I have no idea if I should. BTW if you did listen to the song I suggest that you listen to more of The Offspring. They were the first band I ever listened to. My family is a HUGE Offspring fans.

Erika