It had been three months now and Jack could see that Ianto was dealing with everything at a normal pace and he was slowly healing. He had been out on his own, mainly to go and see his sister and going to and from the hub on his own. Jack was proud of him. He still had nightmares and sometimes he would get shaken up if he was touched by people that weren't Jack, Gwen or someone in his family. Jack had met Rhiannon, she had come over with her children for dinner and Ianto had played the perfect host. Rhiannon had pulled Jack aside and asked him what his intentions were. Jack had smiled telling her that he cared for her brother a lot and didn't ever want to hurt him. She had smiled telling him he was a good bloke and that she accepted him.

Physical contact was limited in their relationship and Jack didn't blame him, they kissed and Ianto touched Jack, but he never let Jack touch him. Ianto had given him a blow job one night and when Jack had gone to give him one in return or to bring him to release Ianto had shook his head and ignored what must have been a painful erection and watched the film they had been watching. Jack knew that once Ianto let him give him pleasure then he'd be okay, he'd be able to move on properly. But Jack didn't want to push him, he knew that it would take time.

"Hey you," Jack smiled as Ianto walked in to the hub. Gwen was sat with Rhys on the sofa. Rhys was like an unofficial member of the team.

"Hey." Ianto smiled. He had been at a session with his psychologist.

"How did it go pet?" Gwen asked. Ianto sat down on a chair next to his work station and smiled over at them.

"Went okay." He answered vaguely. "My last one, I'm not going back."

"Since when?" Jack asked.

"You said that I didn't have to go if I didn't want to." Ianto said. "You said give it a month and I gave it three."

"Yeah I know but you said it was helping." Jack said confused.

"It was. But we ran out of things to talk about. As shocked as I was... my life turns out isn't that bad." Ianto shrugged his shoulders.

"Well... if you want to go back just let me know and I'll get you someone to talk to." Jack smiled.

"Or if you ever want a night away from Captain Sensitive over there, you're more then welcome to come out for a pint with me." Rhys smiled. "Friend of mine been through hell and back, he went to see someone to talk to and told me he felt better after a pint down the local then talking for an hour about feelings and all that."

"I'd like that. Thanks Rhys." Ianto smiled. Gwen smiled at her husband and Jack glared at him.

"Captain Sensitive?" He laughed. Ianto looked over at him and smiled warmly. "So, was she okay with it being your last session?"

"Was her idea." Ianto answers, he took a deep breath and went to explain. "Rape victims go through three month sessions. My three months were up and she said that I had made good progress with coming to terms with it and said she thinks I'll be okay without seeing her. She also said if I ever need her to phone her." Ianto looked over at Rhys and smiled. "But I got a better offer looks like."

"True right." Rhys grins at him. "Well... looks like I better get to work, seems my works busier then yours."

"I'll walk you out." Gwen smiles. She hugs Ianto telling him that she is glad he is okay and Rhys reminds him of his offer.

"Am I really Captain Sensitive?" Jack grins ans walks over to Ianto. Ianto smiles and accepts the hug with a smile.

"Oh definitely." Ianto grinned and kissed Jack softly. "I really am, okay Jack."

"I know." Jack smiled. Ianto smiled at him and started to kiss Jack's neck, a place that he knows will make Jack weak. "Mm..." Jack moans a little in Ianto's ear and Ianto kisses him a little more.

"Jack... will you... make love to me?" Ianto asks nervously. Jack pulls away and looks Ianto in the eye.

"Are you sure?" Ianto nods his head.

"She said that I should trust you." Ianto said. "And I do... and I need to prove it to myself and to you."

"Ianto you have nothing to prove to me," Jack said gently.

"I know... please... I'm ready." Jack nods his head and takes Ianto's hand.

"At yours. Your beds much more comfier." Jack smiles but really he's give Ianto the chance to think about it. Jack sends a message to Gwen saying that the rift is being slow so she can spend the day with Rhys at his work place instead of him being here. They walk to Ianto's hand in hand talking about anything that comes to mid.

When they get in Ianto pulls Jack in for a kiss and looses himself in the older man. Jack wraps his arms around Ianto's waist kissing him back with as much passion and love he can. Ianto's arms wrap around Jack's neck and he allows Jack to control it. Jack takes him to the bedroom and slowly strip them of each others clothes. He does it slowly so that Ianto has the time to say no to change his mind, but he doesn't.

When they're left in just their underwear Ianto moves closer to Jack and presses himself against him. Jack is glad that he can feel that Ianto is enjoying this. He picks him up and places him on the bed and towers over him, he can see Ianto tense and rolls over so that Ianto is on top.

"You're in control here, Yan." Jack says gently and he can see Ianto relax. Ianto smiles at him and starts kissing Jack, and then kissing down his body and rubbing himself against him. Jack is moaning loudly, Ianto never really controls these situations but Jack can see that this is what he needs. Ianto takes their boxers off and stares at Jack who nods at him. Ianto reaches for the lube in the drawer and he puts some on his fingers, Jack goes to spread his own legs but Ianto stops him.

"No... I... need you i me, Jack." Ianto says quietly. Jack nods his head and watches as Ianto starts to prepare himself. Jack watches, the sight is purely erotic and he can tell that Ianto doesn't know just how desirable he is. Ianto prepares himself quickly but efficiently, he then grabs the lube and rubs some onto Jack's cock.

"It's okay," Jack says gently. "Not going to hurt you." Ianto nods and straddles his lovers hips. He lowers himself onto Jack's erection and slowly starts to move up and down on his cock. Ianto groans as he pushes himself up and down on Jack's cock. Jack tries not to thrust his hips up, he knows how important it is for Ianto to be in control of this. "Can i touch you?" Jack asks. Ianto hesitates but then nods and Jack starts to pump Ianto's cock as he bounces on Jack's erection.

Jack can feel that he's close, his whole body is shaking as Ianto continues to ride him. It's erotic and makes his cock pulse harder just watching his lover move above him. "Going to..." Jack moans and he comes hard inside Ianto. Ianto moans as he feels Jack come inside him, he comes hard as Jack continues to milk him through his orgasm. Ianto moans as he pulls away from Jack and collapses next to him.

"You okay?" Jack asks softly.

"Yeah." Ianto whispers. "Thank you."

"Believe me, it was my pleasure." Jack winks and Ianto chuckles softly kissing Jack's neck.

"I meant for being here."

"I'll always be here for you." Jack promises and he seals it with a kiss. Ianto smiles and grabs a cloth from the side and wipes Jack's chest from his come before settling down and closing his eyes. "You're going to be okay, now Ianto."

"I know, Jack." Ianto smiles. "And it's all because of you."

The End

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