Hey people, listen, I know I haven't finished ANY of my stories and im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry! Please forgive me! But I get bord and im sure a lot of you do to. This story is kind of like the one I wrote called FOREVER FORGOTTEN…OR NOT. And this ones guna be better I hope. And this time she is emo. And here is a disclaimer before the story starts.

Me: okay people I don't own….

Edward: ANYTHING! She doesn't own anything.

Me: thanks eddie.

Edward: its Edward.

Me: I know. I just like to annoy you when you interrupt me cutie pie.

Edward:…cutie pie?... BELLA! YOU NEVER CALL ME CUTIE PIE!...(pouts)

Bella: that's because you're a silly goose sweet heart.

Me: BACK OFF BELLA! HES MINE!

Emmett: hey people.

Me: EMMETT! I luv you big bear!

Emmett: HA! She loves me more than you Edward! BEAT THAT!

Me: actually I love Edward more…

Emmett: im heart broken ellie I really am. (pouts)

Me: ill still take you Emmett geez. I love you dude.

Rosalie: BACK OFF! (rose and me start fighting while Emmett pouts)

Emmett: im so aaalllloooonnnneee (whiny tone)

Rose and me: SHUT IT EMMETT!

Emmett: okay. OH AND THIS IS A DISCLAIMER ELLIE DON'T OWN ANYTHING!...cuz Rosie took me first. AND CUZ WE ARE CHARACTERS OF STEPHANIE MEYER!

Me: who I clearly am not. SO THERE YOU GO!

My sister rose and I were in the cab driving to go live with our dad Charlie. Our mom Renee was in a car crash and is in a coma now. Charlie is depressed and doesn't really want to take 2 emo daughters in. that's right, were both emo. rose looks like she could sport a swim suit magazine even if she is pale white and had black under her hair and her icy blue eyes rimmed with black eyeliner. me? Not so much. I mean im beautiful but I don't have that swim suit look like rose has. I just have regular very dark brown hair. Im really skinny and rim my eyes with black eyeliner. But when my mom got in an accident I became anorexic. Plus I smoke cigarettes.

Cool huh?

Dead sarcasm. My sis tries to help but she knows she cant do anything about it. She was bulimic so she kind of knows what im going through. But she doesn't smoke. She has now stopped being bulimic to try to help me. She thought that if she stopped that it could kind of help me in a sense. It didn't. im a size 2 in jeans and XS in shirts and I love my size. And if I feel faint I would eat some nutra grain bars and then feel fine. Im fine. I don't ever want to change.

The only thing is that Charlie doesn't know. I haven't seen him since the accident so I don't know how he will react. And I get to see my brother jasper! I missed him so much. He is also emo. So he will get me I hope.

Once we arrived rose and I took out our bags and paid the driver. We then got our bags out and I looked over at rose. She gave me a weak smile and I knocked on the door. I looked at my fragile looking hand, seeing the cuts on my wrist. There was only 2. rose only had 2 too.

Jasper answered the door.

"r-rose? B-bella?" he asks shocked. We did decide to come a day or two earlier.

"hey jazzy. How have you been?" I ask.

"great! Come on in." he says.

As we walk in the smell of Lysol mixed with pine trees filled the house. The walls were all white and open and the floor was a Carmel colored wood. The stair way looked exactly the same and the tan carpet on the stairs and up to our rooms was clean. I smiled.

"well come on. I want to show you your rooms that we had to build for you two. Do you guys mind sharing?" he asks.

"not at all. We actually shared a room back in phoenix." Rose says. He smiles.

I go and hug my brother.

"we missed you jazz." I say.

"I missed Y'all too." His Texan accent told us. He went to Texas military academy for 6 years starting at the age of 12. it just stuck with him. Rose and I had never been here before. They used to come visit us in phoenix.

We went up the stairs and seen another set of stairs. Like a mini castle on top of the house. He opened the door, and it was huge! Probably the size of the loft next to japers room which I saw on my way up here! There were two beds in black duvet covers and black Egyptian cotton. And the room was red with white carpet.

"oh my god! Thank you jasper!" rose exclaims before I could say anything.

"your welcome. But I had the help of my friends Edward and Emmett too. They are actually coming over in 10 minuets considering they live next door. Emmett just has to clean up his room which will take 10 minuets exactly and then they will be over." He says.

"there are more emo people in forks?" I ask.

"nope just Edward, Emmett, rose, you and i." he says smiling.

"okay." I say.

"hey where is dad?" rose asks. Jaspers eyes tightened.

"he is still at work. But I would be careful around him he is still not….fully…recovered over the fact of mom. He drinks now." He says. His voice was almost strained.

"but… isn't he a little…aggressive when he drinks?" I ask. I remember I time when mom told me that when she told him she wanted a divorce, that he got drunk and came home and thrashed the house.

Jasper nods. His jaw kept clenching.

"japer? Has he ever hit you?" rose asks. She looked unfazed that our father could become abusive.

"no. and I don't think he will. He just sits on the couch and yells at me out of now where." He says shrugging his shoulders. I calmed down.

"good." I say.

Then the door bell rang. Jasper, rose and I ran downstairs and seen two guys walk in.

One was big and brawny with skinny jeans and a black long sleeve. He also had and aiden hoodie. One of my favorite bands. Then the other was gorgeous. He had disheveled bronze hair and emerald green eyes that pierced through you….and he looked bord. His tight black skinny jeans tight and his chains on then swung back and forth. His hoodie said silvertein on it. Another one of my favorite bands.

He didn't bother looking at me nor rose and went up to the loft. While the big guy picked us up in one big hug.

"hi! My names Emmett! Rose and Bella are very pretty names!" he says and laughs a booming laugh. How this guy ever became emo is a mystery.

"im bella." I said as he set me down.

" and im rose." Rose says.

He smiled down at rose until jasper cleared his throat.

"lets go upstairs Edwards probably getting bord." Jasper says.

"he already is." Emmett grumbled. Whoa! Mood swing. Happy to depressed.

Me and rose look at each other and giggle.

We then head up stairs and Edward is sitting on one of the 6 black bean bags in front of the plasma screen tv. There was a pool table and a soda machine. Jeez Louis.

"is there actually soda in here?" I ask.

"no duh." Edward says looking at the tv. Jasper punched him in the arm.

"dude! She just got here! How do you expect her to now?" jasper says.

"sorry." He grumbled.

I got out a penny and then put it back and bent down and put my fragile hand up the machine getting a root beer. I felt eyes watch me as I dragged it down.

"how did you do that??" Emmett asks.

"im aner…. Im just skinny." I say. They bought it but I could have sworn I saw a hint of knowledge in edwards eyes. As if he already knows.

I then went and sat down in between Edward and Emmett. Rose sat at the end on the other side of Emmett and jasper sat on the other side of Edward. I opened the soda and took a sip. I haven't had soda sense I became anorexic. Because it was sugar. Rose looked at me smiling and all wide eyed at me. Everyone looked at her.

"um…What's so interesting about Bella drinking soda?" jasper asks. She then got all teary and came and hugged me.

"dude. Don't blow my cover." I whisper In her ear. She smiles and nods. I smile back.

"im just happy you're a at least drinking soda." She whispers. Everyone looks at us bizarrely.

"ummm….she lost a bet." I lie somewhat smoothly. Emmett nods as does jasper. Edward just stares at me. I pretend I don't see him and take another sip of soda. Once I finished the can I went sown stairs to throw it away. I got confused to were the garbage bag is and called for jasper to help me.

I was still looking when I heard a deep scratchy voice say

"bella?" I turned to see Charlie with his eyes wide with shock and I could tell he hadn't shaved in a day or two.

"hey dad." I say quietly.

"what are you doing here so early?" he asks. I could tell he was not drunk so that was good.

"um… we came to surprise you and jasper." I say.

He grabbed me up in a awkward one arm hug and went to the fridge and pulled out a beer. I looked in the fridge to see nothing but rums and alcohol. No food. I looked in the pantry. Same there too. Well at least im anorexic.

"bells you look skinnier." He says.

"y-yeah I have lost a little weight here and there." I say and then everyone comes down.

"hey dad." Jasper says carefully.

"hey jasper. Emmett, Edward." He greets. Jasper didn't look as tense any more.

"well I need some help finding the trash can." I say.

"under the sink." Jasper says. I then go and throw away the can.

"we will see you later dad." Jasper says. He just smiles.

"hey dude can we spend the night. Or are 2 more too much?" jasper asks.

"hey no problem. Alice will like you guys over anyways." Emmett says.

"who is Alice?" I ask.

"Alice is my emo sister. She is a small ball of hyper ness just waiting to explode." Edward grumbles.

"jasper you never mentioned an alice." Rose says smiling at a blushing jasper.

"i-I was going to introduce you guys if they decided we could come over." He says. He defiantly likes her. I roll my eyes and look at jasper knowingly.

"how bout we invite alice over here and spend the night here!" Emmett says.

"whatever." Jasper says. Edward just looks out the window at the tree that was next to his house.

It was cloudy and the tree had now leaves or anything green on it. It was a very dark brown, almost black and the rain made it even darker giving it an almost really dark affect. But then I saw the tiny pink blossom. So delicate.

"you remind me of that blossom." He whispers. Only loud enough for me to hear it.

"why?" I whisper back.

"it looks so fragile. So thin. Rare." He whispers.

"im not rare." I whisper.

"oh but you are. A blossom like that only comes once in a year. One. Small…blossom. only one. So its like a once in a lifetime chance to see it." He whispers and looks me in the eyes.

"yeah but…that flower… looks…" he cut me off.

"lonely." He whispers.

"it does. Maybe it is." I whisper. He looks at me sadly.

Then Emmett came and dragged us all up to our new room and we sat on the ground. That same tree came as high as out room window and next to my window was Edwards house.

"hey!" I call out.

They all look at me.

"who's room is that? The one with all the band posters and the red wall?" I ask.

"that is Edwards room." Emmett says. I nod. I notice a long plank of wood at the foot of my bed. But I don't question. I may come in handy one day.

Okay! Do you like??????? Please review! All the characters in this story look the same just add a whole lot of black and some depression and love. And I also have a pic of the tree that links to Bella and Edwards room!