S.P.V.

I watched him laugh while he sat across the room with the rest of cast from the Falls. His body leaned back against his chair, with his elbow propped on the top of it. Gosh….. He looked amazing when he didn't know someone was staring. I couldn't stop thinking about how he held my hand when the walls started to fall down, when Mr. Condor backed us up into the corner, making me knock them over. I couldn't get the touch of his skin out of my mind or the memory of it off my skin. The feeling was tingly, and sent shivers deep inside of me in all directions. I never would have thought it was possible, until I realized how safe I felt with him. It never occurred to me until I realized I was holding on to him for safety when those darn walls fell. Out of everyone there, he made me feel like I was untouchable. I was untouchable… at least when ever he was near me. I knew that as long as I kept staring, someone would catch me. I tried my best to stop, but every once in a while I would glance but it would take several minutes before I could take my eyes off of him- actually, pull my eyes away. It was the hardest thing, yet I had to. I would daydream, and someone would always pull me out of focus…. No! Why can't you just eat your food and leave me alone for a few minutes. Okay, I love them, so why am I letting thoughts of Chad distract me to the point to think bad about my friends. I need to stop.

"Are you okay? Sonny?", Nico asked with curiosity. I caught his eyes following where mine left. Great. Now he's suspicious.

"Of course I am. So what's going on with Zora? She hasn't been on set for a few days.", I tried to change the conversation as swiftly as I could. I knew he wasn't going to let my eyes return to Chad, if he could.

"She hasn't been feeling well.", answered Grady. He seemed bored and worried about her. I'm sure she was okay, everyone gets a little sick now and then, but Grady was like Zora's big brother. They were tight. I noticed Tawnie was to busy playing with her teeth in her compact mirror. Gosh, was her appearance all she ever thought about? Speaking of appearance, my mind went back to Chad. Taking a peak back at him, he was fixing his tie. I so badly had the urge to grab him by that tie and kiss him. Wait!!! Did I just think that?!? Man I must be losing it. What is wrong with me. Whoa, was that a smile forming on my mouth. I tilted my head to advance my thoughts, mesmerized by his features. He was so clueless, it was to cute. So wrapped up into whatever he was doing at that table, I licked my lips and slightly bit the corner of my bottom lip, when just then, he looked at me. I was so dazed by his appearance that it took my brain a few seconds to register that he was staring back. I quickly looked at my plate. I could feel the heat rise. I raised my eyes up a little to see if he was looking again, and he wasn't. I felt relieved. Every few seconds I took a quick glance from the corner of my eye, and he caught me the last time. Darn it! How does he know I'm looking? Why is he even looking at me, is a better question. Geeeze, I'm melting. I decided to try and pay attention to whatever Grady and Nico were talking about. Rubbing my kneecap to keep myself busy, my mind was restless and I couldn't focus. Sonny, focus! I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and let it out. Sucking in my lower lip, I let the door to my thoughts of Chad, sadly, close.

C.P.V.

The conversation can go on forever. Why is it I couldn't eat? I took one bite of my steak, and I had the taste lost without a doubt. I wonder if maybe I just wasn't in the mood for steak. I snapped out of my thoughts, and noticed everyone at my table laughing. Someone said my name and I started to laugh, just to make it look like I was paying attention. I leaned back in my chair, propping my arm on the back of it. I was so bored with work today, and everyone at my table. I needed something new. Something different. I can't help but think about how good Sonny looked a few days ago. She wore the cutest yellow shirt that flattered her chest and waist. Lets not start with how good her hair looked, so soft and shiny. I could only imagine how it would feel to come up from behind her and slip my hand under her hair and tug it, pulling her head back slightly. Leaning in to her ear whispering something sultry to her. I could hear her moan and need slip through her beautiful, shiny lips. Causing me to smirk and feel the tension from below. Trying to take my wild thoughts of her body, I tried to distract myself. I noticed it was a little warm now, so I loosened my tie and undid the second button on my shirt. Of course it was my fault. I was working myself up for everything, yet nothing. The thought of Sonny made me quiver. I needed to feel her, just like I did the other night. Her body was pressed on mine after the walls of her "club" fell. Man that was priceless. I can't believe I deleted those pictures!, but then Tawnie had some bad pictures of me as well. So it was only the best thing to do. Anyway, her body felt so good. There was to much in between us though. I wanted to be closer to her, I wanted to feel more of her against me. Waking up from my irrational daydream, I turned for no reason and caught Sonny staring at me. She was biting her lower lip. She had no idea what that did to me just now. All the things I could do to that lip. I wanted to bite that lip. I wanted to feel the soft skin under my tongue and leave gentle kisses on them. I wanted to taste her sweetness. She looked away after a few seconds, and I could see she was holding back something. Sometimes, she was so easy to read. Just like the other night when she held on to me. She was looking for protection. I was her safety net that night. She felt safer with me in her grasp. It was true, Sonny had nothing to worry about with me there. I would have gotten her out of harms way in a second, I wouldn't even have to think about it, but then the walls were falling the opposite way…. So why was she scared? Maybe she just wanted to feel me. Yeah, that's it, but then again, who wouldn't? I could feel the humor raise in my body, and the heat. Wow!, the heat was almost unbearable but I like it. I liked it so much. For some odd reason, she kept peeking at me. Oh yeah, she wanted me… I think. At least I hope she did. I could never tell her that though. Either way it didn't matter because she was starting a lot. I figured that if she and I were possibly sharing the same thoughts without knowing that either one of us were sharing them, why not play a little. I was ready to take full advantage of that. Wait. What did I just say? Oh man it has to be all those bloody steaks I've been eating. Something's in the blood. Sonny's in the blood, delectable, tasty, mouthwatering sonny. Urgh! Stop that. Stupid cute! No! Stupid sexy, sweet and…. Enough! Okay, whatever the reason she was staring at was probably for a bad reason. That makes more sense to me. She would never stare at me because she like me. I turned a bit to watch her, I mean really watch her. I adjusted myself in my chair so I could easily see her and my table at the same time. She seemed a little… what's the word?… down? I would have sworn I heard her sigh. I watched her hand go under the table to her knee. She gently rubbed the skin on her kneecap, and became more aggressive at a slow pace. God, how that turned me on. Come to think of it, not matter what her and I have gone through, I never seem to touch her. That's pure disgrace, ignoring all the chances I had to feel her. Anyway, what was she doing? Was she hurt? No, she was annoyed. Distracted. I know that face anywhere, as soon as she starts to take that deep breath. There she goes again with that lip thing. Go on Sunny, suck on it. Dig your teeth into it. Do it for me. Her eyes closed and I wanted to close mine to, just to feel what she was feeling, but I didn't want to take my eyes off her. She had such a beautiful face and it made me smile a bit. I looked away as soon as she opened her eyes. I kept my eyes on my food, fighting the smile back that was so powerful. She had such an amazing hold on me. Strong enough to break me in any situation. The only thing that would be possible to say is that: A. I'm in love, B. I'm bored to the point I'm becoming frustrated or, C. I'm bewitched. Personally, I would choose all three. I need to get out of here. I trashed my food and left the cafeteria… alone.