So I'm screaming and crying
You're grinning and lying
On top of me.
You're smothering.

The sheets are stained
And I'm in such pain
But you don't care.
I know you don't.

They're soaked with blood; wet with tears
They smell of sweat and sex and fear
You're laughing your ass off.
This is what you wanted, isn't it?

This is your dream
To hear me wail, to hear me scream
To know that for once
You're stronger than me.

And then it's over. You put on your shoes.
I look at you. I feel so used.
You smile and leave, you shut the door.
And then you leave me alone once more.

And when you leave
I sob and heave
And wait for the pain to fade away
But it never does.

You make me scream, you make me cry.
You really make me want to die.
Because I know that next night, and the night after,
Will always be the same.