I stepped out of the steam filled shower and looked in the mirror. My once deep chocolate eyes had taken on a hollow almost black look. My skin was ghostly pale, and my cheek bones were poking out.

My ribs were very visible, seeing as how I haven't eaten since that night almost two weeks ago.

**Flash Back**

"Just come on, Bella!!" My former best friend Lauren said as she dragged my out of my house. It was Friday the thirteenth. A bad luck day and I was one of the most unlucky people alive.

This guy, Tyler, was throwing a party, something that didn't happen a lot in my little town of Forks.

We finally got to Tyler's house and Lauren ditched me in the first five minutes to hang out with Jessica Stanly. Just like I knew she would.

So I just walked around aimlessly for a while. I walked up the stairs and found a bedroom. The door was opened so I didn't think anybody was in it. I walked in the shut the door, wanting some privacy.

I looked around and took in the room.

There were posters plastered everywhere and there was a small twin sized bed on the left wall. I turned to face the other wall and there was a guy sitting in a chair. The chair was green with little white dots on it. The kind you would find at the Doctors office.

I turned slowly and there was a guy with long blonde greasy hair, which was pulled back in a messy ponytail. He had on ripped old jeans and a well worn out t-shirt.

"Ah, Bella Swan…" He said as he stood up and walked towards me.

"How do you know my name?" I asked as I stepped back. He looked familiar but I just couldn't put my finger on it.

"Oh Bella, Have you forgotten? Were old friends." James said as he sat down on the bed. "Care to join?"

I shook my head violently and just stood in the middle of the room for a few minutes. I turned towards the door and tried to get away, but James yanked my arm back towards him. He threw me down on the bed, and climbed on top of me.

"Oh no Bella, don't run." James said. He slapped the right side of my face.

I cried out in pain; that just made him laugh.

"Why are you doing this?" I asked James. I didn't understand.

"Because Bella, do you remember that time freshman year when you turned me down? Well, this is payback." James answered as he unbuttoned my top. By the middle he got frustrated and just ripped it off. He ripped off my bra too. He looked down at my exposed chest and smiled hungrily. He grabbed one of my small mounds roughly and squeezed hard. I tried to muffle my cry of pain but it didn't work. James laughed a deep throaty laugh.

He ran his hand down my tummy. He rested his hand right above my jeans.

"Now, now, Bell, just do as I say and this won't hurt to bad." James said with a laugh.

He ripped my jeans and panties off, leaving fully naked under him.

James threw off his tee shirt and told me take his jeans off of him. I did so quickly. James then told me to get in front of him on my knees. I did. By now tears were streaming down my face. He forced himself in side my mouth. It made me gag and cough. He told me then to suck/ after a couple of times of that he pulled me up by the hair and threw me back onto the small bed. James got on top if me and kissed me roughly jabbing his tongue in my mouth.

James moved his mouth down my neck and started sucking and biting my skin. James then grabbed my wrist and made my hand grab him. He made my hand go back and forth on him at different speeds. He then slapped my hand away and stuck his finger inside me. He felt his away around roughly and I screamed in pain.

James then replaced his fingers with something else. He started thrusting into me. In and out. In and out. I cried out in pain and the tears fell more as he grabbed my small breast again.

When he was done with me, he slapped me hard in the face and left.

**FLASHBACK END**

I walked into my bedroom and got dressed. Today was my first therapy with Dr. Edward Cullen.

I got out a pair of jeans and a over sized hoodie. I grab my phone and a water and keys and headed out.