This is set a few weeks after D&G. I tried to stay in character as much as I could. This is my first SVM fic so tell me what you think. :) Please.

To say I was mad would be an understatement. Jason was being his normal infuriating self, and Sam had taken to ignoring me. Amelia had left for New Orleans, she told me she was just visiting but I knew she blamed me for everything that happened to Trey. Then all of my just found relatives left me. Forever.

To top it all off a really cute guy asked me out. And I said no. Normally I don't date humans but this guy was sweet, and the first thing he thought about me wasn't how much he wanted to get me in the bed. He was thinking about asking me out to coffee. Something simple just a casual outing.

I was use to turning humans down. Usually because there intentions are less then gentlemanly. But this time I had to say no because I'm married. But that's not the worst part: I haven't seen my husband in over a month.

My husband -if I could even call him that- is the infamous Viking of vampire Eric Northman.Technically we're not married. We're bonded. Eric says it's the vampire equivalent of a marriage, but the way some vampires react when they here we're bonded, I wonder how much he's not letting on. Yes he did give some special vampire marriage dagger, but the state of Louisiana won't recognize it so neither will I.

I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't realize where I was until someone tapped on my window. "Sookie. What a surprise." Pam said rather bored tone.

I jumped a bit. "Um... hi Pam."

Pam looked confused for a second. "Why are you leaking? What's wrong with you?"

you can always count on Pam to cheer you up. "Well. I was thinking about Eric and I guess I didn't realize I was here." I admitted

She shrugged. "You should come inside. Eric will be happy you're here." I snorted at the last bit. If Eric wanted to see me he would have been to Bon Temps a while ago. Pam shot me questioning look. "Why are you mad at him now?"

I shook my head, Pam was the last person I wanted to talk to about my marital issues. "Is he in his office?" I asked when I stepped inside.

"Yes. I'll see if he's busy." she knocked on his door. "Master? You're wife is here. She's been leaking." I sighed. Of course Pam would find a joke in me crying.

Eric opened the door with a wary look. "Good Evening Sookie. Pam, keep your comments to your self." Pam left grumbling something about not being able to use perfectly good jokes.

Eric closed the door behind Pam and came to sit beside me on the couch. "What are you doing here tonight?"

I sighed, "I don't really know. I was just thinking about my day and I ended up here." I said in a small voice. I wanted nothing more than to curl up in Eric's arms but I didn't know what he would do. And his rejection would push me over the edge.

"Oh. Are you okay?" he seemed uneasy. "Do you want to..... talk about it?"

I looked at him a minuet. "I don't Eric. I don't even know what we are. I mean I know we're bonded but what about that dagger stunt you pulled?" I asked. I was getting angrier by the second. He had a lot of explaining to do.

"And then the night you slept with me? Then not coming for me when I needed you most. Bill had to save me and you know what?" I said getting louder. "I loved him. For a second I forgot everything he did and I loved him again. Here I was thinking about you every damn day and wishing you would just fess up and be blunt like you usually are, when I realized I loved the man that betrayed me!"

I stood up to pace his office. Trying to ignore the calming waves he was sending me. "But guess what buddy? That' s not all. Niall told me 'the vampire is a good man and he loves you'. What the hell am I suppose to do with that!?"

Eric stood up looking pissed. "Sook-" "No way mister I'm not done! I thought maybe you had business with De Castro the first week but then one week turned into two and the two turned into three. What the hell was I suppose to do. All the faires are gone. Jason and I aren't speaking to each other and Sam won't even look at me , Amelia is gone. I have no one!" I yelled the last bit.

My out burst made something in me fall a part. I'd just admitted that I was alone. Eric was looking me with that emotionless stare. After a moment he asked, "Are you finished?"

I sank to the floor let a few tears escape. I really had no one. Eric took a step towards me. "Sookie? Are you done? Do I have me chance to be blunt?" he asked

I shook my head. I just wanted to get out of here. "Eric I'm sorry I came here. I won't bother you again." I stood up and headed for the door when I felt Eric's arms go around my waist.

"If you think you can come into my bar, yell at me, and then leave with listening to me, you are sadly mistaken." he lifted me over his shoulders so I got a up close vision of his glorious butt. Unfortunately this was not the time to ogle him.

"Eric Northman! You put me down right now!" I yelled as he took me out the back door. Ugh. This was so not how I wanted my evening to go.

"No Lover. I need to show you something." with that he threw me into the passenger side of his corvette and took of into the night.

This was so not how I planned my evening.

Ok? What do you think. Should I go on? Switch POV's? What? Review and tell me what you think. Please!!!!!