Hey people! So after some hard thinking and a few cups of tea I have decided that I'll be starting with my song fic collection. Yes, I will be taking requests. But I won't do Japanese songs. I might. But not right now.

The song is slanted. Just so you know.

Okay so now here's my first song fic for this collection! ( It's kinda a bit sad )

( Amu's Pov)

I woke up around midnight. The light from the moon was shining into my room. I sighed and got up quietly so I didn't wake my sleeping husband. Husband……how I wanted to call someone else that.

I walked out onto the balcony and closed the door behind me. I stared up at the big bright moon and began to think.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection

Ikuto was perfect. Even when he was perverted, he was still perfect. I still remembered the nights we had together and all the memories we shared.

Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

I turned back to look at the man in my bed. He was no where close to perfect. He wasn't even great! He was just okay. I looked out at the town and sighed.

You said move on
Where do I go?

When he told me I should move on I really didn't think I could.

I guess second best
Is all I will know

Second best is hardly what I'd call my husband now. But I guess it's what I have to deal with. Tears started to fill my eyes.

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

I remember the nights he did stay with me. They were fantastic. And I remember his eyes. Those gorgeous midnight blue orbs that always filled me with such happiness every time I saw them.

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best?
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test.

He had said that I could do so much better then him. He told me there were plenty of men out there who would be better then he was. But he was wrong. He was the best. The only one for me. But I did as he asked and tested the waters. I found the man I'm with today. I thought he would have been good for me. I was sadly mistaken.

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth

I always taste his mouth whenever I kiss my husband.

He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Every time we have sex I always feel disgusted afterwards. Actually I feel disgusted if he hugs me. But it's worse when we have sex.

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go

How could I let him go? That still haunts me to this day. I should have held onto him and never let him get on that plane.

Now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh I think you should know

I wish I could tell him. I wish I could tell him so badly. But....I can't....

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

His eyes still haunt my memory. The last time I saw them, they brought me sadness. I could see the sadness in his eyes.

Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away

I had dreams were he burst through the door and took me away. Away from everyone and everything. So we could be alone. Together.

Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
stay....

I wish I could stay is with him forever but I knew that wouldn't be possible. He was dead. The plane that was taking him away from me crashed. Now he was even further away from me and I could never see him again.

My husband stirred then sat up.

" Amu honey, come back to bed." He said to me.

" Alright. I'll be right out." I told him.

He fell back on the pillow and a sighed. I knew it was useless thinking of him. But I wish he knew.

" I'm always thinking of you. Ikuto." I whispered then went back inside.

Done. What do you think? Sad? Good? Crappy? Please tell me!

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