Yeah I know what your thinking. Why are you writing another story when your other still isn't finished? Well I say blame the plot bunnies for it. XD There isn't very many of this type of story so I decided to write one myself.

JUst so you know there will be no horcruxes for Harry to destroy.

The pain....

The loneliness......

These emotions swirl within me like a snow storm. 'Sirius' … my friend, my family, was gone. I fell like once again my 'precious' person was taken from me. Once again I was not strong enough to protect them. My 'friends and mentor' betrayed my trust in them.

FLASHBACK

Harry was told about the prophecy two days ago. The words 'neither can live, while the other survives' kept swilrling in his head. How was he suppose to fullfill the prophecy without real training? Which is why he decided he was going to ask Dumbledore for anyone willing to teach him , maybe Moody and Kingsley in battle tactics and defence when he heard voices in the headmasters room.

"Everything seems to going just the way you have planned Proffesor" a young familiar female voice said.

A snort was heard from someone else there "Hermione, you mean everything is going better than planned for all of us".

" Yeah, and when all of this is over I will be one of the riches females and the most famous girl in the Wizarding world. Because I will be married to Harry just like you promised mom and me".

" Ginny You do know most of the Potter money will go to us for being his 'friend' for all these years'' Ron said chuckling evilly.

Calm yourselves,please children" The voice of Albus Dumbledore said. Though you could tell there was a bit of amusement in his voice.

"The money will be taken from the Potter vaults and you Ronald and you miss Granger will have enough money for you future family you plan on having. And you Ginerva will be married to the Hero of the Wizarding world for a while before we deal with him".

" Yes get rid of the pathetic fool quickly. I can't stand pretending being his friend. Sheesh, he really is gullible to believe anything, isn't that right Dumbledore?'' Ron said arrogantly.

" Yes, that is the reason why I sent him to the Dursleys. They could break him and I would come in and be a hero to him from saving him from his horrible family".

"HMPh. Well I really don't care, that money will be mine when we get married and I have so much clothes and jewlrey a girl like me needs to buy."

"Harry is a tool that is needed to obey my every command for this war. And Sirius's death will help greatly to make him more of my little pawn piece to do what Iwant with."

"Yes and when we get what we desreve for this you get rid of him by making him look like a new Dark Lord and destroy him before he does any harm to innocent people" Hermione said with clarity.

Shock , anger, and sadness were all rolling around him at once as he turned around and ran. Harry never noticed that two other people were there in the shadows and heard the whole conversation, or the fact that even though it was the begginning of summer, snow started falling.

END FLASHBACK

This world is where I was born, but for some reason it feels like I don't belong. My soul is reaching out to someone. Someone that I know, but can't really remember. My body ached from the 'incident' that happened earlier. What was I suppose to do now?

"What I need to do first is sleep , then figure out what I'm going to do now" He thought as he lay down under a tree in a forest he found close by. Slowly, his eyes close and falls into a deep slumber.

DREAM

"Why do you not strike?" a boy with long hair and emotionless eyes speaks to another clad in orange. "huh" the younger one responds.

"Did you not vow to avenge your comrades death by killing me. Or was that vow just empty words."

"What is this? Again? They seem familiar. Especially the older one...but why?"

The boy in orange struggles with his emotions then punches the other in the face, causing him to to sway then fall on the ground.

"No, that won't do. Your still holding back." The taller one wipes the blood from his mouth and slowly stands.

"If that is all the strength you can put into it, you will never keep your vow. Perhaps he didn't mean as much to you as as you pretend."

"These... words. They sound familiar"

"To show mercy to those who oppose the one you serve. To allow his enemies to live when you can strike them down"

"Sirius....Bellatrix and Voldemort"

"This is not compassion. It is a betrayal of your very existence. Day after day of pain and struggle signifying nothing."

END OF DREAM

Harry woke up breathing heavily while fumbling his hands around the ground looking for his glasses. He found them by the tree trunk and stretched to grab them and placed them on his face. Through the trees in the forest, Harry could see the sun was beginning to rise. Harry let a deep sigh escape his lips as he rubbed his arms up and down. Something was going on with his body. It felt like his magic but there was a difference. Something was inside and it wants to be released. The thing was it didn't frighten him at all. There was a great comfort, like a long lost friend has come back, But what was it?

'chakra' a small voice said in the back of his mind.

"My dreams, They use something that looks like magic but seems different. Could that be chakra?" he wondered thinking of his dreams he had before his ride on the train home.

" But if it is this 'chakra,' I have why am I getting it now.... or did I always have it?"

'A power the Dark Lord knows not' he thought while thinking of the prophecy Dumbledore gave to him a few days ago. ' Could this be the power, this chakra?'

This could explain why his magic was different from everyone else's. Why no matter how hard he try to do the spell right it didn't work properly. If he did have chakra , he would need to find a way to use it. So many questions he had about this 'chakra' he needed answered. But recent events appeared in his head that snapped him back to was sure to get in trouble for what he did, he just knew it.

"ARG.... WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON WITH ME?'' Harry yelled out causing the leaves on the ground to start swirling around him. This 'chakra' was trying to relese itself from a hold it seem to be put under. Pain was getting unbearable as it pounded on the force holding it in causing Harry's body to tremble. His head was the worst off so many images were swimming in his head. A man with silver hair followed closley by one dressed in orange, the other in blue with black hair, and the last a girl with pink hair. Before he could get a clear view of the face of one standing beside him a full force attack of energy overflowed his body at full force causing the boy-who-lived to fall unconsious.

Dream ( play sadness and sorrow)

"Why is it that you want to be Hokage? Because you want all eyes in your village to look on you and recognize you as a great ninja. You see it is only through the eyes of others that our little lives have any significance."

'Again.'

" When there is no one that see's you, or will even look at you, it's as if you do not exist" ." Then Zabuza came and looked at me. And his eyes were not full of hate. He did not shun me for my strangeness"

'yeah i know how you feel'

"Indeed my special powers were just what he wanted. He made me necessary again" a small smile tugging on his lips.

The picture faded and came back.

"I had a feeling all along, From the first time we met in the woods, we are alot alike" the long hair boy said staring at thr blonde.

"Huh''

"I'm sure you know what I mean. I am only sorry that it is you hand that must be tainted with my unworthy blood"

'Is he asking him for death?'

"Are you sure about this" the bonde asks shakily " And your positive that this is the only way?''

"yes''

The boy closes his eyes struggling internally with himself.

" The weird thing is, if we mrt in another time and place then maybe we could've been friends"

'Friends.... do I really have friends like him? Sometimes it feels like my 'friends' only care for my fame and not the person'

darkness again

" Why you after everything he did for you. Haku lived for you. You were the most important thing in the world to you"

" And he meant nothing to you, nothing at all."

"While he was sacrifing everything for you. You never felt anything at all for him."

Drops of water hitting the ground were heard in the darkness.

'Is that boy crying for someone?'

"And if I become stronger, does that mean I'll become as cold hearted as you are?''

"He threw his life away, and for what, for you and your dream."

"You never let him have a dream of his own, but he didn't care. Anf you just toss him aside like he was nothing."

" A broken tool...... man that is so wrong, so wrong"

The voice fades into the background then footsteps are heard walking what sounded like they were coming towards him.

"You were always at my side. The ... least i can do is to to be.. beside you at the end."

" I ...know I cannot be but....I wish I....could go to where you have gone. How I wish I ...could join you there..... Haku."

Harry's heart was pained with those last words.

'Haku? that's the older boys name? '

End of dream

Harry looked around but there was no more sound or images was complete darkness.

' Shouldn't I be waking up already or something'

" Not yet kid" a figure said walking up to him. He was wearing lightblue pants ant wrappings covering half of his face. There was something about him that made me ........happy. But why? I have never met him before.

" I must say you look alot different with short hair than the long hair you used to to mwntion you used to have brown eyes."

" It has been a while hasn't it ...Haku".

'What in merlins pants was this guy.... wait a minute.'

"Haku'' that name sounds familiar. "Was... that my... name ?"

"Honestly Haku, you know who you really are. You have been feeling and dreaming it alot more these past few days."

Flashes of memories swirled in his head. There was a village and snow covering the ground and a small puddle of water. He was manipulating the ball of water between his hands to do what he wanted.

Then it went to the image of his mother on the floor dead. His father with a few others surrounding him ready to kill him. What happened next is what freaked him out completely.

'It's the same'.

He was outside, and the house was destroyed by ice that shot through it like spears.

Pain and loneliness was the last thing he felt before from the whole order before the man appeared in front of him again.

"Za...bu...za?" Harry asked with eyebrows raised.

" Yeah it's me kid. I just had to see you again. This new life you got isn't much of a difference from the last one,huh?"

" Though I do see you have a bit of that Naruto kid in you. He really has a way with words .

" Sooooooooo then, the dreams I've been having are of my past life?" Harry asked in awe.

"wicked" he said smiling.

He knew those two seemed so familiar, especially the older one. That was him.

"Listen Haku, don't let what you heard bother you. You are a shinobi and your feelings are what can make and break you."

" You need allies, friends to get you through this".

"But Zabuza, just look at where my emotions here have done to me. I am alone in this this world once again I....."

Whatever Harry was going to say was interupted by the snapping of twigs ans crunching of leaves. HArry woke up with with a start and jumped up throwing senbon needles at the area where he heard the noise. Loud pops were heard from that direction and heard right behind him.

" Well thats a real nice way to say hello to your friends" a male voice said with a bit of awe.

Turning around he came face to face with Neville Longbottom and Luna Lovegood.