Bella POV:

He had never returned. Obviously by "he" I meant Edward. It hurt my mind to think about him. I still loved him, no doubt about that, but it broke my heart when he left me.

He said he didn't want me anymore.

All that time I had spent with him. All those sweet memories. I cherished all of it.

I thought we were soul-mates. Meant to be together.

But I guess not.

He said he thought it was "safer for me"

Yah right, I never had safety anyway.

Whatever. I will just try to keep my mind off of "him".

It had been about 4 years anyway.

He probably didn't even care about me.

Only if he came back.

Only.

Who cares? Oh yah………I did.

I got up, off my prop that others call a bed. I looked at the clock. It was 10:28. Stormy outside. What nice weather for a Saturday. But, I didn't have any plans anyway.

I turned on my laptop, and went to that chat-room, hoping to find someone. Someone that loved me. Someone I loved..

Some guy named Handsomeguy101 messaged me. I blocked him. I hated people so full of themselves. I never really met anyone interesting. But the next person who messaged me might have been OK to talk to.

Eddieboy7: Good morning, beautiful.

Iamaswan4ever: Hello.

Okay. I really hated my username. I created it a long time ago, when I loved swans. It was also cool because her last name was "Swan". Now it just sounds like something a little girl would write.

What was up with him? Why did he call me beautiful? I will reply later. I was kind of hungry. I might as well go to the woods and go get a deer.

Being a vampire is good. You don't have to go hunting every day, but sometimes I get hungry at school when certain smells appeal me. In the past, I always wanted to be changed by Edward to a vampire, but he was too stubborn while he was here.

And then he left.

Theres a big difference when being changed by your lover or the enemy. Laurent had changed me, but thankfully I escaped before he killed me. The pain was so deep. Thank God, Jacob helped me and killed that beast. That being the last thing I thought about I head off to a forest, and went to get a meal.