Hey sorry it has been so long, just got a sudden wave of an idea so went with it. Hope you like this chapter..

Dearest Renesmee,

This is the hardest letter I have ever had to write. I just wish you could read it, or better yet if I didn't have to write a letter. I was the most happiest father in the whole world, just seeing your face was enough to make my heart shine. You are and always will be my miracle child, and I will love you for eternity. It pains me to know that you will be gone and if you ever read this may be confused why we did what me and your mother had to do. Please know that I would have loved for you to stay with us but we did this for you and your safety.

You are a special child, and I know that you will be in safer hands until the future when we may meet again. My heart is with you forever.

Always your father Edward Cullen.

"You wrote this?" I asked holding the letter in my hand.

"Yes" he replied, "I knew that they would never take it, so I kept it for a day just like today. It was the first of many letters, ones that I would give to you and show you how loved you were"

"There's more?"

"Yes" he pulled of the lid to a shoe box, inside were stacks of unopened letters addressed to the girl I am suppose to be. Renesmee, a child born into a vampire family, not the brother of Ben.

"Can I" I said gesturing to the box.

"Of course.....and there not all from me, some are from Bella and others"

I want to be alone to read these. I thought, forgetting about his ability to read my mind.

"I'll leave you then, and just be out side" he smiled a weak crooked smile and left the room.

I picked up another envelope, they all looked the same. All white with my foreign name on the front.

Dear Renesmee,

This is your mother, I found out today that they called you Daisy. It's a nice name, but to me you will always be my little Renesmee Carlie Cullen. In my heart that name is also special. Renesmee is a combination of two wonderful mothers in my life. Renee and Esme, I hope that you can meet them both one day. I know for sure that they love you, as they did from the day you were born.

Its been a week since you left us, and my heart is already crumbling into a thousand pieces. To think that for a while at least you will call someone else your mother is a pain that I cannot even form words for. The days are going slow here, and I can only have a memory of you until we reunite again.

That is the thought which keep me strong.

Love you with the whole of my heart you mother

Bella Cullen.

It feels strange reading letters that they have written, I remember them. I remember all of them, but the feelings that they feel for me are not shared back to them. To me, they are still a strange family, they feel like a dream.

I tore open the next letter.

Nessie,

That is the name I created for you, your name was a mouthful. Nessie seemed to flow better, but your mother nearly whipped my ass for giving you a name after the loch Ness monster. I know that these letters are for both you and us...me. It gives me hope that one day you will come back to us and be able to read these with me by your side again.

I flipped when you left. I'm telling you this so you know how important you are to me, you are my imprintee and I will always love you, as a friend, as a lover, as 'what ever you want from Me' Brother? just know that my heart may be in my chest but it no longer seems to be happy. I am no longer happy, I feel like the joy has been taken from the world.

I love you Renesmee Cullen, and I'll be damned that if you ever come back to us that I'll let you out of my sight ever again.

Jacob Black

And the Next...

Renesmee/ Daisy,

It is hard for me to write the name Daisy but I know that you will be more familiar with that name now. Me and your mother came close to you today, we stood right outside your kitchen window and watched you take part in your new family.

Your mother sobbed when she heard you speak to your present adopted mother, and I nearly too crumbled to when I heard your thoughts.

You thought to your self 'When's daddy home?' and that was hard for me to hear as well.

On the upside it was nice to know that you were safe and well, but I tell you this so that you know how involved we were in you life even though we never seemed present.

You had grown so much, your smile was enough just to keep us going for a while longer. While we sort out this Mess.

Edward Cullen, your biological father.

xxxxx

I kept opening more and more....

Dear Daisy/ Renesmee Carlie Cullen/ Nessie/ Loch Ness Monster,

Wow you have more names than a secret agent. I am co writing this is with your aunt Rosalie Cullen, my wife. I am your big- very strong- uncle Emmett. It is no longer fun around here, hurry back so I can whip you bum in a game of arm wrestling.

Emmette.

I feel weird writing a letter when I know you wont get it until a few years have passed, just know that the first time I held you in my arms I knew you were special. Or even the first time your mother called me, I protected her and you to make sure that you were here today. Your brown hair, brown eyes and ability to wrap everyone around your finger is burned into my mind as are you. You are never forgotten here.

Love Rose xxx

My dearest Miss Renesmee,

I think your father is very cleaver coming up with this process, as I can imagine this will not be an easy process for when you find out who you really are. My name is Carlisle Cullen, the head of this family. Your grandpa. I don't know what others have written you but I thought it be good to give you a little bit of knowledge on your family.

I was the first one in this family to be changed, and to be honest I wasn't so made up with this life, but as you will learn we aren't traditional vampires we feast on animal blood instead of humans. A term we like to use is vegetarian vampire, a little joke amongst ourselves. I found this a curse, but I feel that if you live good in this live then if we ever shall move on we may be welcomed into the next. The first child of mine to be changed was in fact your father, and what a kind soul he was. I couldn't ask for a better son. The next to follow was your grandmother Esme, another truly angelic soul.

We went on to change Rosalie who changed Emmett to be her life partner, Jasper and Alice found their own ways into our lives but we are grateful that they did. Even thought that was our family to begin with before we came to Forks and met your mother, it was one that was not complete.

Your father and your mother fell in love and in tern had a magical baby which is not common amongst any vampires, but seeing at the time your mother was human it was made possible. When you were born for a long time our family was complete, so know that with you gone it has shook the whole family and we will not be whole until we have you return.

So to hopeful futures, till we meet

Carlisle Cullen.

I threw down the box and suddenly felt a pain in my chest, since my parents..well adopted parents died and I was with my uncle I never felt loved. But reading all of these letters prove that there was never a time when I wasn't loved.

I suppose theres no point living in the past because there is nothing there to hold me back. I'm loved now, so now I should try to fit in with my new family....or try too.

I spent the rest of the night reading letters, hearing the others wait out side my room. I felt safe, and loved and drifted off to sleep with a letter in my hand.....