This is my 2nd Twilight fanfic, please let me know what you think.

Yes, it is kinda depressing in the beginning (or all if you think) but I think it gets better.

I was going through our iTunes and all these depressing songs came up so I had to write somthing and Carlisle/Edward seemed best.

Warnings: Character death, slash (male/male) don't like, don't read

R&R

Carlisle's POV

My eyes fluttered lightly. I remembered headlights in front of my own. A dark, foggy night. A long, stressful day at work. The screeching of brakes. Trying desperately to regain control of my black Mercedes. Flashes of my lover's face in my head. A siren. Red lights, flashing.

"Carlisle?" A hopeful, gentle voice is calling me. My lover.

"Edward?" My voice comes out a whisper, hoarse and scratchy.

He sobs, gripping my hand tightly and grasping my face with his free hand. "I thought for sure you were dead! God, don't ever scare me like that again, you hear? Never! Oh, Carlisle, I love you! I love you so much!"

"I love you too." I answered. My vision cleared and I saw him clearly for the first time.

His green eyes are tired and puffy, but they hold within them worry, love, and relief. His usually messy auburn hair is more out of control than usual. His face was gentle, and he smiled slightly. "You feel okay?" I asked.

"Me?" He asked, incredulously "You were in a car accident and you're asking if I'm okay?" I arched an eyebrow, "An accident?" I asked.

He sighed, "Carlisle, last night on the way home from work you were in an accident. They considered putting you under my care, since you and I are the best doctors in the hospital, but Dr. Henson said he'd take you. Said our relationship would make it difficult for me."

He paused, letting me process the information. I was about to say something when a sharp pain shot up my side. I gasped in shock and pain.

"Carlisle? Nurse! Doctor! Someone help me, dammit!" His shouts are muffled. My vision is fading. The pain is intensifying and I realize I'm on the brink of death. Funny, isn't it? How I can go from being awake and talking to the edge in seconds. I feel his warm hands on my face.

"I love you Edward…" And I let go.

Edward's POV

"I love you Edward…" I watched as his sparkling blue eyes flutter closed. His blonde hair sways slightly, as if in some peaceful breeze. The nurses and doctors bustling around the room freeze and stare.

"Carlisle! You can't leave me like this! I love you too, baby please!" I'm begging him; in my mind, I'm begging God. Why him? Why my lover? Why Carlisle? Why did he have to take the sweet angel that I loved so, and that I knew loved me with just as much passion? God, WHY??!!

I screamed, breaking off in a desperate sob. I was barely aware of the tears streaming down my face. I press one last kiss to his still warm lips. My lips are still connected to his as I still my breathing and will myself to join my lover. At first, I'm dizzy and then, I see a light and I see my angel.

Some where on the other side, two lover's reunite.

To be together, forever, dead or alive.