Disclaimer: Permit me to dream, permit me to delude. Since I'll never lay a finger, a hair to these characters lest I decide to own them and end up in the gutter, bleeding like mad. (I'm enjoying this disclaimer thing so much XD)

A/N: Here's another batch of songs from my leisure music appreciation time. For everyone who reviewed, my sincerest thanks to you guys, to those planning to review, oh please do. I have a weird taste in music, it's so random…just see for yourself a glimpse of what my player has. Enjoy!

At Random

TezukaFuji Drabbles

By Lachrymosa13blue

Sakurairo

Angela Aki

Fuji loved looking at cherry blossom trees. He told Tezuka about this, about how he and his family would spend some time under the fully bloomed tree at a spring morning.

The sakura tree shortly, became the symbol of their love. It was underneath a blooming one that they confessed their love.

It was under the sakura tree that Fuji would drag him, despite their busy lifestyle.

It was under the sakura tree that Fuji would go after an argument, and there would they make up.

It was under that same tree that Fuji let him go after Tezuka's family found out about them.

It was under that same tree that Tezuka dropped down on his knees to ask Fuji to allow him to return to his side.

It was always the sakura tree…the petals that fell heartbreakingly beautiful.

Until the very end…it was under the sakura tree, that they shared their last moments together.

Ocean Avenue

Yellowcard

One summer, Fuji called Tezuka to visit him. When the bewildered captain came rushing to his friend's house, he was surprised as Fuji dragged him with a huge backpack on his back and took him somewhere.

After about an hour and a half on the train in their mysterious destination, Tezuka realized they where headed to the beach.

The calm of the afternoon haze and the enchanting sounds of the sea became the best afternoon of his life.

And more than that, it was maybe because Fuji was there beside him in that wonder.

We're all alone

Angela Aki

"Tezuka, I love you."

It was nearing dusk, the sun sinking low on the clouds. They were in their balcony, arms wrapped around it each other, barely hanging as they knew everything are about to end, ending at last.

"This is probably the last sunset we'll share together, ne Tezuka?" His soft trembling voice tried to keep a happy note as tears fell from his eyes. "Remember how we used to share this with our friends?" He stared at the old captain, trying to coax a smile from the still face.

"We're alone at last, Tezuka. All alone."

He knew it was the end. He couldn't hear the heartbeat from Tezuka's chest anymore. He wrapped his frail arms around his lover and waited until his own heartbeat to cease.

"I love you Tezuka."

Stars

Switchfoot

Fuji never realized that Tezuka loved gazing at the stars. When one time he went over Tezuka's house one time, he discovered Tezuka's little secret.

When Tezuka said he'll go to Germany, he knew it was not in his power to stop Tezuka from going. Blocking out the pain has been easy enough, and the words Tezuka told him is enough to cure the misery he felt.

"Just look at the stars, Fuji, and you won't feel like I'm gone."

True, Tezuka was the star, brighter than any of the stars he now loves to gaze at night.

I Wish You Were Here

Incubus

When Tezuka arrived at Germany, he felt suddenly lost. The idea of rehabilitation fueled his desire to carry on despite the sense of loneliness that washed over him. He focused his attention solely on recovery, but he could still feel the weight of loneliness on his heart.

He can't deny what the reason behind his loneliness. He missed him terribly that his senses that got used to that person's presence seemed pronounced even when he's far.

He wished Fuji was there with him. It was lonely, oh so lonely without that special person by his side.

Broken

Secondhand Serenade

He knew he had no control of the situation.

He knew that even if he felt strongly in love with that person, he knew the ways of nature won't always bend to his will.

So when he saw the repulsion behind those brown eyes, he knew it was enough.

Enough to leave him broken and shattered beyond repair.

Four Seasons- Summer

Vivaldi

"It's blazing today, isn't it Tezuka?"

The stoic man nodded and kept his eyes fixed on his book. It was one of Japan's hottest days again, and in the apartment, despite the feeble, old air condition working to its limit, the heat was still seeping in all corners.

"Ah, Tezuka, could you bear all of this? It's too hot! Hey, want some cold drink?" From the corner of his eyes he could see Fuji marching to the kitchen, looking terribly affected by the heat. Tezuka snapped his eyes immediately back to the book he was reading.

He felt something cold on his arm and grabbed the drink that Fuji offered without casting a gaze on him.

"So hot, I can't take it anymore." Fuji sat across Tezuka, fanning himself vigorously, legs crossed.

Despite his futile attempt, Tezuka could still see Fuji around his periphery. With a loud snap, he closed the book he was clutching and stormed off back to his room.

If only Fuji would wear something decent enough and not those flimsy little shorts alone, he would definitely still stand the heat.

Oogesa ni 'Aishiteru'

Angela Aki

Since Tezuka wanted nobody to know about their relationship for now, Fuji obeyed like a child ordered by a strict parent. But Fuji was bursting with want to proclaim the world that they were together, that they were in love!

When one day people from Hyotei came with Atobe flaunting in front, Fuji couldn't resist showing them that Tezuka belonged to him.

The diva raised his eyebrows seeing the affection Fuji was pouring to Tezuka and how his insight never missed Tezuka's hidden gentleness to the tensai. He smirked to himself and knew instantly what was happening.

Later Tezuka asked Fuji, "Why did you do that? You know Atobe can see through anything. He was hinting that he knew about us."

"What's wrong with that? I want to brag to the world that I love you!"

Tezuka chose not to retort this time, as he bent down and claimed his lover's lips.

Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous

Good Charlotte

Tennis tournaments racked Tezuka with a lot of money and fame.

But he never wanted any of it, nor does he need it.

He always hated how trivial the lives of the typical rich and famous do; he wouldn't want to end up as one. So he didn't pay attention to what he have and can do.

There's more to life than that.

Besides, he already has Fuji by his side.

Riches and fame won't be needed and necessary as long as had Fuji.

And that's point enough.

Emotionless

Good Charlotte

He was always known as the emotionless one.

He hadn't denied that part. Yet Fuji knew there's more to it than what they see. He knew Tezuka is anything but emotionless.

It was proven when he saw the myriad of emotions on his face the day the captain confessed to him. If he was emotionless, he wouldn't feel the staggering love Tezuka felt for him.

It was proven when jealousy sparked and arguments heated between them. If he was emotionless, then he'd never crack the way he did.

It was proven that he was filled with emotion because Fuji knew. Fuji saw. Fuji felt. All of it.

I Can Wait Forever

Simple Plan

When Fuji chose to let go of Tezuka when things got out of hand between them, he anticipated that Tezuka would still come back.

He knew of the pain that he gave Tezuka upon that decision. But he waited for him to come back, knowing that Tezuka would still love him, and would forget the mistake of letting go.

Waiting for so long, he kept on deluding that Tezuka would come back. He kept thinking he was there, taking his time, no matter how much that time took toll on both of them.

Fuji knew he can still wait.

He can still wait even if forever would be unlikely to come.

"I can wait forever, Tezuka, so come back to me…please."

Forever…

I'm Alive!

Becca

Every second of one's life is meant not to be spoiled. Fuji knew that, that's why every moment he spent with Tezuka, he would make the most of it.

It's not for too long would they trudge on with their life. Endings are always affixed with beginnings and sooner or later, life will end.

So waste no time, that's what Fuji believed. And together with Tezuka, they spent every glorious waking hour together in bliss.

A/N: I do hope you guys didn't find it all…o.O…I might conjure up another batch…I have my untouched CDs waiting to be drabbled…and some more randomness in my cluttered player. I even wrote something from a classical, from Vivaldi~ Since they are lengthy, I might write a longer drabble for classical…LoL. Maybe I'll update Lapse of Oblivion anytime next week or next Saturday...I'm busy watching Kuroshitsuji and I'm all dried up with inspiration...XD Saa, reviews are well loved and well encouraged~