Hi everyone it's another Bevin story sad but I think it's good. Mpreg. Death. Well here we go. This is Slash.

Disclaimer: I do not own Ben 10. either one.

Summary: What if before Ben stepped in the portal that lead to the DNA leaders, the Alien Ben was fighting made an attempt to kill him? What if Kevin took that shot for him because he knew something Ben didn't? What reason would Ben have to live for?

I can't believe it

My children are five years old

Devlin and Kenny

And yet there are only three of us

Kevin why did you take that shot for me

The children need you now

Not buried a few feet underground

Remember when we would joke that you were invincible

That nothing could hurt you

We know that's not true now don't we

Because if it was

You would be here with me

I will always remember the moment before that Alien chose to strike

before you decided to take that shot meant for me

I can close my eyes and see your dazzling smile

Hear your laugh

That wonderful noise

Why

Why did you have to leave me

You know didn't you

You knew I was pregant then

I didn't even know until after you were gone

Why me

Why you

You knew I could protect myself

You were scared for the babies

I can understand that

but I can't stand losing you

All I do is work and take care of the kids

I just took them to school in fact

Devlin looks so much like you

Kenny looks so much like me

but they both act like you a lot of the time

I want to cry everytime they do something that you use to do

If only you were here Kevin

Here to see them grow into young men

Saying Goodbye was hard then

Visiting your grave is even harder now

Everytime I come I cry

Remembering how much I love you

Remembering the times we had

Remembering our last night before you died

I tried to hate you for dying and leaving me

but I couldn't do it

I look down at your grave and think of the statue standing

in the middle of the plummers base of you

I remember when you captivited me

I never told you but your eyes

Your eyes captured me the day we met

I felt trapped whne I lookd into your eyes

I never wanted to escape

I remember the first time we kissed

it was an accident

but I love it

I laugh still when I remember it

I tripped when I was walking over by you

You caught me

but neither you nor I expected my lips to descend upon yours

we were 16 then

You asked me out the next day

I said yes

We dated all the time until you took that shot meant for me

We were planning on moving in together

My family wasn't sure about this at first

Gwen refused to talk to us for awhile

Do you remember that

Finally though they were able to accept it

Accept us

We fought to be together and we won that battle

Again it is time for me to go

I'm sorry but the kids are going to be done soon

Bye for now

Remember I will always love you and only you Kevin