Lacrimosa

Summary: Based on episode 24 of Kuroshitsuji. Oneshot. This is based on Ciel's POV. Don't sue me. XD

DISCLAIMER: Kuroshitsuji belongs to Toboso Yana-san and "Lacrimosa" belongs to Kalafina. :D

"I'm Ciel Phantomhive… just Ciel Phantomhive…" I said I look up to the flower ring that resembled the color of the heirloom ring that I had. It's a pretty blue flower, I must say. Sebastian continues to kneel behind me; I know he's watching my every move up until now. He must be thinking I'll escape from him.

Heh. As if I'd ever do that.

I promised myself… that I'd be the soul he's yearning for. I'd fulfill the end of the bargain for him… I'll give up my life… All to satisfy his hunger.

Sebastian carries me to a place I don't know of. I somehow pity him that his left arm is torn off by that angel. I wanted to say to him, 'Put me down so you can have rest…' but I didn't. I decided to wrap my left arm around his neck, so I can transfer some of my weight, but to no avail. I tried not to cry…

I tried not to cry.

He puts me on a stone bench that felt really cold… "Is this the last place?"

You answered with a nod.

"Will it hurt?" I asked. You answered with a slight smile on your face, "Yes, a little bit. Though I'll try to make it as gentle as possible." I looked up to you, "No. Make it as painful as you can. Carve the pain of my life into my soul…" You had a shocked look on your face for the last time. And you smiled…

You bowed to me for the final touch… a soft "Yes, my lord" coming out of your mocking lips.

As you came near me, I tried not to think of anything anymore… For I am already dead… Yes… I'll die only in your hands… only in your hands and no one else's… Just as I had promised to myself.

You take off the eye patch that hides the seal of the contract… Our bond that ties us together until the end.

"Well then, Bocchan."

I close my eyes as I felt your teeth grazing onto my neck. Later, I clench my fists from the pain as you bite off a chunk of my skin, biting my lower lip in agony. You continue to bite and munch off the skin and flesh of my being as I continue to close my eyes, feeling the darkness slowly engulfing me in vain.

As you bite what I think is the last of me, I fell on the cold stoned ground, relishing the sudden feel of coldness onto my rapidly dying body… Feeling the rush of pooling blood onto the ground.

When I looked up at you, you were covered in my blood, the fangs protruding from those devilish lips, flooded in crimson liquid. Your eyes continue to sink in me in those now red-violet depths.

And before I close my eyes, I saw you, kneeling in front of me, your eyes seem distant and eyebrows furrowed in an emotion I couldn't decipher. Reaching out your ungloved hand, I can see you… You're crying endlessly… and you mouthed…

I am sorry.

I close my eyes in final sleep…

Until I see you crumbling down and your defiled heart sheds tears.