Author- kit kat, Scratches, Dee, which ever you prefer.

Written-12-17-01

Typed-12-19-01

Disclaimer- I don't own the HP characters or the little snippet at the end. That belongs to Mudvayne. And I aslo don't own my parents who put my in the mood to write this, or APC who made my cry while listening to Magdalena and Orestes.

Warning- Mad suicide ahead and slash. Don't like don't read. And also if you wanna see Lucius dead, read this, but at the end of the story, not chapter, you might cry.

A/n- I'm a pretty cryptic teenager. Blame it all on Depression and emotions. And my muse (Paz) was bitchen at me cause I killed her fave character!

Twilight to Starlight

Death Blooms ~~~~{~~@

Lucius' Pov

Out upon the hill where I stood, the almost unreal picture of Hogwarts towered over me. I turned my back on my old school building and shivvered in the freezing January air. I walked a few paces more to the top, pulling my thin white shirt closer to my body.

Now on top I looked out over the lake, and up to the moon shining above it. Hurring I pulled out a silver blade with a snake chiseled into it. My favorite blade that made me, will now break me.

I pulled up a sleeve of my tunic and pressed the edge of the dagger against my wrist. I was about to slash the right wrist, with my left hand, my strong side, but I thought once more. Is this really what I want to happen? One side questioned. But what about him? How will he feel if he finds you here, laying dead on a snow bank on the Hogwarts grounds, after your cowardly way of escaping? Another side questioned.

Getting fusterated I threw my body down into the chilling powder, landing on my knees. Throwing my arms into the air I screamed louder than I had ever before, "Why him? Why now? WHY EVER?"

I fell face forward into the snow, the coldness contacted with my bare neck and face with a faint hiss. Then once again I drew out the knife.

Now I lay on my back the dagger right above my chest, right about to pierce my skin. I closed my eyes and yelled something I've been wanting to say for some time now, "Kiss my white ass Voldemort!" I shoved the dagger into my heart as fast as I dared.

The warm blood covered my fingers and stained my shirt, I hadn't died instantly. GOD DAMNIT! But I feel myself ebbing away bit by bit every second. So I turned my head a bit and inhaled sharply at all the crimson snow around my body. I moaned softly then closed my eyes in the bitter wind that was nipping at my frame.

I stiffened and opened my eyes a small bit and spoke my last word, "Moony."

~~~Space between a blink and a tear, Death Blooms~~~

~~~TBC~~~

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A/n- I was in an Angsty mood what can I tell you? I was going to do Draco Suicide… Still might even. But this fic is not over, at least 3 more chapters coming in different POV's (Harry, Draco, Remus, maybe even Sirius) And did the ending keep you guessing like why the hell did he say Moony. And how the hell does he know? And Why did he go against Voldie? OMG! I said his name! Shun me every one!!!

Keep checkin back!

Scratches

Oh yes thanks to: Amber, Lydia, Julie, Shirley, Jimmy, Arron, Shannon, David, Emma, and Roxi for reading it over and telling me it was really good! Thanks a lot guys, you don't know how much that ment to me! ^.~