Hey guys! Sorry it took me so long to write! I like completely forgot about this story......hahahaha well anyways here it goes!

"ohmygoshh!" i slurred running to Thomas and giving him a bug hug, nearly knocking him over.

" What the hell are you doing here?" i yelled, hugging him again. He smelled like cigarettes and cologne, Just like I remembered.

"Amanda!" i screamed jumping on her, she hugged me and laughed.

" oh, you know spontaneous vacation, who knew we would run into you guys?" she laughed, in a 'no duh!' voice. "what the heck do you think we're doing here babe?" she said, kissing me on the cheek in a friendly way.

" so what? The party started, oh, what? 30 minutes ago? And you two are already wasted?" said Tom, laughing.

"Well you know us" said Gill, smiling.

"now, how about we get back in there and party our asses off?" i asked.

" hell yea" they said, as we walked inside.

"you guys, ok...you guys are like my bestest friends in the whole world" slurred Gill, as we walked in the door.

" love you too" muttered Amanda, laughing. "Now, what kinda booze you got?"

"bear, vodka, gin, the usual" i said " its all in my room, up the stairs and to the left" i said pointing to the staircase

"gnarly" she grinned, before running upstairs.

I grabbed a bear from the cooler in the kitchen and went to the living room, there were two couples making out on the couch, a group of girl in the corner, and a shit load of other people grinding. Music was blasting in my ears, and Tom was yelling something at me that i couldn't understand.

"Can't hear you!" i yelled, pointing to my ear, then at the door leading outside. He followed me out. There were less people out here, a couple of quiet couples, and groups of people I've never met, but recognized from my school. We went to the corner of the yard, near a big oak tree.

"so, long time no see, huh?" he said, sipping from his beer.

"yup" i said, after a pause, then hugged him tight again. "god, it has been way to long!" i said, arms still wrapped around him.

"tell me about it", he mumbled into my hair, his breath hot on my neck. I sipped from the bottle of vodka in my hand. Then another. And another.

"whoa, slow down there Bells" i want you to remember some of this!" he laughed.

"good point" i slurred.

" so, tell me about this boyfriend of yours" he said. "where is he?"

"hhmmmm.....out"

"what? Not the party type?" he said "i wouldn't trust you alone with a guy like me if i were him" he said, watching for my reaction.

"doneven start" i slurred. He took a step closer to me, and i didn't back off. What's the big deal? I thought, he won't do anything....i hope.

"you look amazing tonight by the way" he said, his breath tickling my nose, and hot on my face.

"Tom-" i started, but was cut off by his lips crushing mine. My first reaction was to kiss him back, What the hell are you doing? I thought, and pushed him away.

"don't" i said, thinking more clearly. He was drunk, i hadn't noticed before, but he was slurring his words, and stumbling. He must have had something more then a few beers, i thought.

"come on Bells, you know i wassjust kidin you" he said. As i walked away, and inside.

"have you seen Gill?" i asked Amana, who was flirting with some guy from my socials class, with a lip ring, and a tattoo, that showed through his cut off sleeves.

"ummmmm...." she said thinking..." Thata way" she said pointing to the kitchen"

"thanks " i said, the guy looking annoyed.

" Gill?" i called, entering the kitchen.

"Bella?" said, a cool, beautiful voice behind me.

"Edward..." i said, trying to focus my attention, and not slur my words.

"are you drunk?" he asked, emphasis on the drunk part.

"um.......yes?" i said, knowing he would never believe me if i tried to deny it. He sighed.

"what? Well you wanted me to act more like a normal teenager" i said, trying to put the blame on him.

"well...yes" he said "but..."

"but, nothing! Just shut up and be a normal teenager with me, okay?"

"i'll try" he said, steadying me as i stumbled. He leaned into me and rested his chin on my head.

"i suppose this is also one of the many things you use to do, but failed to tell me about?" he said, referring to my choice of clothes lately.

"ha, ha well....not...really....i mean, maybe a little" i blushed.

"Bella?"

"yea?"

"why do you smell like cologne and cigarettes" he asked, me getting suspicious.

"well...um" he looked furious but only for a moment. His face was tight, no emotion showing.

"okay, well something kind of happened...but it wasn't me! It was him, he, well...i mean, it was just a kiss...and-" i broke off, seeing the hurt expression on his face.

"just a kiss" he said, still no emotion.

" Edward i swear! I didn't kiss him back! I shouldn't of even let him get so close to me, but i well, i wasn't thinking straight!" i said, slurring.

" and you clearly still aren't" he said, looking disappointed.

"what's that supposed to mean?" i whined.

"uh, so you must be the boyfriend" said Tom, having just slipped into the kitchen for another beer.

" I'm Tom" he said, stumbling toward Edward, hand out stretched. Edwards nostrils flared, and i knew he knew that it was tom.

"um, yea, well tom, meat Edward, Edward, meet tom" i said, then pulled Edward away.

He looked at me, no expression.

I smiled at him.

i love you, more than anything else in this world, Edward Cullen" i said, reaching up to kiss him, not caring if my breath smelled of booze, or that i was drunk, all i wanted to do was kiss him.

Sooooo ....tell me what you think! And please REVIEW! I know ....short....but better then nothing hopefully. Any ideas on what's gunna happen next? Please tell me!