A/N: Hey all! Its been like a month or two! Lol! Summer got away with me and I found that I didnt have anytime to write. But fall is back and along with it school and believe it or not I have time to write durning school! So I am back after a long vacation! So without further ado....

Chapter Eight: Monster (Surprise)

I was in a large clearing. The grass was wet from a thunderstorm I guess and it reached to my knee's making my pants all wet, I noticed I wasn't wearing my nightgown. I was in black pants and a white t-shirt. Then I noticed that I was standing! And I could walk! But as I looked more closely as to where I was I got a chill up my spine, Surrounding the field was a dark wood. The trees so thick I was unable to see into them. I spun around looking for something or someone but I was completely alone and I was frightened. I have never been alone before and I didn't know what to do. It started to rain.

Thunder rolled in the distance. I sat down in the grass not caring if I got my clothes all muddy. It didn't matter anymore. Nothing mattered. I was stuck in a strange place with no one and I was so scared. I hugged my self to keep warm. I never got cold, not when momma or daddy or Auntie Rosalie or anyone held me did I get cold. But I was and the feeling was so strange.

My teeth chattered and I noticed my hands growing whiter than they normally were. I started to cry. This feeling too, was new, and I wish I had someone. I wanted anyone, anyone at all to come and make me warm and make me happy. I didn't want to be cold and I didn't want to cry. I wanted to yell out "Help me! I am just a kid! Please, someone help me, please…" But no one would hear me, and I couldn't talk, I could barely think. The cold was getting so intense. And just when I thought I couldn't take it anymore, I am going to die, the scene changed.

I was looking at the same clearing except it was dry. It stopped raining and the gray, soft clouds littered the sky like they always do; nothing strange there. I was no longer cold but I still felt the tears on my face and I wiped them away quickly. I looked down and I was no longer wearing what I had before. Now I was wear a blood red dress, that reached my knees and a long dark cape that seem to surround me. A hood from the cape was atop my head. This time, though, I was in the woods. And other black cloaked figures were all around me. They were taller than I was, but somehow I wasn't frightened of them. I was no longer alone and this filled me with an unnecessary joy.

The group was moving and it wasn't hard to keep up with their ghost like grace. We entered the clearing and one by one they all took off their hoods; I followed. I was staring into the eyes of my family. Jacob, momma, daddy, Auntie Rosalie, Grandmother, Grandfather, Uncle Jasper and Emmett, Auntie Alice, Seth, and Leah were all there; plus other people, some of them looked like Jacob, Seth, and Leah and when they turned into big wolves before my eyes I knew that they knew Jacob. Others were there, a moan with dark curly hair, a woman with short hair like Leah, someone with pigtails and glasses, two with blonde hair, a boy and a girl, and so many people I have never seen before. They had heart beats.

I started to walk towards the group of humans and was surprised to find momma as one of them. I stop and stared. She was different. Her eyes were the same brown as mine and her skin wasn't deathly white but slightly flushed. She was every bit as beautiful human as she was a vampire When she saw me staring her checks grew red with blush and I could smell her blood all the way across the field and realized that it didn't matter that she was my mother the only thing that mattered was her blood. I wanted it. I wanted her and everyone else's. I was going to bite them all. Every single one of them. I walked again but a long ashy, white hand stopped me.

"Wait my Renesmee." A cool, smooth voice cautioned me. I looked at the hand and slowly followed the arm up to the face. The man that held me back from killing the people had milky red eyes and long hair. He did not frighten me.

Instead of responding to him I showed him my white teeth.

"I won't do anything Aro." I said. For a spilt second I shocked myself. I could talk in this fantasy and my voice was as pretty as daddy's.

Daddy. I looked back at the crowed to find him. I saw him with the vampires who had moved with the werewolves to protect the humans. But as they moved something changed with in them. They walked slower and their skin became less pale. Daddy turned to face us and I was shocked to see that he no longer had golden eyes but a bright green. I looked around and noticed that Uncle Emmett, Grandfather, And Auntie Rosalie had blue eyes. Auntie Alice had creepy violet eyes. Uncle Jasper had dark green eyes almost black. Grandmother had gray eyes. They all had heart beats.

Next to me Aro laughed.

They had realized what happened and all looked frightened. And the wolves started to growl and hunched their backs and sauntered towards us. Everyone except Aro and I crouched down ready to fight.

Once again Aro laughed, expecting something. All the wolves started to yelp.

Jane.

She came forward and put down her hood also. She smiled at Aro and then me. Jane truly enjoyed hurting people.

I watched as the wolves grew weaker and weaker and howled louder and louder. I knew which one was Jacob. His dark eyes were on me asking, no pleading, for me to ask Jane to make her stop. I didn't though. No love for him or my family was in me anymore. They didn't matter.

Finally Jane stopped and took Aro's left hand. I already held Aro's right hand.

"No it's your turn Renesmee." He whispered to me.

I turned and smiled to him once again. I walked towards the group of humans. I was now the closest to them. They all shrunk away from me and were afraid. Good.

My power had developed. I no longer needed to touch people for them to hear my thoughts. And if I wanted to I could make anyone think anything I wanted them to as long as I thought it too. They didn't know any better. They didn't know that they were thinking and seeing my own mind. They though all their thoughts were their own but they were wrong. So I could make them think and believe anything I wanted them to. It was quite funny to watch actually.

I made them think that there was no chance. That they were going to lose. There was no point in fighting.

Their faces changed as slowly my thoughts became their own and anyone could see the dread that filled them.

"Perfect." Aro said. He started swiftly walking and motion for us to follow him.

This was what we had been waiting for. We were going in for the kill…

I woke up and sucked in a quick little breath. I was in Auntie Rosalie's arms. Truly afraid of what I had just seen. But I didn't show it. I didn't want anyone to know what I had dreamed.

I didn't know any of those people. Aro and Jane. Who where they? And did they exist? I sure hoped not. Even though I wasn't frightened in my dream I was scared now. And why was I so alone in that clearing before? Why wasn't my family with me? Did they not love me? I had to clam myself down. It's just a dream I repeated to myself over and over again.

As soon as the fear escaped me and I realized it was just a dream horror washed over me. I was a monster. I was a terrible person. I didn't care about my family at all. In fact I wanted to kill them. That's what I was a demon, someone who didn't deserve to live with these wonderful people who loved me so much. I wasn't worthy of there love.

Once again I had to realize it was just a dream. And I would never be that blood thirsty monster, never. I also had to stop thinking about it. Daddy would hear me and then people would be so worried about me and I didn't want the attention.

Auntie Rosalie realized I was awake.

"Oh I am sorry Ne – Renesmee, I didn't realize you were awake. Are you thirsty?" She asked me. Instead of touching her to show her my thoughts, I was to afraid I might slip and show her my dream, I nodded.

Auntie Rosalie turned to Grandmother. "Esme, will you…?"

"Always." She smiled and got me my cup. I took it, reluctantly but I was careful not to show my reluctance. I knew I needed to drink but as I was drinking I kept remembering my dream.

Stop. You have to stop. Daddy will hear.

I looked around him and I realized daddy and momma weren't here. This time I did touch Auntie Rosalie. I showed her momma and daddy and wondered where they were. I took my hand away and thought about how maybe in the future I wouldn't have to touch people for them to hear my thoughts I could even…

Don't go there. Stop.

Auntie Rosalie smile at me. "They will be here in a little while."

Uncle Emmett chuckled. "Rose, you know very well that they won't be here for a long while, they're…"

"Emmett!" Auntie Alice and Rosalie, and Grandmother all said at the same time.

"What?" Uncle Emmett looked sheepish and went back to watching the T.V. with Uncle Jasper.

"Renesmee awake?" Grandfather appeared at the bottom of the grand stair case.

"Yes." Auntie Rosalie got up and walked over to Grandfather for my measuring.

After we were done I touched Auntie Rosalie. I wanted my momma. I demanded her.

"What does she want?" Grandfather asked.

"Bella." Auntie Rosalie stated.

I kept asking Auntie Rosalie for momma over and over again. I need to see her. She was the only one who could comfort me without knowing I needed comfort.

"Esme, could you and Alice find something for her to do?"

"Sure we can go buy something." Auntie Alice was halfway to the door.

"No Alice just something in the house. I don't think Bella wants you buying stuff for Renesmee all the time."

She pouted and followed Grandmother into the kitchen.

"Spoons and forks? Esme really? Rosalie it will take me like five minutes. Please can I go get her decent toys? Please?" Grandmother handed me a pile of silverware to play with as Auntie Rosalie set me on the floor.

"No Alice. It's fine. It's not even my best silverware. It's okay."

I picked up a fork and bent it in half. I smile and clanged it together. I was really strong. I kept bending the forks and spoons in half. iIt was fun. I smiled up at Auntie Rosalie and showed her my forks and spoons.

"Good job Renesmee." She smiled at me. Uncle Emmett chuckled. Auntie Rosalie smacked him. "Be nice." She scolded.

"Here I'll show her how it's done." He and Auntie Rosalie sat down next to me and I watched as Uncle Emmet bent a fork in half and it snapped. He didn't even look fazed.

"Was that really necessary Emmett?" Grandmother said.

Uncle Emmett laughed again. And he set down his fork he broke. I picked up a spoon and tried to snap that in half. I couldn't do it.

I heard the back door open. I dropped my fork and looked. It was momma and daddy. They were home and they were smiling at me and my tangled pile of silverware. I smiled at them and all thoughts of my blood lusty dream faded.

Hope you all enjoyed! My goal is to have this whole thing complete by christmas as I have an original story I am writing but I dont want to post it until this is finished!! So leave me some love and that will give me motivation to write! : D