Hello FMA yaoi fans, and welcome to chapter 2 of my story. I only posted this becasue i got so many nice comments. (I don't get a lot as you can see.) Well, some find it odd that I, a girl, dis this story in first person. I thought it would be fun and it is. So here ya go, chapter too. Not: I DON'T OWN A THING OF FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST!!!!

'Ah, yes, I remember this….' I think as I lift up my old diary, wrapped in my red jacket, stuffed in a drawer. This is the diary Roy mistook for my alchemy journal a few weeks after I had moved in. Yes, I said diary, for those of you that have forgotten (I'm sure I said this earlier) I own a private diary as well as my alchemy journal. I keep all my secrets and feelings in this book. I hold the worn out red book to my chest. Nope, no lock on it either; I just have to hide it really good.

But apparently I didn't hide it well enough; Roy found it at one point….. Yeah…about him finding it…. Roy told me how he found the day he also told me he loves me. That was after he found my diary after I moved in. Yes, he found it way earlier, but didn't tell me just yet. It is my diary, and one doesn't run around saying 'hey, I found your diary and it said (put whatever here).' That's not right!

Well, might as well tell that story while I'm at it. Like I said it was a few weeks after I had moved into Roy's house with him. I was still upset about Al's death at that point. More like it affected me more then. It was an early morning, and I was going to take a shower before heading to work. Roy was having me file and sign paperwork-YUCK! So, I take my clothes from my dresser Roy had put in my room. Small, but it worked. I had my own room, with a bed, dresser, and a window. I walk out of the room and down the hall to the bathroom, and had left the door open. I didn't think much of it, but I had dropped my red jacket, and wrapped in it, my diary.

Roy just so happened to walk by my open room and saw my jacket on the ground. I wasn't the neatest person, but usually picked up my jacket, books, and a few other things. Roy went to put my jacket on my bed, and in doing so, my diary dropped to the ground with a thud, making itself known to Roy at his feet. Roy had picked it up and thought it my alchemy journal I kept. Of course I'd told him about it, showed a few people before, but forgot to mention that it was black. Not red like my diary.

Roy sat on my bed, and flipped it open. (I'm in the shower at this point.) I don't know how far he went into it, or how much he read, but it was enough to discover my feelings for him. I'd fallen for the Flame alchemist a long while back, but I'd never have the gut to tell him. I got out of the shower, and got into my black baggy pants and my good fit, black, sleeveless shirt, and notice I lost my jacket. So I get out of the bathroom to see Roy exiting my room.

He tells me good morning, and that breakfast should be ready soon. I look down and nod, then head to my room for my jacket. I find it, and my diary, on my bed. My diary was closed, so I sighed in relief and put it back in the top drawer of the dresser and headed down for breakfast. When I first moved in, Roy had no clue how to cook, but he's gotten better since then.

YUM! Eggs, bacon, toast, fruits, a cup of juice for me, and Roy's coffee are all laid out on the table. I take my seat and start to fill my plate, and Roy's since he went to get dressed. "Eggs for Roy and eggs for me. Bacon for Roy, bacon for me…" I continued on like that till our plates were full of food. I finished by the time Roy got back. He was in loose military blue pants, and a black shirt. His blue military jacket was in his arms; he draped it over his chair and took his seat.

"Thank you Full Metal." Roy said to me as he took his seat and started to eat. I started after him. My hair was down and still dripping wet. "Ed, your hair is down." Roy pointed out. I look at him, this the first time he'd seen my hair down.

"Um, yeah, I still need to braid it. Is something wrong?" I ask him. He shakes his head and continues to eat his food. I shrugged it off and finished mine off. I picked up my dishes, and washed them. I went back to my room, and grabbed my rubber band for my hair. I came out walking down the stairs pulling my hair back into a braid. Roy watched me as I tied it off then grabbed my stuff, "All set."

Roy looked at me, and then headed out the door, locking it behind us. Hawkeye was waiting with the car, so we got in and headed over to HQ. It wasn't that far of a walk, but the cornel, Roy, was a little lazy so Hawkeye or someone else would pick us up.

We got to the big building, and walked in. I had a little desk outside Roy's office, so I sat down and got to work. It kinda shocked everyone because I usually don't like paperwork. Havoc walked over to Roy, his cigarette attached to his lip like always.

"What's up chief?" he asked as Roy took his seat behind his big desk. I could hear a conversation starting before Hawkeye went in there and shut the door. Dang, that leaves me sitting with a bunch of papers needing to be filled out. I kept working though.

"Hey, Ed, we thought you didn't like paperwork." Breda asked looking down at me. I look up, and then return to my work.

"I don't like it, but it has to be done." I say in a monotone voice. He looks at me kind of mad I guess, but the turns back to everyone else.

"Man, that's no fun. And with Scar still out on the loose we can't do much." Breda took his seat and looked around the room bored. Hawkeyes dog, black Hayate, came up to me yipping. Breda freaked out when I picked him up and placed him on my lap. Breda is afraid of dogs. I smiled a little and petted Hayate's ears and head.

~A few weeks later~

After work, Roy and I headed home. We had to stop to do some shopping on the way, food wise. But asides that, we just went straight home. Roy and I both worked at making dinner that night because we were having guest over. Hues and his family, his wife Gracia and daughter Elishia, were coming over. I can't remember why though.

It was fun though. Having people over was fun. And Elishia was fun to play with; she wanted to bug Roy so we played 'bug Roy' game. I had quite a few laughs, Hues too. It was great. It was a clear night so I gazed up at the stars a lot.

"You ok Ed?" Roy asked me. I looked at him, and then back up at the starts.

"You think Al can see what's going on down here from up there?" I asked not really focusing on anything. I knew I was crying I could feel it. Then I felt arms wrap around me.

"I'm sure Ed. Al is watching over you…." Roy said. I guess I was happy someone was there for me, because I smiled and said 'yea, you're right.' We gazed up at the starts for a long while, then Roy broke the silence with, "Edward, I've seen your diary. I hate to say it, but I've read it as well. I know it was wrong of me, but if I said I felt the same way, could you still hate me?"

I turn around and look up at Roy who has this loving expression on his face that reaches his eyes. I smile as well, "I…..You really feel the same….?" I look down, embarrassed.

"Yes…." He says as he lifts my head up gently and touches his lips to mine.

My eyes close as sparks fly off in my head. The kiss is so gentle, but so full of love, I can feel it. His lips are slightly rough against my soft ones. I then feel his tongue wiggle its way between my lips and a new sensation hits me. I wrap my arms around him as I lift up onto my tip toes. (I'M SHORT, I GET IT!!!) It was just a simple kiss, but it was so much to me. He pulled his lips away, licked them, then just held me.

"I love you Edward."

I smile and hug him back, "I love you too Roy."

(And now you know about our first kiss and about Roy finding my diary, oh! And no, Roy did not get away with reading my diary. The next morning, I went to his room and hit him telling him not to ever read my diary again or else.)