A/N: Ok so this is a new story, something I have had on my mind for a while.

04.10.2016 - I have re-written this story and tried to fix as many mistakes that I have noticed and made minor changes.

I am not back to keep writing but I was reading this story and saw an unbelievable amount of errors.

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EPOV

I was sitting on my balcony, smoking a cigarette and looking up at the dark night sky. My life wasn't perfect, though if you asked my best friend, Emmett he would say it is. He saw someone who could get away with anything, who seemed to be popular with the girls, someone who got good grades. I, on the other had grew bored of the constant attention from my female peers. I also always wondered how I could possibly be maintaining A's and B's in all classes, even when I skipped. I guess it had something to do with being captain of the football team.

Looking over at Emmett's house, his and his sister's bedrooms were opposite mine, and they both also had their own private balcony. Emmett and Bella Swan, brother and sister, we have known each other since we were about five. Emmett has always been my best friend; Bella and I were also friends, a long time ago. As soon as we hit high school, she stopped talking to me and acted like a bitch toward me. God only knows why.

Emmett was dating Rosalie Hale and has been for 6 months, she was tall with light blue eyes and platinum blonde hair. Bella was dating Jasper Hale, He also had Blonde hair and was tall, with blue eyes.

Bella's light came one, her window was open and I could see her and Jasper walking into the room, arms wrapped around each other, lips moulded together. It was vicious… I watched as he slammed her against the wall and picked her up, her legs wrapped around his waist and she pulled him closer to her. I took another drag of my cigarette and laughed at how ironic this was. Bella must have heard, because when I looked up she was standing in the window, glaring at me. I winked at her and she shook her head before roughly closed the curtains.

"Dude, what are you doing out here?" I heard Emmett call from my balcony door.

'Having a cigarette man, what does it look like?" I laughed

"I spoke to Kerry today"

I scoffed "What did she want this time?"

"What do you think?"

I sighed and ran my hand through my hair

"You're going to have to speak to her, if she can't reach you on your cell she calls me."

"I have nothing to say to her. It's over, end of story" I said as I through my cigarette over the edge of the balcony and made my way inside.

I sat on my bed and started strumming a few random tunes on my guitar.

"Just talk to her. Tell her again. I can't have her calling me all the time; Rose is starting to get suspicious"

"Then just tell her what's going on"

He shook his head and put his hands in his pockets leaning back on his heels "I did, but this is Rose we're talking about man"

"Fine, I'll talk to her" I sighed, it seemed ridiculous because Kerry and I were only together for a short time, yet she was so clingy and I couldn't stand it.

I heard Emmett's phone buzzing in his pocket. He pulled it out and held to his ear.

"Hey Bells, what's up… I'm next door… When?... Sure I'll spread word… Ok, I'll be home soon"

"What was that about?"

"Apparently we're having a party tomorrow night. Do you want to come?"

"Nope"

"Why not? It'll be fun" He whined

"Your sister and I don't get along… Remember"

"And? Who cares man, I'm inviting you"

I shrugged "Maybe"

"Good. It's starting at seven" He said as he made his way out of my room.

I remained on my bed, still strumming a few random tunes on my guitar when I heard a door slam. Crawling to the end of my bed I peered out the window and saw Bella leaning against the railing with her eyes closed, the wind was blowing her hair around her face. In all honesty, she was beautiful, long wavy chestnut brown hair, a heart shaped face, tanned skin and deep mesmerizing brown eyes. She was the hottest girl in school, all the guys loved her, though I think she was oblivious to that fact. Her best friend was Alice Brandon, a short pixie like girl with shoulder length black hair and piecing green eyes. She was a perky little woman, and always seemed happy.

Jasper walked out and wrapped his arm around her waist and kissed her neck, I watched as she sighed and leant her head against his shoulder.

Jasper was an alright guy; he was the type of person who didn't give a crap about what anyone thought of him. I wouldn't classify him as a loser or anything, he had the same effect on woman as I did. So calling him a loser would probably make me jealous, which I most defiantly was not.

I stood up off the bed and closed the curtain, crawled back into bed and pulled the covers over my head. I thought about the party tomorrow night, trying to decide if I would go or not. It might be weird, considering Bella and I don't get along, but then again, all of my other friends would be there. I may not even cross paths with Bella too often, I wonder if she would even care if I went. Theoretically, I shouldn't let what Bella would or wouldn't think stop me from going and spending time with my friends.

Without having made a decision I closed my eyes and went to sleep. I'd decide tomorrow whether I would go or not.

BPOV

Jasper was dropping me off at home after taking me out for dinner, He leant down and pressed his lips against mine, I pulled my arms up and wrapped them around his waist and let out a soft moan as he pulled me closer to him. I fumbled for the door handle and swung it open and started to push Jasper inside, closing the door behind me with a loud bang. I pushed against him, causing him to walk backwards towards the stairs. He gripped tightly onto my waist and pulled me up so he was holding me; I wrapped my legs around him as he walked up the stairs towards my bedroom, still not breaking the kiss. He set me down on the ground and swung my door open; I reached out searching for the light. I turned it on once I found it and Jasper started pushing me backwards into my room. My back rammed into the wall, He picked me up again and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed himself harder against me. Pulling away for a brief second, I saw a figure through my glass door I pushed Jasper away from me and trudged over to the window and saw Edward sitting outside. I glared at him, and he winked, Fucking pervert I shook my head at him in disgust and roughly close the curtains.

Well that just killed the mood. I turned around to face Jasper who was now lying on my bed.

"Come here, baby" He said, I knew what he wanted, but I wasn't ready for that. Not yet anyway.

'I can't Jasper" I shook my head sadly as I looked down at my feet. I walked over and sat on the bed next to Jasper, resting my head on his chest "Sorry" I whispered

"It's ok" He sighed as he ran his hand threw my hair, I loved that he was so understanding and didn't push me for more than I was willing to give.

I looked up at him and smiled, placing a soft kiss on his lips "We should have a few friends over tomorrow" I suggested as I lay my head back on his chest.

"That sounds like a good idea"

"I'll call Emmett and tell him, he can invite some of his friends" I said as I grabbed my phone off the bedside table, I dialled his number and waited for him to answer.

"Hey Bells, what's up?" I heard him answer

"Hey Em, where are you?"

" I'm next door"

"'Kay, Listen Jazz and I want to have a few friends over"

"When?"

" Tomorrow, around seven. Invite some friends"

"Sure I'll spread word"

"Awesome, when will you be home?"

"Ok, I'll be home soon"

I ended the call and place my phone on the bedside table, and rested my head back on Jaspers chest.

Jasper was great, we had been together for a year, and he was sweet and caring. He's eighteen, a year older than me. He introduced his sister, Rose, to my brother, Emmett. He thought they would be perfect for each other, Emmett was a little childish for an eighteen-year-old, and it didn't suit him really. He was tall and bulky, his hair was curly and brown and he had hazel eyes. But deep down, he was as gentle as a bear.

Rose on the other hand was tall and blonde, she was gorgeous and looked like she could be a model, and I felt so... plain standing next to her. She had blue eyes and a body I would die for. She was a strong woman, very independent and could hold her own. That's why she was perfect for Emmett, they balanced each other out perfectly. He added a bit of fun to her life and she straightened him out and kept him in line.

My eyes shifted to the window and I sighed, Edward Cullen, seventeen years old. He was my brothers best friend, and I hated him. We use to be friends, that is until we went to high school. He became cocky and arrogant, acted like he owned the school. It seemed like each week he had a new girlfriend. Before all this I had the biggest crush on him, He was hot I'll admit that, he had bronze messy hair and emerald green eyes, he was tall and well built.

He was nice to me, I was his 'princess' and he was my 'prince', at least that's what we use to call each other, then when high school came, it was as if I didn't exist. Like I was nothing... vapour. So I ignored him like he ignored me.

I climbed of the bed and walked outside to my balcony, leaning against it I closed my eyes and let the wind blow my long hair around my face. It felt nice, the cool air on my hot skin. I heard the door open and Jasper leaned against me resting his head on my shoulder and placing his hands on my stomach. I sighed and rested my head on his shoulder as he placed a few soft kisses on my neck.

"I should go home" He whispered in my ear.

"Do you have to?" I groaned

"Yeah, sorry sweetheart. But I'll see you at school tomorrow"

He moved his arms from my stomach and placed them on either side of me on the railing, I turned around and buried my head in the crook of his neck and wrapped my arms around his waist.

I walked him downstairs and gave him a long passionate kiss before he jumped in his car and drove away. I stood at the door for a moment, staring after his car that disappeared down the road.

I walked back up to my room, and climbed into bed and closed my eyes, drifting into a peaceful sleep.

EPOV

The annoying noise of my fucking alarm woke me bright an early the next morning, groaning I slammed my hand hard against it, hitting all the buttons, causing it to turn off. I rolled over to my other side and slowly opened my eyes, trying to adjust them to the damn bright light that was shining through my curtains.

I rolled out of bed and pulled on a pair of grey track suit pants and walked outside, lighting a cigarette. I could see Emmett in his room with Rose, they looked like they were arguing about something, my eyes drifted across to Bella's window, she was standing in front of her mirror, staring at herself, she was wearing a pair of blue flannelette pyjama pants and a black singlet top. I found myself wondering what she was thinking. She smiled at herself before she walked away. She paused when she noticed me standing outside, looking at her. She cocked her head to the side and watched me for a moment before walking towards her glass sliding door and opening it.

She took in a deep breath as the wind hit her and walked over to the railing and put both hands on it, looking at me intently.

"What are you doing?" She asked curiously, tilting her head to the side.

I raised my eyebrow and held up my hand, showing her my cigarette "Having a smoke" I said before taking a drag.

She nodded her head and looked down at the grass between our houses "You know, it's rude to stare" She said, without looking up

"Excuse me?" I asked, a bit dumbfounded.

"Don't think I haven't noticed you staring" She said as she raised her eyes, looking directly at me.

I scoffed "I don't fucking think so" I laughed, though I knew it was true, I do tend to watch her a bit. But there isn't anything else to do when I'm sitting out here, and her bedroom is directly opposite mine

"Whatever Edward" She said as she turned around and walked back inside.

That was the first almost decent conversation I have had with her in a while. Her voice echoed in my head, sounding like soft bell's. I stared after her figure and watched her walk out of her room.

For some reason, I felt myself wanting to talk to her again, just so I could hear her bell like voice. Shaking those thoughts away I finished my smoke and went back inside to shower and shave.

BPOV

After a brief, almost decent conversation with Edward this morning I jumped in the shower and let the hot water run over my tired body. After I finished washing myself I dried off, wrapped the towel around my body and made my way back to my room. I could hear snickering coming from Emmett's room and new that Rose must be here already.

Once in my room, I walked over to my window and closed my curtains, not wanting to take the risk of Edward watching me change. I pulled the towel away from my body and wrapped it around my hair, I pulled on a pair of blue skinny jeans and a White V-neck long sleeve top and matched it with a pair of black boots.

I use to be clumsy, I tripped over flat surfaces all the time and occasionally my own two feet. That was, until I met Alice. My best friend, with a passion for fashion. I love her to death, and owed her my life. Because of her, I'm not clumsy anymore. She made me walk in heels for 2weeks straight. My feet killed, but it cured my clumsiness.

I dried my hair and left it down and wavy. I put on some foundation and a small amount of eyeliner and mascara.

"Bella, come on it's time to go" Emmett called as he banged on my door.

"I'm coming" I ran a brush through my hair one last time before grabbing my bag and rushing downstairs. The last time I kept him waiting too long he left without me and I had to walk to school.

I climbed in the back seat of his car and put my seatbelt on.

"Hey Rose" I said once I was settled.

"Hi Bella" She said as she sent me a smile over her shoulder.

I liked school, only because I got to see my friends, and Jasper. Sometimes I would watch him practice football on the oval. He and Emmett were great players, Edward was team captain, he was good as well. Though I never really watched him play.

EPOV

After showing I walked back to my room to get dressed. I roughly dried my hair before throwing my towel in the clothes basket and pulled on a pair of boxer shorts and a pair of dark blue jeans and matched it with a grey polo shirt. Quickly running back to the bathroom I put a bit of gel in my hair to make it stay in place. I then went and grabbed my bag and ran down stairs, saying a quick goodbye to my mom and walking out the front door.

I hopped into my silver Volvo and watched as Bella jumped into Emmett's car and drove off towards the school. I waited a moment before I left, not wanting to rock up the same time as them.

Once I arrived at school, I parked my car at the end of the parking lot and climbed out. I didn't miss all the female eyes that rested upon me, shaking my head I started to walk towards the school, I passed by Bella, who was wrapped tightly in Jaspers arms. She looked at me so I smiled at her, she looked a bit shocked, I silently laughed at myself as I continued my way towards the school.

"Edward" I heard a familiar voice call from behind me. Ignoring it I continued to walk.

"Edward, wait up" I sighed and turned around

"What Kerry?"

"I just want to talk to you, you know see if we ca-"

"No, it's over. Sorry" I turned back around and continued my way towards the school.

Kerry wasn't that bad, she was thin, and she had dark blue eyes and light brown hair. She wore too much makeup and not enough clothes. She looked too... Fake. I was only with her for about a week before ending it. She clung to my arm every second she could. It was fun being with her, for a while. Until she started acting a bit more... possessive. I liked to date girls, and have fun. I wasn't interested in being serious with anyone. This is high school for fuck sake, since when do seventeen year olds settle down? I never believed you could truly find 'the one' you were meant to be with, your soul mate, at such a young age, though I knew people had claimed it. I have my views on love and finding the right one, I just didn't believe it happened at such a young age.

BPOV

I walked over to Jasper once I hoped out of Emmett's car, and wrapped my arms around his neck and placing a kiss on his cheek.

"Good morning, how are you today?" He said in that thick southern accent of his.

"I'm good thank you" I giggled.

He pulled me close to him and I pushed my head into his chest, inhaling his scent. He continued talking to Emmett and a few other guys, I blocked out what they were saying and watched as the students started piling into the school.

I saw Edward pull in, and watched as he climbed out of his car. He looked good in his dark denim jeans and grey polo shirt. His hair was messy disarray, as usual and I had the urge to run my fingers threw it. Frowning at myself I pushed those thoughts out of my head and watched him walk towards the locker area. He gave me a smile and I frowned at him, wondering what brought this on. It didn't look like his normal cocky smile.

Jasper and Emmett finished up their conversation and we headed in to grab our books from our locker for first class.

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